man I wish you had more music out. it's so good

Youre pretty when youre strung out.i look like im dead

You want me to fix you but i cant even fix myself

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I wouldn’t call this happy
But it's something
I wouldn’t call this blissful
But it’s something

I'm cleaner than I was
(than I was)
(than I was)
(than I was)
Cleaner than I was

Thought I would’ve pulled the plug by now
(By now)
Thought I would’ve pulled the plug by now

You waited
(You waited)
I waited too
You waited
I waited too

I coulda been a cowboy
Coulda been a rockstar
Coulda been an astronaut

Coulda been a doctor
Coulda been a boxer
Coulda played basketball

But I waited

I wouldn’t call this happy
I’d call it alcohol
Wouldn’t call it lonely
I'd call it nothing at all
Call it apathy
Call it atrophy

Lonely all the time now
Lonely all the time now
Anxious all the time now
Bored out of my mind

Thought I would’ve pulled the plug by now

You waited
(You waited)
I waited too
You waited
(You waited)
I waited too

I coulda been a cowboy
Coulda been a rockstar
Coulda been an astronaut

Coulda been a doctor
Coulda been a boxer
Coulda played basketball

Outro

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basketball

Eyes Low

(prod. @diveliner & @vague003)

cover art ~ diveliner & tony camaro

LYRICS

tell me u love me 
used to believe u 
act like u miss me 
no u dont bleed truth

through heart break and time
2 hearts break instead of mine 
now ur somebody 
somebody 
somebodys
not mine 

we gon stay out late tonight 
fuck it celebrate tonight 
so ima cop a range on them

(dont hear what u say)

but i think youd let me die

(loving u)

now i dont trust no one 
u set ur words on fire 
guess in the end u right 
pray they dont leave me right 
pray they dont leave me right 

in the end ur too right 
shine with nobodys light 
i don't see my reflection in u 
in u 

tell me u love me 
used to believe u 
act like u miss me 
no u dont bleed truth

through heart break and time
2 hearts break instead of mine 
now ur somebody 
somebody 
somebodys
not mine 

u tell me hold on
tell me hold on
tell me hold on
nothing to wait on 
blood sunset
let the night rage on 

i dont think i can trust myself 
i might go take some pills 
i might go fuck this up 
but she knows im still in love
ima jus stack these bills
if i die ill be loved 

shine with nobodys light 
i don't see my reflection in u 
in u 

tell me u love me 
used to believe u 
act like u miss me 
no u dont bleed truth

through heart break and time
2 hearts break instead of mine 
now ur somebody 
somebody 
somebodys
not mine

2 hearts

lexapro

diveliner

kids on drugs

prod. by diveliner


West Adams Blues
Comedown
Comedown
Tell me I’m a dumb animal
Jesus piece on my neck
Save me and my girl

So I’m naked in my cage
I thought happy meant gay
Throw a threesome my way
You told me you wanna
Love me and no one else
I told you I wanna
Sometimes be with someone else

My skin feels like 
Prison when I’m by myself
This house feels like 
Prison when we’re by ourselves

Living in the same house
Do the same thing 
Every damn day and
I’m so bored
Watch porn
Think about the supermodels
And porn stars
Janice Griffith
I’m so torn 
I’m cheating on you
2017 feels like a dream 
I could use a pill
I missed smoking weed

So I’m naked in my cage
I thought happy meant gay
Throw a threesome my way
You told me you wanna
Love me and no one else
I told you I wanna
Sometimes be with someone else

My skin feels like 
Prison when I’m by myself
This house feels like 
Prison when we’re by ourselves

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I Can't Sleep

Oxford Ave

prod. by diveliner blueysport and suhwoosh


Devil on my shoulder
Telling me it’s all good
Telling me it’s all good
When it’s not good

Laying on the bed with nothing on
I could use another
You could use someone

Let’s try again in like a week
We don’t even need to sleep
Promise you it’s real
Separate anxiety 

Then next week your sleeping over 
And we’re getting high
You moved to california
Dreamin’ bout a better life

Got me tripping thinking bout money
Got your heart inside my pocket now
I think we’re both pretty good at running
I don’t even feel like walkin’ now

Devil on my shoulder
Telling me it’s all good
Telling me it’s all good
When it’s not good

Devil on my shoulder
Telling me it’s all good
Telling me it’s all good
When it’s not good

Give it like a week and I’ll 
Be drunk enough
And I’ll call you up
3am and

You’re just tryna sleep but
You know bout my insomnia
Tryna let you breathe
I feel so awake
Cuz I need you to want me
We both come from trauma
I have trouble sleeping and

I still want you
I still want you
I want you

Devil on my shoulder
Telling me it’s all good
(tellin me it’s all)
Telling me it’s all good
When it’s not good

Devil on my shoulder
(Devil on my shoulder)
Telling me it’s all good
Telling me it’s all good
When it’s not good

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Devil

prod. by diveliner


Cocaine colored VS Lingerie
No pain
No love and no bed frame
Make another movie
Then maybe we won’t change
Rotate on the table

I swear that I waited way too long
I gave you too much of me
Why do we like to watch things bleed
Prey on insecurities

Nobody ever said love 
Was promised
You’ve been waiting here 
The longest
You want me to fix you
But I can’t
Even fix myself 
So help me wash my

Hands of this evil
We’re all praying to someone
I wish i could save you
But I need saving from someone

You woke up from Nirvana
19 always sucks
Washed away in the water
You told your mom to get fucked
Your boyfriend got you on drugs
You’re all in my house
Hook up on the couch
Lies in my mouth
Cross on my back
Watch where I step
You’re pretty when you’re strung out 
I look like im dead


Nobody ever said love 
Was promised
We’ve been waiting here 
The longest
You want me to fix you
But I can’t
Even fix myself 
So help me wash my

Hands of this evil
We’re all praying to someone
I wish i could save you
But i need saving from someone

Nobody ever said love was promised
We’ve been waiting here the longest
You want me to fix you
But I can’t
Even fix myself 
So help me wash my

Hands of this evil
We’re all praying to someone
I wish i could save you
But i need saving from someone

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Fix You

prod by. diveliner


I love you more than words can say
It hurts me that you moved away
Act like it doesn’t bother me
I love you more than words can say
It hurts me that we’re worlds away
Try not to let it bother me

I met Kanye West and I’m still just a piece of shit
He said he wanted to link and he took a pic of my fit
That’s my childhood idol dreams come true when you risk it all
Mama taught me that and I’m thankful to be your kid

I’m sorry that I’m such a fuck up
I’m doing hot in my twenties
This year at least I could eat
Cuz last year I was counting pennies
I had negative dollars to my name and I was still trapping
Doing fraud and dreaming bout running in front of traffic

I’m happy for you now
You’re doing good at a distance
I know I should call you more
But it hurts too much when I’m missing you 
And tensions building up 
I can feel you resent your son
I’m losing focus, seeing ghosts and looking down at my gun

I want us to see eye to eye
I’m trying to see eye to eye
I’ll be alright

Cuz I love you more than words can say
It hurts me that you moved away
Act like it doesn’t bother me
I love you more than words can say
It hurts me that we’re worlds away
Try not to let it bother me

I aint seen you in a minute, you left
And you tryna tell me I live my life wrong
When I was a kid you could hear me crying through the drywall
Look you in your eyes and I see that I fucking hurt you
I’m driving drunk with my pistol no registration or curfew
Nine milimeters till death do we fucking part now
Ari said I hurt her I’m finding peace 
In the dark now
Zoe started stripping in houston 
Our lives apart now
Girl from texas told me that she hates me
I’m in park now

Tripping by myself my dashboard just started moving
Bumping scar tissue thinking bout the scars I got from you
And how my fucking childhood turned me into this fucking wreck
I treat the women in my life like shit and I’m fucking pressed

I want us to see eye to eye
(See eye to eye)
I’m trying to see eye to eye
I’ll be alright
Be alright
Be alright
Mom, I’ll be alright

Go! 

I love you more than words can say
It hurts me that you moved away
Act like it doesn’t bother me
I love you more than words can say yeah
That’s why it hurts so much
Don’t let it bother me much
Bother me much

Go! Go!

Love you more than words can say
That’s why it hurts so much
Don’t let it bother me much

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Eye 2 Eye

prod. by diveliner


Wait up 
Wish I could run back all the time
With you
But it’s gone and you’re dead
I’m bouncing 
Between thinking bout when I almost died
In the hospital in FLA 
Thank god I’m alive
But it’s safe to say I’m traumatized 
Yeah 

I’m falling in love
With the memory 
Nostalgia
I’m falling in love
With you in my dreams
I’m tryna wake up
We grew up too fast
Too many kids died young 
We’re all living too fast
Drowning in nostalgia

Why wouldn’t you 
Live another minute
I wanted to tell you
Something dumb 
But you’re out this

Wish I could say whattup to Sarah but she’s dead now
James weighing heavy on my head now
Praying that I wake up in my bed now

I’m falling in love
With the memory 
Nostalgia
I’m falling in love
With you in my dreams
I’m tryna wake up
We grew up too fast
Too many kids died young 
We’re all living too fast
Drowning in nostalgia

They preying on me, I
Wish I had less enemies, I
Moved out of the city, yeah
I’m tryna find peace, I

I miss all my friends 
I miss everyone
Who saw the end
Look at me I’m young
Look at me I’m dumb
Baby pray for me yeah

I’m falling in love
With the memory 
Nostalgia
I’m falling in love
With you in my dreams
I’m tryna wake up
We grew up too fast
Too many kids died young 
We’re all living too fast
Drowning in nostalgia

(Yeah)
I’m falling in love
With the memory 
Nostalgia
I’m falling in love

#SCFirst

Nostalgia

prod by diveliner & BEATSAINTFREE JG

Smoke a cigarette in the bathroom, I
Wish I didn’t like you so much, I
Know inside you hate me
That’s alright
I can’t win em all but it feels like I’m 

Closer to living right
(closer to living right)
Hell on earth its paradise 
(hell on earth its paradise)

I should’ve text you back
I know I’m really bad
At being on my phone
I hate it with a passion

I’m waking up alone
Take it to the nose
Cuz you’re living fashion
At FIDM making clothes

Thinkin bout you kinda hurts
I gotta lotta shit to fix a lot of bad habits
You saw me at my worst
You saw me as an addict
Sometimes I wish we never met 
So you could be more happy

Romance isn’t dead
We just aint 
Found it yet
Fuck what they said

Smoke a cigarette in the bathroom, I
Wish I didn’t like you so much, I
Know inside you hate me
That’s alright
I can’t win em all but it feels like I’m 

Closer to living right
(closer to living right)
Hell on earth its paradise 
(hell on earth its paradise)

I wonder if we’ll run into each other someday
Cause honestly I don’t know
What I’d even say to you
Try to be nice
Try to polite
But you see right through
To the pain inside my eyes 

Yeah I got heavy eyelids 
Smoke a little weed
And pretend i’m on an island 
Somewhere away from you
Somewhere that I could act right 
and be somebody new
I’m yelling at a mic 
Like the fuck it’s gonna do

Romance isn’t dead
We just aint 
Found it yet
Fuck what they said

Smoke a cigarette in the bathroom, I
Wish I didn’t like you so much, I
Know inside you hate me
That’s alright
I can’t win em all but it feels like I’m 

Closer to living right
(closer to living right)
Hell on earth its paradise 
(hell on earth its paradise)

#SCFirst

Fix You

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