recorded with low volume - play it loud please <3

very direcct utterance of the soul. struggle can yield beauty. small reward, or great, depending on one's position at any given moment. good to have you back. and i like the music, with or without knowing it's source.

Second live demo version of Cello Experimental Two from upcoming Jordannah Elizabeth album, "Bring to the Table".

The Process Records 2013
K. Porter/ J. Elizabeth

Cello Experimental Two - Demo Version #2

Led Astray

written mid-january 2017: 
I just rediscovered this one track that I recorded & set to private "10 months ago" so I guess it was sometimes around march/april which were weird emotional times for me. 
This is kind of the soundtrack of this era and the following months.
But yeah. "it gets better".

> recommended volume for listening -loud-. 
It doesn't get louder than that, quiet-gets-boring, and my intention while playing that was just to lose myself into this music, into these feelings, to get drowned in the sound and stay in that bubble forever.
And if the song doesn't soar high, that's because the mood didn't go quite far up either. 
And if this track doesn't get actually somewhere, well you got the correct mood as well: losing foot, losing roots, fighting depression not knowing what to do where to go feeling stranded and all that.
It could have been angrier, it could have expanded further, it should have exploded at the some point and get a rebirth in quieter parts but life didn't so fuck it that's a testimony of early 2016's shitty times, as well as the realization of years of suppressed feels. 

oh and I still write too much don't i? 
on a more positive note, cause life is not just downs: I came back yesterday from a couple of days with the cutest human beings I know, we've been cheesy af, hugged a lot and sceamed-along while some great bands played, so it brings a balance to all of this.
"Still sad" but in a not-so-crappy mood.

Sorry for not being more present, not going on SC to listen to anyone's tracks, or talking with the people who still cared when I posted my moody sounds,
It meant so much, really. 
Take care.

"but not this city and not in april"

Hindenburg 1937

I made this song with David from @disquepolaire. It's our first song together so it's a lil rough and the recording quality isn't great as I recorded in my bedroom...but it's something haha. We'll be making more music in the future, with better sound quality :')Enjoy and I hope you all have a nice day :)

Don't Hide (w/ Disquepolaire)

I made this song with David from @disquepolaire. It's our second song together. This is a bit of a personal one, based on my past and anxiety but a soon as David entered my life things have changed a lot, and I'm slowly getting to a better place :) I hope you enjoy and have a lovely day! 
p.s. I love you David <3

Crowded Sea (w/ Disquepolaire)

Just a little something on the ukulele <3

Love Me Sweetly, Love Me Kindly.

00:00 - Intro
00:56 - Daybreak
02:05 - Relapse
03:20 - Signal
04:54 - Last Call
06:17 - Nigh Shift
08:18 - Waves

After Hours (Piano Medley)

Bits of lo-fi sadness with a pinch of hope? With quite a lot of delay?
In search of that one-take high, risky pedal click, moody overlayered looped improvisation.
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Live from home since fall 2010.
and inactive for way too long

"but not this city and not in april"

DisquePolaire

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