"I swallowed ur cum that means something!"

i loveee fakee love i dont want it if itsss reallll☠️🥱💀😇🦄

(Comfort ppl only..i forgot i dont have 1..)
tw: mentions of pedo.
i was in my cousin house
she was going 2 the bathroom i was playing with my tablet. i went 2 go get juice or water
i got the juice or water i dont remember..
n then i went 2 see my aunt room but i went 2 my grandpa room n he pushed me n try 2 touch
i heard my cousin getting out of the bathroom 
n i was fucking traumatized i hate myself i hate my trauma nothing even fucking helped me these memories keep coming back 2 me i havent sleep properly n eat all i did is starve n not sleep cus im always scared of myself n my life i dont wna be alone anymore im always weak….

.(read desc..)

featuring @luvwillow
produced by @imxofilo

@imxofilo
look me in the eyes and tell me everythings ok
tell me that u love me, idc if its all fake
cuz i be at my lowest, i cant handle all this pain
yea it will never ever ever ever feel the same
(x2)

@luvwillow
tell me that u love me
ur love is sweet like honey
girl i think its kinda funny when u try to touch me
ur so toxic im in love
my hearts flying like a dove
do you see that when i cry?
thats how i know ur all mine
cut ur name into my arms
do u wanna see my scars?
baby i'd do anything
cuz baby ur my everything
shoot me in the heart girl
u know that ur my world
in the backseat of your car
i think were goin' way too far
shoot me in the heart girl
u know that ur my world
in the backseat of your car
i think were goin' way too far
look me in the eyes and tell me everythings ok
tell me that u love me, even if its fake

@imxofilo
im so lost in the dark
there is no light
tell me that u love me idc if its a lie
cuz ur the only thing thats keeping me alive
and if ur not here with me, i think i might just die
i wanna disappear but idk what to do
i dont feel alive
the only thing i want is u
ur like a drug to me
i love u endlessly
i might be ending me
it might be recklessly
i feel like i have nobody to go to
everyday i come home crying here to u
darling dont leave me
hold me in ur arms
tell me ur here for me pls dont break my heart

even if it's fake +luvwillow (xofilo)

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Produced by @prodguda

Artwork by Bleu:
https://twitter.com/fckingbleu

Lyrics:
I swear to God, I'm so paranoid with all these eyes on me
It's like everybody around me got some time for me
I swear, like, I just wanna be left all alone
All by myself inside my room is all I know

I swear to God, I'm so paranoid with all these eyes on me
It's like everybody around me got some time for me
I swear, like, I just wanna be left all alone
All by myself inside my room is all I know
'Cause I'm just sitting in my room staring at the wall
Thinking 'bout it all, thinking 'bout it all
Sitting in my room staring at the wall
Thinking 'bout it all, thinking 'bout it all

Hard decisions
If I pick either one, am I really winnin'?
I'ma be gone in an instant the second that I am finished
Will I go missing for a minute or am I trippin'? Listen
Am I really doing this all for myself?
It's the only thing that really help out with my mental health
I've been working real hard to play the cards that I was dealt right
But I swear all this working and working has never felt right
I swear to God, I'm so paranoid with all these eyes on me
It's like everybody around me got some time for me
I swear, like, I just wanna be left all alone
All by myself inside my room is all I know

I swear to God, I'm so paranoid with all these eyes on me
It's like everybody around me got some time for me
I swear, like, I just wanna be left all alone
All by myself inside my room is all I know
'Cause I'm just sitting in my room staring at the wall
Thinking 'bout it all, thinking 'bout it all
Sitting in my room staring at the wall
Thinking 'bout it all, thinking 'bout it all

Thinking-Thinking 'bout it all
Think-Think-Thinking 'bout it all
I swear to God, I'm so paranoid with all these eyes on me
It's like everybody around me got some time for me
I swear, like, I just wanna be left all alone
All by myself inside my room is all I know

I swear to God, I'm so paranoid with all these eyes on me
It's like everybody around me got some time for me
I swear, like, I just wanna be left all alone
All by myself inside my room is all I know
'Cause I'm just sitting in my room staring at the wall
Thinking 'bout it all, thinking 'bout it all
Sitting in my room staring at the wall
Thinking 'bout it all, thinking 'bout it all

paranoid (guda)

getting crunk!

INSTAGRAM

getting crunk! 0_o (prod. @irlshitbih)

MIX - @1stress @xxsyris @6arelyhuman
MASTER - @xxsyris 
PRODUCED BY @pixelhood 

--

@1stress 
shawdy said she wanna die i be goin crazy
shawdy said she wanna die jus to call me bby
in my mind im feelin good then i go so crazy
in my mind im feelin good plz somebody save me 
anorexc girls in the club n they always thrown up 
they b fightin for the fame baby jus give it up up up up up up
up up up up up up 
x2

@xxsyris 
smoking all this kush its in my lungs
and i dont gaf but i know ur the one
and i really wanna fuck bby come and make me cum
and i already died bae im already gone
fucked up in the party
she was off the molly
i was choosing softly
bby dont stop me
i know that you want to fuck me up
and you make me throw up
ur a fuckin slut ur a fuckin slut

everybody knows me 
dont know who to trust
come on shawty blow me
now im gonna pour it up
smokin on that cigarette
bullet put it thru ur head
bby im so srry
i didnt mean to leave you dead

@6arelyhuman
me syris stress in the club finna turn it up 
i just got girl scout cookie bitch we finna burn up it up 
walk up in the function get these bitches perked up 
only day 1s showin love never serve us 
you could try to grade me take nothing but a plus 
i just got a bag while these bitches getting pay cuts 
all these lights flashing in our eyes they don’t faze us 
they don’t faze us 
faze us 
faze us 
shawty said he in the loop something like a shoelace 
slurp me up slurp me up drink from ruby tuesday 
talking like you nothing i do the same so i touché 
we be steppin out in fashion looking so boujee

@1stress 
shawdy said she wanna die i be goin crazy
shawdy said she wanna die jus to call me bby
in my mind im feelin good then i go so crazy
in my mind im feelin good plz somebody save me 
anorexc girls in the club n they always thrown up 
they b fightin for the fame baby jus give it up up up up up up
up up up up up up 
x2

--
SHOWT☆ME ++ syris and 6arelyhuman (Pixel Hood)

SHOWT☆ME ++ syris and 6arelyhuman (Pixel Hood)

welcome2My cemetary*:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧
--
PRODUCTION @1stress
MIX/MASTER @1stress
--
CUTS R BLEEDING ON THE FLOOR 
WELCOME2MY CEMETARY 
EVERYBODY WANTED FOR 
OH OH IM NOT THAT SCARY
TAKE U 2 MY REDRUM 
IMA RIP UR GUTS OUT 
EVERYBODY LIES THEY ALL WANT ME JUST 4 THE CLOUT 

RED LEAKINROUND UR ROOM
RLY HOPE U DIE SOON 
COPS R KNOCKING ON UR DDOOR 
OH OH THEY WANT SOME ROOM 
POST UR DEATH ON LIVELEAK 
POSERS WATCH THEY WANNA FEED

WELCOME TO MY CEMETARY
I FEEL LIKE A ???
I FEEL IM GONNA DIE 
OH IM GONNA REACH MY HIGH
CEMETARY CEMETARY
GONNA RIP UR GUTS OUT 
AFTER LEAVE UR BODY LEAKING YA ITS LEAKING FOR THE CLOUT
IM AT MY BREAKING POINT 
NOT AN ORDINARY BOY IMA SHOOT U SO DEAD
NEVER KNEW U UR A TOY
WELCOME TO MY CEMETARY  
CUTS R BLEEDING ON THE FLOOR
XD NEVER LOVED U 
UR A STUPID ROTTING LITTLE WHORE

CUTS R BLEEDING ON THE FLOOR 
WELCOME2MY CEMETARY 
EVERYBODY WANTED FOR 
OH OH IM NOT THAT SCARY
TAKE U 2 MY REDRUM 
IMA RIP UR GUTS OUT 
EVERYBODY LIES THEY ALL WANT ME JUST 4 THE CLOUT 

RED LEAKINROUND UR ROOM
RLY HOPE U DIE SOON 
COPS R KNOCKING ON UR DDOOR 
OH OH THEY WANT SOME ROOM 
POST UR DEATH ON LIVELEAK 
POSERS WATCH THEY WANNA FEED

--
CEMETARY

CEMETERY

@skypebf

i just wnna cut you up, i just wnna fuck you up
i just wnna be your love, i wnna be your drug
x2 

bby i got bud i got mud, i got anything you want
bby come and suck my blood if you wnna have some fun
now youre leaving me on seen, why the the fuck you being so mean
fuck me in the club, if you wnna be my scene queen

sy

im raving with my shawty, take a couple shots
and i pullup of the molly
she wnna fuck but she a thotty
i just get the top please then i tell her stop please

ya i hate it when you check my instagram
dnt talk to me, you dnt know who i am
x2

you dnt know what i have in my fucking backpack
ya our stupid love is gone, it aint ever coming back
watch me as i die, doing all these lines
i dnt wnna be with you bby youre such a waste of time

wanna be urr drug

Buy on iTunes

wanna be urr drug + skypebf (nori)

@xxsyris
@w6lker
prod rebzyyx

mastered by @xxsyris <3
syris:

just tell me what you want
tell me what you want
just tell what you want
off the acid tab i just wanna have some fun
got my fab shit we so glamorous
listens to my songs
i bet she would fucking die to this
hardstyle shit she shake it in the back
in the back
online girlfriend like a drug i can’t relax
would you like to be my kandi princess 4 life
i promise i’ll treat you right so right


skypebf:

i just wanna be with u all nite
making sure that ur alright
i dont wanna c u cry 
i dont wanna say goodbye
will u fuck me on the floor 
oh my god ur such a whore
girl u kno i wanted more
watching u walk out the door
i just wanna feel u cut me all nite
i dont ever wanna hear u say goodbye
we could fuck up in the club
i can never get enough
of u


w6lker:

i don’t wanna see you go go go
i just can’t leave you all alone -lone -lone
baby close the door , and now we’re on the floor 
i could be yours forever, you’ll never leave me 
we’re tethered
i know u need me, u know i need you 
u know everything baby i’m see thru
it’s okay cause you know my mind is fucked up
on my wrist n i luv when the blade cuts 
if you try 2 end it then fuck luv 
wanna feel ur touch i just wanna have ur trust

online girlfriend (+ syris & hauntingclaire) [rebzyyx]

prod me :P
skype mixed his verse @skypebf

lyrics:
@disoc8
do u wanna fuck bby i can feel the tension
bpd slut all she wants is some attention
she off all these drugs she can feel the hypertension
bpd slut ik im ur favourite person

r u tryna scare me, sayin u will kys
always off the ketamine frying all ur brain cells
spreadin shit ab me saying it was someone else
ever since u left me i hope u kno im doing well

taking all these pills bitch i hope u get addicted
i js wanna fuck bby pls dont get it twisted
tell u smth real n u come back with ur wrist slit
i cant sit still u fucked me up n i cant fix it

@skypebf
ahah man fuck these slags
ewww
s-l-u-t get the fuck away from me
omg i’m feeling high 
ya u know that i’m that guy 
suck my cock n watch u cry
break ur heart n watch u die
hahaha bitch u better get in line
all the whores around me
i just want the money 
slit ur wrist n take ur life
don’t worry it’s out of spite
popping xans up in the club
i can never get enough
fuck me off of every drug
baby come n prove ur love

get in line !! w/ skypebf

(prod. xgatteora + qyurisuu)
IMM BACKKKK :P
w/ @1stress

lyrics:
(@disoc8)
cut cut cut cut cut cut...
(LETS GO)

i got pretty lil styros im cutting js 4 u ^_^
she said bae i like ur barcodes its such a pretty view :P
when i saw u at the freakshow i thought that u looked cute <3
can we ovrdose on narcos n let our skin turn blue x_X

i hate everything abt me.......
I HATE EVERYTHING ABT U!!!!!!!!!1!111!!

(LETS FUCKING GOO)
(@1stress)
i got cutzzz on my body....anorexic shawtyy
she wont calll me cuz shes 2 high at the party :O
idrc, she told me its not fair :/
tie a rope around my neck..... LEAVE THAT GIRL IN DESPAIR >:D

N ITS SAD BUT I LOVE IT WHEN MY VEINS BLEEED
BBY CUT ME UP LEAVE MY BODY ON THE CONCRETE X_X

pretty lil styros

pretty lil styros w/ stress

SHE DOESNT EAT BUT SHE THINKS IM FUCKING APPETISING💋💋
FEATURING @luvwillow
PROD BY ME :P

lyrics:
@disoc8
i've been so fucked up, n i luv the way it feels
n i love fake love, i dnt want it if its real
i deserve 2 fucking rot, fkn pop til i keel
pour it up, pour it up, i dnt evr wanna heal

she doesn't eat, but she thinks im fucking appetising
u in my sheets, bby u can keep on fantasizing
my life is fuckeddd n i think im gonna end it soon
im so caught up.. in these feelings of impending doom

@luvwillow
my life is fucked up, but it is what it is
had 2 call a uber cuz i took like 1000 hits
passing out again bitch yea i feel anemic
i hate when fake hoes wanna talk it makes me sick

got sum different pills in my pockets its a secret
baby tell me was it love or were i a regret
hang me up on the tree, like its chrismas eve
i'm doing drugs in my room alone as i greive

feelings of impending doom w/ luvwillow

insta- https://www.instagram.com/iamsodeadawe?utm_source=ig_web_button_share_sheet&igsh=ZDNlZDc0MzIxNw==

prod- https://soundcloud.com/deathrayyyyyy

mix- rylax

Original Cover art before this by- https://www.instagram.com/agroenot1k?igsh=MXM4c2oxNXgzbHJhZA==

I jst wnna walk away from the pain that u put me through
I jst wnna kms from the things that u had me do
I dnt wnna talk
I dnt wnna know
What u had in mind
I just wished u told me 
that u werent so kind
I jst wnna be alone
be alone yeah
I jst wnna be alone
be alone yeah
Fck it up in the club
Need sum lust
let me fuck
Shoot it up
Fuck it up
Need sum love
Need sum more
All i asked for is not 2 waste my time
All i asked for wuz 2 lov one more time
I feel so tired
plz dont call me a liar
???
I feel so sick of everything
everythng//

I jst wnna walk away from the pain that u put me through
I jst wnna kms from the things that u had me do
I dnt wnna talk
I dnt wnna know
What u had in mind
I just wished u told me 
that u werent so kind
I jst wnna be alone
be alone yeah
I jst wnna be alone
be alone yeah

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leave me alone [deathrayyy]

Produced by me 
Mastered by @43u
-
Color fleeting from eyes under flashing lights 
A thawed
corpse peppered with morning dew of wintertime
A sullen call in the woods from a voice you thought was dead 
The sound of a door open you look to find it closed
I feel like a lamb slowly rotting in the shed 
tunneling under my skin to my bedrock bones 
Do you feel the blood rushing to your nose?
bursted blood vessels in your eye in a foreign home 
The theatrics for care are melodramatic 
I see vomit and cum leaking from the door to the attic
Hedonism Galore 
Purple legs scratched up and sore 
How much longer can they laugh pretending they don’t ignore
Whole body feels strange
Popping in the chest sudden pain
The feeling as it’s coldness travels from your eye into ur brain
-
The look on your eyes 
Fawning 
The beheaded’s reply
Is Dusk
A most horrible feeling 
Dawning 
The means in your hand, they cheer 
This will be your victory
A lump in your throat crawling
Your flesh sprawled all over the floor
Bile mixed tears from hours of bawling
The sharp key to the door,
This will be your victory 
-
Horror
-
they never found my body 
buried 10 feet in the ground 
can’t tell if i wanna bleed or fucking cry 
she has pretty thighs w some scars
im so fragile bby gimme ur heart 
suicide during winter rip me apart 
dismember me bby and keep all the parts 
i fell in luv in a red room of lust and blood 
never fucking sleep i can’t feel my fucking arms 
wrists so fucking bloody it looks like a morgue 
shoes so fucking cute bby i’m a fucking star 
i feel like i can’t breathe im stabbing at my heart
i know u don’t like it but i’m rly fucking hurt 
scars on my body i think they’re beautiful 
don’t feel like my self 
i’ll cut till im normal 
playing w my cuts 
but atleast something helps
-
i can’t go on living like this 
everything hurts 
and i feel like shit 
can’t fucking eat and cant fucking sleep 
i’m haunted by the memories of u 
u said i was perfect 
bby i don’t feel perfect 
scratching out my eyes 
i can’t look at you 
everything u said kills me still 
blood in my vomit 
u made me feel so fucking alone

DAWN TILL DUSK + horrormovies

Produced by me
-
A Quiet stare from a doe
A harsh embrace from the cold
Would your eyes still glow 
Reflecting blood in the snow

One string unsown
I heard voices below 
think there’s bodies down there?
If you’re too scared we won’t go 

Hollow breathing overpowered by a ticking clock
Adverse to prayer but quick to kneel 
There’s lights behind us flickering I think we’re being stalked
Ms Rabbit became Ms roadkill on her final walk

Skin constricting a spine 
Grotesque yet pretty 
I must opine 
It’s all out of pity 
Would you pay with your flesh 
To escape the fee
When cold kisses your nose
Will you give in and freeze 
 
Pretty bows, a crown befits a doe
A pain inside your head humming low but then it grows
If you were a mouse in a trap would you fight and gnaw 
would you feel victory when your leg comes off

a pretty face ripped apart 
Beauty drowns and fades once set in a vase 
Is the fear of decay what protects your facade 
The hole to your wrist slowdances with your heart 
A leap from the nest an attempt in forlorn 
A smile veiling the true look of scorn 
A life made useless from toils left torn 
Smile and wince, it looks good in the porn

Would you gouge out your eyes
To not spoil surprise
Would you dance in the night 
After he said goodbye
Would you cut off your wrist 
Carving bit by bit 
If a man in a suit 
Promised eternal bliss 
Would you cut off your legs 
To escape walking though thicket 
Would you carve up your body 
For a golden ticket 
Would you smile and bow
As the curtain comes down 
And as the satin drowns 
Make a face like a clown 

A flock of crows 
Laughing at what’s beheld
Are we stuck in a dream 
My legs are stuck from a spell
A gentle gust and drow
The roar of tubular bells 
Would it be different 
In the second circle of hell

A dash of sugar to sweeten up the cake 
You feel claws scarping as it viscerates your throat
A dash of bitter now your salivas opaque 
You try to form words but you just sound like a crow

IF YOU'RE TOO SCARED WE WONT GO

*ON ALL STREAMING PLATFORMS*

@disoc8 @w6lker @misalivee
SOMEONE MAKE AN AMV TO THIS

LYRICSSSS ^_^
@disoc8
i've been so fucked up and i cant get fucking clean
can u be my little slut baby can u be queen
i like to self medicate, n i'll do it till im seen
make me self mutilate, ik u like it when i bleed

i'll hit it from the front and then i'll hit it from the back
sorry baby i was fucked up n i dont remember that ! :/
all these fake ass fucking bitches talking this n this n that >:(
sorry baby i really dont care cuz im an alcoholic

hello kitty hello kitty hello kitty everything
buy a bitch a porche but i wont buy a bitch a wedding ring
laughing while u od on the toilet off some heroin
thigh highs on🤤🤤 i wanna be yours ill do anything

@w6lker
cant stop watchin hentai think i need a mommy dom
too young to be inside the club but im with misalive and joms
if u love me then youll cut upload on nhentai.com
hello kitty slut loves me cus i hit the fuckin floss
oh my god oh my god yeah i love thick thighs
and i got too drunk and i damn near fucked a guy
got a body pillow know i keep it on my side
try to touch my waifu guarantee ur gonna die

@misalivee
omg im god dum as fuck alcohol up in my cup
bitch meet me in the club i can get you fucking drunk
oxy in my cup omg dont give a fuck
like bitch i wna die so i sit here and i cry
me and joms up in the club claire is pouring up
i should kill myself but i keep on getting crunk
do you want my drugs want a wedding ring
BFC thats us hello kitty everything

i'll do anything w/ hauntingclaire + misalive

Luv=survival

I live in your wall/j
They/them
Nicknames:Lynn
Babagrill(😭I know)
Bread

If i change name or banner is still me:^
This is still me dw
I might change my name to
Bl1ndes1ded

feelings of impending doom w/ luvwillow

disoc8

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