note ; this is my worst mix LOL

produced by genshi 
mix @skypebf @1stress @gothlovee
master @1stress 

stress:
i need perfection 
its my obsession 
my girl said she wont slit my throat
shes so protective 
u luv me sm ill b ur obsession 
and u cn b mine 
ur my possession 
all the thoughts up in my mind
SO DISGUSTING!!
nvm bby i j want sum surgery 
i need perfection Ohhhh its obsession 
all these girls tryna copy on my image (yep) 

skypebf:
come n die homicide
slit my wrists like suicide
i don’t wanna c u cry
i don’t wanna say goodbye
bby look me in my eyes
omg i feel alive
omg i feel alive
omg i feel alive

murder suicide
i j wanna fucking die
right by ur side (by ur side)
all u do is lie but i love it
slit ur wrists on live
i’m so o-off it

come n die homicide
slit my wrists like suicide
i don’t wanna c u cry
i don’t wanna say goodbye
bby look me in my eyes
omg i feel alive
omg i feel alive
omg i feel alive <3

@gothlovee
they're so jealous
I feel like paris 
at tha mall 
lets js ball
im perfection
these bitches starin
im infectious 
im so goth
gothlovee gon be famous

stress x skypebf x gothlovee - perfection❤️‍🩹(genshi)

Produced by me
Mastered by @neioxo
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Flashlight dark room 

Snuff coming 2 ur browser soon

Cameras on me 

Talking about the bodies in the interview 

Sun going down 

Creatures rising from the crypts 

Cute girl under my bed

Blood dripping from her lips



Knife going down your stomach 

Pressures boutta tear 



I know you hate this life

I can make you disappear 



Get pretty for the photograph 

If only you knew 



That your cute face is gonna be immortalized on the news 



search parties gonna be so disappointed 



When they find you in two different places 



I wanna be with you in the place that comes after 



There’s demons in my room please don’t tell the pastor 



I don’t know why



Our body parts must share the same art



fly in the sky



Watching over the forest where we lay to rot 



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I found your picture hanging on the back of my door 

Don’t come to my house 

No one lives there anymore 

And we lovers 

Until the saddening end 

All the time we’d spend

All the blood we’d bled

LAY AND ROT

prod me 
mix @1stress @skypebf 
master @1stress

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stress

we could dance until we're dead
they don't wanna hear u scream
when i pull up 2 the scene everybody look @ me 
ima grab a chainsaw now they'll never hear u scream
ima grab a shotgun look @ wht u did 2 me : (  

skype

oo oo i just wnna fuckin kno
baby i just wanna kno
should i stay or should i go
black hair dc’s don’t u fuckin lie to me
omg ur so scene i j want u all 2 me
dance around my room all nite baby
ya i just wanna kno why u hate me
slicing up wrists
all u wnna do is c me bleed
oo oo i j wnna fuckin scream

look @ wht u did 2 me

look @ wht u did 2 me + skypebf (stress)

@pixelhood
@horrormovies666

be my lil skeleton
know i want ur body all the time
drugs on decline idgaf ur on my mind
took the pill that u gave me
i do what u say
give u everything u want
ya it works that way
in the catacombs im fucked up
looking 4uuu
but ur still with him
now im lost nd dont know what to do
bby just do this one thing
dont break my heart
or ill kill you like i should have
done it from the start

ya i tell u what to do 
but u dont ever listen
rip out ur heart cause it rly likes to glisten
fuck wat ur friends say they dont really know
u can stay with me
nd watch me fucking overdose
ya i lie when i have to 
it makes you pretty mad too
bby i cant help it if i cant have you
crystalline blood nd it still sinks in
never learned my lesson never made amends

i cant tell what u want 
do u want my heart?
say that ull cut me cuz u know that’s what i want 
and i feel so shaky when im around u 
and i luv ur dismembered body bby ur so cute 
gonna stalk u till u fall in luv w me 
i wanna b ur best friend ill b all u need 
i could give u all the luv u could ever need 
so fucking b mine forever pls

skeleton

Buy on iTunes

skeleton + horrormovies (pixelhood)

cover art done by @lucefuh on ig

-----lyrics-----
[Chorus: luvwillow]
It's so sick, the way that you treat me
Every day I feel like you hate me
Pick me up and you tear me down
I watch my tears as they fall to the ground
I wanna be your special someone
Play me like a game and you make me feel so dumb
You're my nightmare in the shadows
Baby, I'm scared, I don't know what follows
Tell me that I'm pretty, tell me that you want me
Tell me pretty little things, even if you're lying
I'm messed up and so are you
Manipulate me, it's just us two

[Post-Chorus: skypebf]
Tell me that you love me, even if it's fake
I don't, I don't wanna talk
Baby, I don't wanna play no games
Oh my God, I'm sick and tired
Of you, of you, of you, of you

[Verse 1: skypebf]
Baby, I been bawling, bawling on the floor tonight
Hate it everytime you lie
I don't wanna fight, yeah, you know I'm in the right
Always wanna switch sides
Wanted you to be my sweetheart 'til we die
Living in this cruel fucking life
Suicide always on my mind
Asking myself, "Why?," I wanna die
You already know that answer, it's cause of you

[Verse 2: skypebf]
Miss the sound of your voice at night
Now you're saying to another boy, "Goodnight"
You were full of spite, I was out of my mind
I was so alive, now I hate my life
It was a cold gloomy summer day
That was when you threw my heart away
Now I'm sitting in my room, thinking bout you
And all the reasons why i hate you
I don't wanna know, I don't wanna know
I don't wanna

[Chorus: luvwillow]
It's so sick, the way that you treat me
Every day I feel like you hate me
Pick me up and you tear me down
I watch my tears as they fall to the ground
I wanna be your special someone
Play me like a game and you make me feel so dumb
You're my nightmare in the shadows
Baby, I'm scared, I don't know what follows
Tell me that I'm pretty, tell me that you want me
Tell me pretty little things, even if you're lying
I'm messed up and so are you
Manipulate me, it's just us two

y r u afraid of me w/ skypebf (buhguul)

prod me :P
skype mixed his verse @skypebf

lyrics:
@disoc8
do u wanna fuck bby i can feel the tension
bpd slut all she wants is some attention
she off all these drugs she can feel the hypertension
bpd slut ik im ur favourite person

r u tryna scare me, sayin u will kys
always off the ketamine frying all ur brain cells
spreadin shit ab me saying it was someone else
ever since u left me i hope u kno im doing well

taking all these pills bitch i hope u get addicted
i js wanna fuck bby pls dont get it twisted
tell u smth real n u come back with ur wrist slit
i cant sit still u fucked me up n i cant fix it

@skypebf
ahah man fuck these slags
ewww
s-l-u-t get the fuck away from me
omg i’m feeling high 
ya u know that i’m that guy 
suck my cock n watch u cry
break ur heart n watch u die
hahaha bitch u better get in line
all the whores around me
i just want the money 
slit ur wrist n take ur life
don’t worry it’s out of spite
popping xans up in the club
i can never get enough
fuck me off of every drug
baby come n prove ur love

get in line !! w/ skypebf

SHE DOESNT EAT BUT SHE THINKS IM FUCKING APPETISING💋💋
FEATURING @luvwillow
PROD BY ME :P

lyrics:
@disoc8
i've been so fucked up, n i luv the way it feels
n i love fake love, i dnt want it if its real
i deserve 2 fucking rot, fkn pop til i keel
pour it up, pour it up, i dnt evr wanna heal

she doesn't eat, but she thinks im fucking appetising
u in my sheets, bby u can keep on fantasizing
my life is fuckeddd n i think im gonna end it soon
im so caught up.. in these feelings of impending doom

@luvwillow
my life is fucked up, but it is what it is
had 2 call a uber cuz i took like 1000 hits
passing out again bitch yea i feel anemic
i hate when fake hoes wanna talk it makes me sick

got sum different pills in my pockets its a secret
baby tell me was it love or were i a regret
hang me up on the tree, like its chrismas eve
i'm doing drugs in my room alone as i greive

!!!
not everything that is dark is an invitation,
my music does not intend to advertise self-destruction or hatred.
i'm not promoting it, i'm surviving it.
if you cannot process that, just skip the fucking song.
take care<3

feelings of impending doom w/ luvwillow

https://open.spotify.com/track/7smXfIiUFfv5gP4Nk0cH4b?si=67c26be48b2c4b95

[@pr6blms]
i know you hate me...
but ill still be there for you when it rains
i can not feel, theres so much blood on my fucking face
making me feel so left out, left out 0.o
Its driving me fucking insane I feel mental
feel like a weirdo just being around all of you
because of how you treat me! X_x
how you treat me, you act like a bitch!!
and you drive me crazy, i got ur cuts on my wrist.
drink my blood from my veins, think ur making me insane
i think im fucking stupid, i dont wanna hear your n-

[@disoc8]
im like me so why do u like me?
shes in my head like surgery 0.o
i feel like a surgeon i make myself bleed
i feel like a merchant im making money!
in the bathroom give myself stab wounds </33
k1ll mys3lf soon ill do it just for you!
slicing up my wr1sts, all i feel is bliss
im a piece of shit, its why im off the drinks.

[@1stress]
i cud go go go im so nauseous!!
all these fans hml Wont stop talkin 
I wanna see u bleeding out X_x
watch the blood run the cover </33
baby dont tlk u'll be found inside aguttr 
im so nauseous bby give me adderall 
cover me in toxins make me feel like im a doll 
wont stop talkin and ik u luv it luv it 
luv it when u lie bby ur so toxic...

ik u hate me w/ disoc8 + 1stress *ON ALL PLATS*

prod deathray
i feel so ugly inside 
i’ll hang my self w christmas lights 
bury me in ur room 
i promise that i fucking bite 
rip my fucking chest open 
bby look at my ribs 
cut out my heart 
kiss my pretty wrists
100 dead roses as my luv for u 
promise me ull kill me if i ask u to
u can lock me in ur room if u want to 
i’ll be ur pretty snuff film if u want too
pretty corpses in my head 
dismember me in ur bed 
sink ur teeth so fucking deep
i wanna see some fucking red 
drag me thru the woods 
bby leave me for dead 
i luv to cut so fucking deep 
bruises all on my arms 
my razor sings me to sleep 
i’m fragile just like porcelain 
shattered hearts screaming
i wish it would end 
bitch im skinny and im pretty 
suicide in the freezing cold 
hearing sounds around me 
hear the bodies whispering to me 
house of 1000 corpses 
run rabbit run 
i’m bulimic bby 
arms covered in scars 
for everytime im hurt

horrormovies shattered hearts screamimg

[VISUALISER ON SPOTIFY]
prod me fagzzz
master by @xaduma

@disoc8
hurry up n tell me, tell me wtf is wrong w/ me
u can't help me, u can sit n watch me fucking bleed :/
i told u i was sick inside,
u kissed my lips n said it's fine,
u swore u'd stay then let me die--
die, die.

bby can u let me carve ur name? or r we js not the same?
tear me up, then stitch me back,
then break my heart, i'll love the pain
like slit my wrists no turning back
i hope u watch while i decay
like bitch i do it 4 the drugss
n i do it 4 the fame <3

i <3 drugzz that kill,
seretonin in a pill
if i overdose tonight
would u still tell me that it's real?
i <3 drugzz that kill,
bby tell me how u feel
if i od in ur arms tonight
would u still luv me still?

@bandiicam
girl tell me that you love me if we lose everything
i dont wanna drown you out but bitch i swear youre insane
you sit and watch me cut right through my veins
i dont wanna look at your face i hate what you say
without you my love i dont think im alright
doing all my drugs just so i can get by
heart is so cold like i dont think i can cry
staring at my ceiling im like god please why
cut it just cut it, oh its one of my habits
i cant sleep or eat at night idk how i manage
we dont think the same, we dont think the same,
we dont think the same, girl you got me cutting on my veins

chorus lol

!!!
not everything that is dark is an invitation,
my music does not intend to advertise self-destruction.
i'm not promoting it, i'm surviving it.
if you cannot process that, just skip the fucking song,
take care<3

I <3 DRUGS THAT KILL w/ bandiicam (disoc8)

Blaq – “Control”
A hypnotic EDM experience about passion, temptation, and dominance.
“Control” dives into the power of connection between two lovers when lust takes over and resistance fades.
Heavy synths, seductive vocals, and driving club energy make this a high-intensity dance floor anthem.

🔥 “You can fight your mind, but you can’t fight what your body already knows — Blaq’s in control.”

Control

ig swaglikejoms
pronounced dissociate duh
wintr was here xo
## @benadryl-fan-club
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