feat. @diondugas
prod. @eugenecam

(flexed up on my own, i don't know ya)
i won't do this on my own, yeah
(all alone in my bed, i don't wanna...)
i don't wanna be alone, yeah
(flexed up on my own, i don't know ya)
i don't wanna be a- yeah...
(always flexed up in my)

i can't do this on my
own, yeah
i don't wanna be a-
lone, nah
baby tell me where to,
go, uh
cuz i don't really
know

(yeah, yeah, yeah!)

i think i'm losin it,
nowadays i do not feel like doin shit
made a couple hundred racks
still feel like shit
girl i'm sorry i feel
so out of it

don't wanna flex on my own,
don't wanna flex on my own

[dion dugas]

hit my line like yahoo
said i'm from the south, boo
meet me by the bayou
i'm feelin just like you
tell me what you like to
i think that i like you
1-4-3 she texting me
i'm feelin kinda high

while slippin in out of my mind
losing my shit like i do all the time
thinkin of you while i'm broken in two
got me choosin to stay up on top of my grind
makin this dough, uh
flexin this shit cuz you know, uh
bitches can call it what they want to
do what i do cuz i want you

just don't kill my vibe
we could ride or die,
flyin pass the sea
between the sheets
into a typhoon
i'm somewhat an idol
promise i won't hide you
cling on me until we see
a vision that'll light you

[demxntia]

(flexed up on my own, i don't know ya)
i won't do this on my own, yeah
(all alone in my bed, i don't wanna...)
i don't wanna be alone, yeah
(flexed up on my own, i don't know ya)
i don't wanna be a- yeah...
(always flexed up in my)

i can't do this on my
own, yeah
i don't wanna be a-
lone, nah
baby tell me where to,
go, uh
cuz i don't really
know

(yeah, yeah, yeah!)

i think i'm losin it,
nowadays i do not feel like doin shit
made a couple hundred racks
still feel like shit
girl i'm sorry i feel
so out of it

don't wanna flex on my own,
don't wanna flex on my own

i think i'm losin it

temporary feelings got me moving slow
I can't really do this, I can't lose no more
I don't really like you, I just fuck you hoe
I can't really go out, I'm out on my own
~
wait till the right time
she was my lifeline
now I'm sitting pack another bowl in the night time
lost the person that I call my home for the ninth time

baby we link up
pouring that drink
like what am I wanting from you
checking that status, location, with you a vacation
don't matter tonight I have you
and she hold me tight in the night time (night time)
if the feelings right, she gon ride me in no time (no time)
phantoms in the light from my pipe but she blow mine (blow mine)
babe are you alright? view subsides and I think about it ( think about it)
Am I the only one that you linking with?
this could be the last time I see those lips
~
overthinking in my mental
rappin over instrumentals, this what i'm meant for
it subdue the pain
thoughts on hold process I hear in my brain
life without you is like walking in rain with no jacket
that bowl imma pack it
I soar in the clouds again, fall back to granite
No I cannot stand this, I take life for granted I'm frowning when
shit doesn't go right
staying up these late nights
somethings been missin 
I made it my mission to feel right
her face gon glisten in moon light
put all my focus on you I
lost that perspective
I forgot to mention that nothing I do can be done right
~
baby we link up
pouring that drink
like what am I wanting from you
checking that status, location, with you a vacation
don't matter tonight I have you
and she hold me tight in the night time
if the feelings right, she gon ride me in no time
phantoms in the light from my pipe but she blow mine
babe are you alright? view subsides and I think about it
Am I the only one that you linking with?
this could be the last time I see those lips
~
watch me power down
where you at babe?
ridin home alone at 3am there ain't no traffic
pull up to my home there's something missing in the graphic
where the fuck you at girl? my mind in a panic

Link up [prod. rareflower]

not home.  she cant stand me

Hear something I’m not to know 
See something and let it go
There’s Something wrong here 
I don’t belong here 
Pour some more up in my cup
Crush this In and mix it up
I’m doing fine dear 
You don’t belong here 

When was the last time 
That you had a good day 
Is everything okay 
I know the telltales
I know the bad signs 
I was there in the bad times 
Are you alright
Why won’t you tell me 
I want to help please 
You can still fight 
I know it hurts i 
Just want to help without letting you down first 

Sorry about all the outbursts 
It’s just that I’m spiraling downwards 
It feels like I’m falling and i don’t know if  I’ll wake up or if I’ll hit the ground first 
I’m as alone as the first time 
Always alone at the worst times 
Gone when you need me should have believed me
When I said I was the worst kind 

I know nothing’s alright 
Staying up all night
Sleeping all day just to pass time 
These are bad the times yeah 
These Are the  bad times 
When was the last time 
That you had a good day 
Nothing is okay 
No nothing is okay 
I’m hoping for some change 
In my headspace 
Maybe one day 

Hear something I’m not to know 
See something and let it go
There’s Something wrong here 
I don’t belong here 

Pour some more up in my cup
Crush this in and mix it up
I’m doing fine dear 
I don’t belong here

these r the bad times

lyrics
-and all I ever want, to be
is a train wreck, apology
left for me
is there anything, anything at all!

i just wanna talk a little bit
dream about my arteries, compressing everything
i lost all of my tolerance, is there anything, i need, i need  to see

to be!
awaken, from my dreams
too many disease
i walk down the street

people and everything
we ruin the planet, i mean
were just trying to live, and dream
were all afraid to die, god save us please 

complicated, decision
i mean it
im breathing, in
slow,ly
don't bleed
ur everything

i just need to take another second
and think about what you mean to me
all i ever want to see
the only person i want to be

crying myself to sleep
it was all in 2020, swear it felt just like a dream
to many people, wanna latch on it seems
if you wanna be there, bring value to me

dying in a cave, on the north side, of Saskatchewan, i tried
to be the man, i wanna be, not fortunate, in life
dying in a cave, on the north side, of Saskatchwan, i tried
am i hallow as can be? do you mean anything, to me

people and everything
we ruin the planet, i mean
were just trying to live, and dream
were all afraid to die, god save us please 

complicated, decision
i mean it
im breathing, in
slow,ly
dont bleed
ur everything

Saskatchewan (prod. splashgvng x pekarot)

ur boyfriend

Wait It Out

Wait It Out prod. Acey

Emotional alt-rap / emo-trap beat, Bittersweet tone with a hazy, melancholic feel but not totally hopeless—moody, introspective and vulnerable. Slow tempo, distant reverbs, late-night thoughts in a cold room—gritty but melodic.

I wrote this whilst hiding in a clients hedge trying not to have an anxiety attack.

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What Goes Up Just Comes Down

New Day New Life New Vibe

produced and mastered by demxntia

@demxntia
@gehrmvn
@diondugas
@infamousgertrude

CASIO

sinking into the ground

ft. Chlo White of Snarls
prod. @prodbybrody & @cxldblxxd

CASIO

DYING IN THE CUT