mix @1stress @w6lker 
master @1stress
produced by marry me proz
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stress: 
shawty bit my neck in the club she a vvampire 
everybody lookin at me i be feeling so tired 
kms in the club ya ill slice my neck up 
everybody knows me but they hate me its so messed up :(

a-a-and ur dead 2 me xox
cuz i lied 2 u 
pullup2 the party ya ima get my bands up 
drink ur blood out ur chalice 
Eugh
i might throw up
all u talk abt me i think u jus need to grow up 

i think you need to grow up, i just showed up
to the fucking party, with my wrists cut
told that bitch to shut up, to shut the fuck up
movin like a zombie, when i wake up
i just grabbed an ice pick, im feelin like magnotta
slits up on her wrist, count that shit just like some commas
she get up on her knees, baby im not with the drama
she wanna (??) i know your pussy smells like benihanna

cus i dont give a single fuck, dont give a single fuck
shoot me with a paintball, just like im h3artcrush
suicidal nightclub, we on a rough (??)
xanax in my soda, im bout to throw up 
welcome to the freakshow, i feel like poking low
told that bitch i loved her, but i dont give a fuck
(??) on my arteries, i need to toughen up
oh my god im so scene, im getting sewn up

stress: 
shawty bit my neck in the club she a vvampire 
everybody lookin at me i be feeling so tired 
kms in the club ya ill slice my neck up 
everybody knows me but they hate me its so messed up :(

a-a-and ur dead 2 me xox
cuz i lied 2 u 
pullup2 the party ya ima get my bands up 
drink ur blood out ur chalice 
Eugh
i might throw up
all u talk abt me i think u jus need to grow up

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growup w/w6lker (proz)

growup w/hauntingclaire (proz)

mixed/mastered by me
https://instagram.com/clairechainsaw
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prod saint mike
https://instagram.com/migueldiascoelho
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lyrics:
i don’t wanna get better now 
i just wanna hurt 
bleeding in the bathroom 
now my heart won’t work
the blade is getting duller
the sink is getting fuller 
she’s so pretty and so sweet 
she reminds me of sugar 

life is so boring i don’t wanna do it
i’m concerned for myself, i’m the only the only that is 
if i’m dead i hope you understand, please don’t go with me 
soon i will be dead, give me one whole week

(skin is turning pale and it looks so pretty 
wake up in the morning and i feel so shitty 
i don’t wanna do this, lately feeling manic 
cuts all on my body, baby it’s-)

running through the broken halls 
tryna find an exit 
i don’t want you to leave 
you broke me apart like brexit (brexit)
everybody’s gone 
it seems they left me 
i tend to overthink it’s never healthy 
i cut myself don’t show it 
for the longest i’ve been at my lowest 
all the scars on my left arm seem to prove it 
and ima leave a bloodbath when u walk in 

and ima leave a bloodbath when you walk in 
gonna hurt myself if you don’t stop talking 
(i cut myself don’t show it)

for the longest i’ve been at my lowest!!!!!

i don’t wanna get better now 
i just wanna hurt 
bleeding in the bathroom 
now my heart won’t work
the blade is getting duller
the sink is getting fuller 
she’s so pretty and so sweet 
she reminds me of sugar 

life is so boring i don’t wanna do it
i’m concerned for myself, i’m the only the only that is

I don't wanna get better

prod by 2broke +northeast light

lyrics:
cuts all down her thick thighs
wanna see ur insides
send pics of ur wrists slit..
show me what it looks like
tired of ur sick lies
wanna see ur demise
wnna see u bleeding out
from the razor on ur bedside..
x2

dont talk 2 me im to toxic
watch me fuck ur ur life while i'm off it
always fucked up im an alcoholic
watch me walk out with both my fucking wrists slit :/

all i wanna do is kill myself
fucked off the drugs n my mental health
tell me that u like me but its hard 2 sell
i'd have a big ego but its too fragile

!!!
not everything that is dark is an invitation,
my music does not intend to advertise self-destruction.
i'm not promoting it, i'm surviving it.
some aspects of the song may be hyperbolic.
if you cannot process that, just simply skip the song
take care<3

when u bleed <3 (@shredmyself insta)

produced by me <3
promise you won’t miss me pt II
lyrics ,,

@w6lker
a fathom too deep, eleven more days 
i’m far too weak, and i’m ready to cave 
i know you’re tired of my heartbroken, 
lovesick bullshit 
and trust me i get it, trust me i get it 

but would it kill you to show a little sympathy?
i need to know that at least you’re fucking hearing me
pathetic & selfish, i’m writhing and helpless
was i ever worth it? i wish they would tell me

but can you really blame me?
when i swear my body’s always aching 
when i’m always pulling teeth from my throat
you don’t understand at all
inhale it all, try not to choke
when all of my best friends are gone 
so do they really hate me?
when every single day is the same thing 
when every single body part is breaking
when every single heart becomes tainted

@m1v
And i been so alone down here
Please come home its great my dear
Call your secret night affair
See your eyes glow in despair 
And im rolling deep
Start loving patiently a make believe
Drowning in my sea
And you dont see whats wrong whats wrong with me

@w6lker
but can you really blame me?
when i swear my body’s always aching 
when i’m always pulling teeth from my throat
you don’t understand at all
inhale it all, try not to choke
when all of my best friends are gone 
so do they really hate me?
when every single day is the same thing 
when every single body part is breaking
when every single heart becomes tainted

Sympathy w/ m1v

@disoc8 @misalivee @luvhexx @kiryoo @gutzxx @1stress

@disoc8
shawty hmu on my hello kitty flip phone
anorexic slut and her wrist is full of bar codes
she gon fuck me up cuz she's just like every other hoe
i got designer drugs we can split them all between us both

i used 2 be a reject i turned into a popstarr
hittin up my plug im like tell me what the costs r
i js blacked out and i woke up in a cop car
hated on by everyone but blowing up it's so bizzare

@misalive
like fuck bitch shut the fuck up
you tryna hit my blunt yeah i rly think u dum
like catch me in the club fucking with some sluts
i been off the drugs baby i dont want it nuhhhhhhhh
oxycotin paramol yeah i mix the lot dont really give a fuck
hope it kill me soon cuz baby i just really want the drugs
BFC like the olympics you cant see or talk to us
i dont give a fuck i dont give a fuck

@luvhexx
baby hmu if u wanna go and smoke
i’m pretty much a ghost feel my body turning cold
all these drux r like my shadow they go everywhere i go
everybody ask me where im at ig they’ll never know
i hate everything damn what a surprise
buried alive guess its time to say goodbye
i said i cared but that shit was just a lie
just like halloween im scared i think ima die tn

@kiryoo
crashing in my sports car
idrgaf
i just wanna cry slit my wrist like suicide
bitch im taking pills idrgaf
lets go all night fuck it up all night
skinny jeans everything bitch i want everything
leave me fuckin dead drop dead leave me in my head
go go go
imma fuckin throw up
keep talkin shit pussy we dont even know ya

@gutzxx
shawdy fucking hate us
cuz she know we on the come up
and my baggie full of drugs
cuz you know we cant stay sober
I be of the fucking pills
cuz It gives me fucking thrills
everyday is like a party
cuz im trying something new
I keep razors in my pocket
slide on me I'll show you something
and I see cuts all down your arm
fuck me up I don't feel nothing
talking on my name
like bro your a no one
took to many bars like damn
I cant see anyone

@1stress
anorexic girl txt me on ur kitty flip phone
she said tht she scared of me i said bby i know
im stunnin lik a popstar everyday i go hard
its #bfc in the club take anothr bar
i dont wanna get better now i jus wanna hurt
i told tht girl stop stalking me ima have to stab her
xoxo kisses hugs 123 u've had enough
now we're at ur door ask u where'd u get ur sound from

popstarz (prod. disoc8)

w/ @1stress
p. teeth
x_x

(horrorangel)

take my pain away im a deadboy
see a corpse walking yeah it’s my dead body
i just wish u would call me yeah im srry 
red dripping down im a gawth im srry
self immolation immolation
this cruel world yeah i just wanna see it end
i just wish u would call me yeah im srry 
red dripping down im a gawth im srry

be my corpse bride </3

Spotify

be my corpse bride <\3 w/ stress (p. teeth)

everything by me 

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hello mrs whitecoat^_^ 
put a needle in my bones 
stick it in my body 
stick it in my bloodflow 
a ghostly presence haunting 
she'll do wat i say so 
she said bby u complete me 
i'll let u slit my throat<3 
im mr massacre say hello to despair 
ur house smells like rot thats y nobody will stay there xD 
i wanna ask her when shes ded wud u lacerate my flesh<<<
record my glorious death record my glorious death 

nd she'll say goodbye but she will never leave
i think its time 2 show  this girl wht she really means 2 me 
ill stuff her body in a blender contempt her cryofreeze 
im jus preserving ur organs how am i a creep ^,..,^ 
is this love is this hate bby will u mutilate 
i like when she says tht she loves me cuz ill never feel da same 
nd mayb thts why my thoughts r considered insane 
idc anymore SLICE AND DICE THAT GIRL WILL PAy!!!!! >:D  


despair #massacre

prod me bitch
w/ @luvwillow

@disoc8
RCs all alone cuz i'm so fucking hurt x_x
can u treat me like shit bby show me what im worth
every time i fall in love i get so much worse
push me to my fucking limits. show me what i so deserve

searching up for ways 2 end it all online
i wanna make ur pretty face regret and see the fucking signs
ur so awful, ILY
i'm so toxic, but i'll still tryy <333

pretty lil slits, press send in the GC,
razor so sharp it makes cutting so easy.
doing all these drugs cuz i'm oh so greedy
bby if i share can u never ever leave me,,

but i don't wanna fuck i feel disgusting.
i keep blacking out, edging closer to nothing
i'm ur lil junkie
tell me how u love me
even if i kms it's all for fucking nothinggg

@luvwillow
stfu i dont even wanna kno u,
i’m so fucking pissed off i just want it all to stop,
tell me that im the worst and leave me for somebody else,
i just wanna break myself i dont give a fuck,
i keep on getting worse , put me in a fucking hearse,
i’m gonna die by 21, nothing about this life is fun,
im not perfect i got skin like-paper,
slit my wrist send me back to creator,
all my friends r fake and they used me,
gloomy bitches love to seduce me,
meet up irl theyre like OMG ur dying,
don’t tell me that u love me ik ur fucking lying,
did too many drugs i cant remember you,
i cant remember shit kill me for the fun of it,
if i ever find u both i’ll fucking kill u side by side,
make u grin from ear to ear cuz u always wanted to die

slitting my wrists cuz i cant take it
i give up i will not make it x2

!!!
not everything that is dark is an invitation,
my music does not intend to advertise self-destruction or hatred.
i'm not promoting it, i'm surviving it.
if you cannot process that, just skip the fucking song.
take care<3

ur so awful w/ luvwillow (disoc8)

on all plats
prod by me

@disoc8
even if it's secret bby tell me what u want
u can msg me whenever u don't ever gotta front
i'm just tryna keep it real i think i do too many drugs
i can't never stop for nun bby but ur still the 1 i want

okay
at the club, let's fuck it up
like molly rocks, let's crush it up
it's not the drugs, i'm so in love
ur stuck with me, so suck it up.
took 20 xans i fell asleep
so many bands u won't believe
cmon lets dance on xtc
if it's me n u it's meant 2 be

like shutter shades and kandi
hella haze relax me
share drugs w/ u bby got molly eyes we can't see
so much anxiety the xans come in handy
i wanna get so fucked up u can't understand me

ur the one i want <3 (disoc8)

[VISUALISER ON SPOTIFY]
prod me fagzzz
master by @xaduma

@disoc8
hurry up n tell me, tell me wtf is wrong w/ me
u can't help me, u can sit n watch me fucking bleed :/
i told u i was sick inside,
u kissed my lips n said it's fine,
u swore u'd stay then let me die--
die, die.

bby can u let me carve ur name? or r we js not the same?
tear me up, then stitch me back,
then break my heart, i'll love the pain
like slit my wrists no turning back
i hope u watch while i decay
like bitch i do it 4 the drugss
n i do it 4 the fame <3

i <3 drugzz that kill,
seretonin in a pill
if i overdose tonight
would u still tell me that it's real?
i <3 drugzz that kill,
bby tell me how u feel
if i od in ur arms tonight
would u still luv me still?

@bandiicam
girl tell me that you love me if we lose everything
i dont wanna drown you out but bitch i swear youre insane
you sit and watch me cut right through my veins
i dont wanna look at your face i hate what you say
without you my love i dont think im alright
doing all my drugs just so i can get by
heart is so cold like i dont think i can cry
staring at my ceiling im like god please why
cut it just cut it, oh its one of my habits
i cant sleep or eat at night idk how i manage
we dont think the same, we dont think the same,
we dont think the same, girl you got me cutting on my veins

chorus lol

!!!
not everything that is dark is an invitation,
my music does not intend to advertise self-destruction.
i'm not promoting it, i'm surviving it.
if you cannot process that, just skip the fucking song,
take care<3

I <3 DRUGS THAT KILL w/ bandiicam (disoc8)

Remix techno di una canzone piano e voce triste come settembre

Triste settembre rmx

pronounced dissociate duh
insta @shredmyself
wintr was here xo
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