The Upload

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sad n chill

people gonna doubt you that’s okay because they’re ignorant
cause they don’t see the work put in
and they don’t see the influence
i use this like it is my journal cause my thoughts so intricate
i tell them how i feel and now their feelings are so delicate
i do this as analysis of feelings i cant comprehend
communication wasn’t something i was good at then again
i tried to please but now i simply just don’t give a fuck
so many never leave the town which raised me just not in my blood
kept my feelings to myself it made for longer times to heal
broken down so many times that when i’m up it feels surreal
i hated conflict and telling people how i feel
found this as an outlet soon it’s buying all my meals
this is a door to a new life
i picked the lock and opened it myself i’m gonna do right
you get a couple slammed in front your face just keep your mood light
remember it’s your story try to make it one that you write

got a long way to go but i will make it
i ain’t got a lot yet but i’ll still take it
i had a dream i'm chasing tryna be famous
any record that i set i promise i will break it
been 5 years
they used to not believe
but they’ll be saying that they knew me when i’m overseas
one day i’ll have enough so i can up and leave
inhaling good tree keep my pockets evergreen

so many don’t even know
i’m not expected to blow
i’m dropping weekly releases that’s when the trees start to grow
when i’m broken to pieces that’s when my talents will show
weird how negativity attracting positive growth
i’m finally getting attention and people starting to listen
i felt a shift in the energy when i cut out the bitching
i now see people be switching
this ain’t a game it’s my living
i order in skip the dishes and beat the beat to submission
and then i move onto the next one
i don’t wanna be regarded as someone who’s next up
spending hours every day i never get my rest uh
people listen to it but still haven’t seen my best uh
i still got a lot to go i said it before
that won’t ever change i’m always looking for more
i take my doobies in 2 i make my weed get divorced
i make my money from grinding i take my payments in 4

got a long way to go but i will make it
i ain’t got a lot yet but i’ll still take it
i had a dream i'm chasing tryna be famous
any record that i set i promise i will break it
been 5 years
they used to not believe
but they’ll be saying that they knew me when i’m overseas
one day i’ll have enough so i can up and leave
inhaling good tree keep my pockets evergreen

doobies in two (prod. eric godlow)

joke's on you: the bedroom ballads

novocaine (live)

headaches.

linden & nevrfall - wait for me in the next life (ft. heylog)

i would’ve left just the same as you 

@nevrfall

you hurt me in ways that you don’t even know 
n you’re never there when i need u the most
n you never care when i break n it shows 
don’t say that you’ll stay when i know that you’ll go

i jus keep getting fucking worse 
i’m moving backwards 
i’ll keep on breaking 
do your worst 
it doesn’t matter 
it’s funny that i need you
we won’t have an ever after 
say you love me while you’re fucking someone else,

how does that work
our love was filled with patchwork 
a fucked up worn out pattern 
n everything was shattered 
so tell me how does that work 
n i thought you were better 
but every night my chest hurts 
n i can’t take the pressure 
so tell me how does that work 

so what does it feel like 
to know that you’re always on my mind 
to know that i really broke this time 
to know that it’s fucked up my whole life 
i don’t know what to do 
know that i hate me too 
n i would’ve left 
just the same as you 
n i can’t sleep 
in this worn out room 
drink through the night 
till my heart turns blue 

oh well
it’s cold out here 
kinda feels like hell 
left me for dead
but i wish u well
say i’m alright 
but i can’t tell 
isn’t that what u want

how does that work (prod. nevrfall)

i was so fucked up making this sorry if the lyrics dont make sense

Lyrics:
I know that i lied to you
And now i get high for you
Hate life girl you know im not right for you 
But you know that id die for you 
Stop time for you waste my time when i fall in love
I turn away the pain its almost like a drug
Addicted to this shit like it was all for fun 
Its been a couple days and i aint seen the sun (yeah)

Its been a couple days and i aint seen the sun
I take another hit dont even feel a buzz
I pop another perk dont even feel a rush
 
I guess this life that im living
Aint what im feeling cuz the nightsky beaming 
Lost all my feelings from your lips im breathing
Turned to a demon when my heart stop love it when my heart stop

Im falling to pices 
Im fallin to pieces ion wanna 
Now im reeking marijuana 
Fuck this love shit i dont wanna

I know that i lied to you
And now i get high for you
Hate life girl you know im not right for you 
But you know that id die for you 
Stop time for you waste my time when i fall in love
I turn away the pain its almost like a drug
Addicted to this shit like it was all for fun 
Its been a couple days and i aint seen the sun (yeah)

Its been a couple days and i aint seen the sun
I take another hit dont even feel a buzz
I pop another perk dont even feel a rush
 
I guess this life that im living
Aint what im feeling cuz the nightsky beaming 
Lost all my feelings from your lips im breathing
Turned to a demon when my heart stop love it when my heart stop

Not for U  (Prod. waytoolost)

Lyrics

This might be the fall of all
I feel it in my head tonight
Girl why don't you ever call?
You make me feel so dead inside

All those things I never saw
You said that you were not the type
See your face inside the wall
I guess that's why there's blood on mine

Blood on mine, I see no sign
You don't understand so never mind
I'm not okay, I'm not alright
But you won't understand so never mind

I let you in, that was the wrong move
You did me wrong but I was wrong too
Why should I stay if I don't want to?
Know I shouldn't but I want you

Fell so fast, fell so hard
We got so close, how'd we get so far
Apart from each other? 
You lit my flame then left me smothered
I don't wanna change, I don't wanna find another
She's so fake, how could I trust her?

I don't like it when you lie, how could I?
When I saw you wasn't looking through my good eye
Cause you had so many red flags, left my heart black
I won't get back

All the love I put into your black hole of a heart
You ain't change, not a chance, was a hoe from the start
When I'm paid counting bands, don't you step from the dark
I'ma leave yo fucked up ass where you are

This might be the fall of all
I feel it in my head tonight
Girl why don't you ever call?
You make me feel so dead inside

All those things I never saw
You said that you were not the type
See your face inside the wall
I guess that's why there's blood on mine

the fall. (prod. kubsy)

i hate your poetry and you hate when i sing
some say we make a good team
at the end of the day you could do what you want to
i'll never question a thing
and i get so nervous legs start shaking
but im pretty sure you know
we don't have much time 
so make up your mind
and tell me where you want to go
before i take you home

maybe i was too optimistic if you want i'll take the blame
i just can't help but reminisce it cause i how these things change
i miss the way that you talk
the hop in your walk 
your eyes and that stupid grin
the way you said its okay i trusted you dang, oh why did i let you in
i should've known better wrote letters made things feel complete
instead i just let her, just let her slip away from me

i hate your poetry and you hate when i sing
some say we make a good team
at the end of the day you could do what you want to
i'll never question a thing
and i get so nervous legs start shaking
but im pretty sure you know
we don't have much time 
so make up your mind
and tell me where you want to go
before i take you home

now it's just me 
reminiscing eighteen
memories can't save me
but i keep looking back
now it's just me 
thinking bout what could be
memories can't save me
but i keep looking back
i keep looking back

cause i hate your poetry and you hate when i sing
some said we made a good team
at the end of the day i just did what i wanted
you'd never question a thing
and i got so lazy things got crazy 
but you probably wouldn't know 
well we had our time
you made up your mind
so i guess it's time to let you go
ok, i'll let you go

let you go

Produced, Mixed + Mastered by FRAN$E

Lyrics:
im losing focus
it's getting hard to breathe
i know you know this
but i keep it discreet 
i feel the tension
the pressure builds on me
i feel the tension
the pressure builds on me
bitter sweet, ecstacy will make you bleed
talk is cheap, its not something that i need 
can you please, back the fuck away from me
can you please

im trapped in a body full of static
i feel nothing and you think its tragic
i like the way that pain feels
the money automatic
i dont feel the same still
i might be problematic but
bitter sweet, ecstacy will make you bleed
talk is cheap, its not something that i need 
can you please, back the fuck away from me
can you please

i feel a sudden change
watch the way the walls breathe
switch lanes
you can lean on me if you need
lsd dreams im talkin to the dead
i could tell you everything that they said
when i die promise youll let me rest
leave me here in my bed

bitter sweet, ecstacy will make you bleed
talk is cheap, its not something that i need 
can you please, back the fuck away from me
can you please

im trapped in a body full of static
i feel nothing and you think its tragic
i like the way that pain feels
the money automatic
i dont feel the same still
i might be problematic but
bitter sweet, ecstacy will make you bleed
talk is cheap, its not something that i need 
can you please, back the fuck away from me
can you please

Static

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Lyrics:
go hard all you rappers need a face lift
put in work while I'm clockin on the late shift
my demons said I ain't ever gonna make it
I'll just hack it cause I'm livin in the matrix

gettin money but it dont change what I feel inside
gettin honeys call me daddy and they wanna ride
rollin gas but every feeling that I've had has died
gettin rich I'm makin bank I never even tried

flow cold I'm just spittin all these mad bars
no slow when I pull out in a fast car
jungle roll you would think its Madagascar, way that I be physically fit I'm runnin past yall

in bed, cause I'm lost in my head
been dead, yeah you heard what I said
mislead, gettin money instead, so I'm conflicted ion even needa work for my bread

ion even gotta beg, ion even gotta pull
ion even gotta try, i just gotta make it rule
cause you know that I'm the king, ima take all yall to school
I be reppin for the boys, like you know I always do

got it all yeah but still something missin
got the house but it still got me wishin
got nuff food for the fam in the kitchen
got that purp but it ain't even hittin

They Know

they know

[+] so close, so far, this just isn't fair
*produced by @thersx *

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LYRICS:

you were right there
so close, so far this just isn't fair
heart cold, I know
I don't even care
I just wanna be with you but im too scared
you were right there 3x
I just wanna love you but im too aware

you were right there

you were right there (feat. skele)

i hate toothaches
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Lyrics:

[ Chorus ]

So much loud, I can’t move
Staring at the moon
Choke from the fumes in my room
Hallucinating Doom

Pick me up
I need to pick me up
Pick me up
Before she breaks up
Death on my lips gave a kiss good luck
Eyes so low, don’t look

[ Verse 1 ]

Pick me up, fill me up inside
All these drugs eat me up alive
I don’t duck but I still survive
I don’t need to sleep, dream with open eyes

Turn the speakers up, turn off my phone
Tonight I’m gone, zone off on my own
Even when I’m by myself, I’m not alone
I’m not alone

Who is that? That’s me and my thoughts
I don’t need these bitches, unless they’re thots
Level up shrooming like Mario
Mind running wild, cardio

[ Chorus ]

So much loud, I can’t move
Staring at the moon
Choke from the fumes in my room
Hallucinating Doom

Pick me up
I need to pick me up
Pick me up
Before she breaks up
Death on my lips gave a kiss good luck
Eyes so low, don’t look

[ Verse 2 ]

Woah, landlord knows I’m bent
Bought so many drugs, I can’t pay my rent
Woah, I need to take a break
There’s so much I can bear
I can’t catch a break

I can’t feel my face but I feel the pain
Heart racing sideways swerving off the lane
Napalm on the bridge yeah It burns away
Story of my life, turn the other page

Blacking out, tore the script I’m acting out
Find your route, lost in marijuana clouds
Toss and turn every night, Every day I get high
If I die tonight, my alibi was to get by

[ Chorus ]

So much loud, I can’t move
Staring at the moon
Choke from the fumes in my room
Hallucinating Doom
Pick me up
I need to pick me up
Pick me up
Before she breaks up
Death on my lips gave a kiss good luck
Eyes so low, don’t look

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