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Lyrics:
Falling down
People got a lot to say
When your falling out
I've been straying so far away

And the years take route
Wish that I could hit replay
When I'm 6 feet down
don't Wish me away yeah

Staring down
All my life I've been okay
And I don't know how
But I'll do it anyway

All this noise so loud
But Ill try my best to change
or just shut my mouth
And refuse to Run away

Can't find the words to say
I'm not done but everything's so grey
Sick of feeling this way 
I've been losing sight of things and trying to be okay

When you say that shit do you mean it
I'm better off not hearing it repeated
Most times I'm easily defeated
I'm all alone and I rarely feel completed

I can’t convey
What I’m tryna say
Scared of what they’ll say

Why should I try again?
I’m always in my head
Wish that I could just forget
Would I be better off dead?

Stay up till 3 am
Ignore the things that people said
Wondering if this shit will ever end
But I guess I’ll just keep falling down

(What am I tryna be?
Why don’t I feel anything?
What do you expect from me?
I'll just fuck up everything

Falling more day by day
Wish that I was A-Okay
I know that it sounds so cliche
But I just miss yesterday.)

falling down

what I'd give to be you again
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(Verse 1)
Another day, another reason not to look up
Wash your eyes, stay inside
Try your hardest to forget who we are
Strangers with common pasts
(We are strangers with common pasts)
It's alright, it's alright
Though there's barely any time
It's okay, just look at me and jump off the fence
I know you'll make it

(Chorus)
I know you'll make it
I know you'll make it

How many moments apart
Lost in the dark
How did you and I become so different?
You brought the raging tides
And the wings to fly
What I'd give to be you again
Myself in the past

(Verse 2)
I don't believe in enough anymore
I can barely write this song
Rock bottom, mess up, get back up
Don't call me on my phone
I'll pick up and hang up

There's a reason I suppose
Why you stay up late alone
It's cause a glimpse of the future would hurt
One where you didn't care at all

(Pre Chorus)
Was it worth it losing everyone you knew?
It will be harder now
I hope you'll see this through
Caught in a riptide doing everything for you
If we make it out I'll leave it all to you

(Chorus)
I know you'll make it
I know you'll make it

How many moments apart
Lost in the dark
How did you and I become so different?
You brought the raging tides
And the wings to fly
What I'd give to be you again
Myself in the past

(Bridge)
What's the point
Too late to go back now
I'll stay and rot
Like everyone else does
Is it impossible to live again?
(Like everyone else does)
Maybe we can
And maybe we cannot
But I wanna try
And find what I stand for
Maybe you'll understand along the way

(Pre Chorus II)
I know
You're too young to have everything it takes
But you can't afford to give up
And let it go to waste
So we'll try
We'll try to face the tide
We'll try

(Chorus II)
As we're restless
Staying restless
Staying restless through the night
As we're restless
Staying restless
Staying restless all our lives
As we're restless
Staying restless
Staying restless through the night
As we're restless
Staying restless
Staying restless all our lives
All our lives

(Chorus)
All our lives, all our lives, all our lives
All our lives, all our lives, all our lives

How many moments apart
Lost in the dark
How did you and I become so different?
You brought the raging tides
And the wings to fly
What I'd give to be you again
How many moments apart
Lost in the dark
Maybe you and I could find another way
I've had a change of heart
Will gladly take it back
Everything that I said to you
Myself in the past
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this sounded so weird 2 years ago lol https://soundcloud.com/noirwastaken/raging-tides-wip/s-vF4AozycqNU

RAGING TIDES

i know you hate me but i'm proud of myself
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Call me reckless all you want now
I'll do it on my own
Cause I'm tired of this selfishness
You never tend to show
And burning in the fire
Won't save you from the cold
Cause this everlasting restlessness
Is nothing but your fault

You're pushing your luck
If you think you can come on top of this
You live on the edge
But you can never see the point of it
I'm losing my mind
It's hard to sleep cause I keep seeing the
Disgust in your eyes
I know you hate me but I'm proud of myself

I know you hate me but I'm proud of myself

Undecided
Uninvited
Maybe you should be reminded
Undecided
We're divided
In my life you're not invited

Call me reckless I won’t find out 
There’s only so much I can know 
I just sit back here and reminisce 
How did I get so low?
You call me a liar 
You think that you know it all
Why do you never make any sense?
I always take the fall

You're pushing your luck
If you think you can come on top of this
You live on the edge
But you can never see the point of it
I'm losing my mind
It's hard to sleep cause I keep seeing the
Disgust in your eyes
I know you hate me but I'm proud of myself

I know you hate me but I'm proud of myself

Undecided
Uninvited
Maybe you should be reminded
Undecided
We're divided
In my life you're not invited

Guess I don't need you anymore
Leave me alone
I'm tired of this life that we both chose
And this fear of giving up keeps getting worse
And every second wasted staring at the wall
I'd rather spend it all alone

Undecided
Uninvited
Maybe you should be reminded
Undecided
We're divided
In my life you're not invited

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out in the deep waters you keep all of your secrets
far from me, and i cant keep on hoping you'll return
and in the past i didn't feel complete
now i know why

i'm cold without you here
constantly filled with fear
and you promised you'd stay near

so where are you now 
i don't know how i managed 
to let you go
live out on your own
and ive traveled the seas
but there's no sign of me 
or you
or where you've gone to

and its cold without you here 

so cold without you here

and its cold without you here

and i know, that you're gone
never to be found
but it's hard to break free
without you here, it's hard to breathe
feels like the waves are crashing in

and its cold without you here

how come you promised you'd stay near
where you now
i don't know how i managed
to let you go

live out on your own
once again 

yet i swore id protect what i had left
and now i have nothing
and its cold without you

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