I Don't Care

Prelude 1 (A) is a virtuosic study with arpeggios exploring chromatic seconds in the right hand, and melody in the left hand. Small counter-melodic moments appear in subsequent sections and the prelude finishes with a possible cadence that fades to a lamenting minor second. Sheet music at https://www.australiancomposers.com.au/search?q=rachel+hocking

Prelude 1

Tick and flare
The signal sings
I chase the shine
that shadows bring
The lights begin, the wires lean
You’re deep inside the dopamine

Flash from the wall, I'm drawn like ink
Smile like a riddle, eyes don't blink
Breathe in the buzz, the filter's clean
One step closer to the in-between

Flick of the switch, a surge, a scheme
Thoughts align inside the stream

Spin, I'm lit in a chemical beam
Grit and glitter in the bloodstream
Sweet little fix in a self-made scene
I jolt, I gleam
Dance of dopamines

The loop is law
The loop is lean
It kisses soft
But cuts unseen

Woke with the hum of electric grace
The ghost of a grin still stuck to my face
Every impulse dressed like a king
Gold in the bite, frost in the sting

The screen writes sermons line by line
Each tap a hymn, each click divine

Spin, I'm lit in a chemical beam
Grit and glitter in the bloodstream
Sweet little fix in a self-made scene
I bend, I spark
Dance of dopamines

The rhythm calls in minor tones
Wrapped in wires, dressed in bones
I arch like code beneath the sheen
A marionette in the mind's machine

Silken tremor, velvet twitch
Craving's tune, a perfect glitch
I danced too far, I cracked the core
And still the circuit begs for more

Spin, I'm lit in a chemical beam
Grit and glitter in the bloodstream
Tangled deep in the endless dream
I twist, I scream
Dance of dopamines

Click
Crave
Begin
Again
Dance
dopamines

Dance of Dopamines

Para escuchar la versión con Dazz Deva  https://soundcloud.com/juan-fco-bueno/no-quiero-verte
Para escuchar la versión original  https://soundcloud.com/juan-fco-bueno/no-quiero-verte-version-original-ver-texto
Para escuchar la versión instrumental  https://soundcloud.com/juan-fco-bueno/no-quiero-verte-version-instrumental
Para escuchar la versión a capela  https://soundcloud.com/juan-fco-bueno/no-quiero-verte-ac

NO QUIERO VERTE

Somos como dos pajarillos
viviendo en un plácido nido...
sin apenas conocerse;
somos unos desconocidos
jugando a cambiar de camino…
con el riesgo de perderse.

Y es que somos a la vez
carne y uña, risa y llanto:
dos que no se pueden ver...
¡pero que se quieren tanto!

Estribillo

No quiero verte porque sé que te adoro
no quiero verte porque sé que luego lloro
y no puedo estar sin ti;
te diría que te quiero como un loco...
pero sé que en tu vida yo no soy
ese amor que sabe a poco
y prefiero estar sin ti.

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Somos como dos enemigos
luchando en eterno conflicto…
pero que no han de matarse;
somos todavía dos niños
buscando el juguete perdido…
y es hora de despertarse.

Y es que somos a la vez
mar y arena, nieve y menta:
algo que no puede ser...
¡si primero no se intenta!

Estribillo

I DO NOT WANT TO SEE YOU

We are like two little birds
living in a placid nest ...
without hardly knowing each other;
we are strangers
playing to change the way ...
at the risk of getting lost.

And it is that we are at the same time
flesh and nail, laughter and crying:
two that cannot be seen ...
But they love each other so much!

Chorus

I don't want to see you because I know that I adore you
I don't want to see you because I know that I cry later
And I can't be without you
I would tell you that I love you like crazy ...
but I know that in your life I am not
that love that knows little
And I'd rather be without you

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We are like two enemies
fighting in eternal conflict ...
but they are not to be killed;
we are still two children
looking for the lost toy ...
And it's time to wake up

And it is that we are at the same time
sea and sand, snow and mint:
something that can't be ...
If you don't try first!

Chorus

No quiero verte (Feat. Martin T.)

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Carmen Frida Magdalena

Vocal : Magdalena Meisel
Music : Magdalena Meisel, Jarosław Toifl
Lyrics : Krzysztof Wartak, Lizoń Sylwia
Producer/publisher : Krzysztof Wartak, Malovana

Inspiration: Carmen Frida Magdalena – This piece reflects Frida Kahlo’s internal struggle with self-perception, struggling with deformities and pain. Although she saw herself through the prism of a monkey, others saw her extraordinary beauty and creativity. The question of whether we look at her “without disgust” refers to her desire to be seen through the prism of her talent, not her physical limitations. The lyrics speak of how Frida, despite her difficult life, was able to find joy in her art, transforming pain into works full of symbols. She became an icon whose work gained worldwide recognition, despite her origins at the time from a small city district.

Inspiracja: Carmen Frida Magdalena – Utwór ten odzwierciedla wewnętrzną walkę Fridy Kahlo z postrzeganiem siebie, zmagając się z deformacjami i bólem. Choć widziała siebie przez pryzmat małpy, inni dostrzegali jej niezwykłe piękno i twórczość. Pytanie o to, czy patrzymy na nią „bez odrazy”, odnosi się do jej pragnienia bycia postrzeganą przez pryzmat jej talentu, a nie fizycznych ograniczeń.
Tekst mówi o tym, jak Frida, pomimo trudnego życia, potrafiła znaleźć radość w swojej sztuce, przekształcając ból w dzieła pełne symboli. Stała się ikoną, której twórczość zdobyła światowe uznanie, mimo jej pochodzenia wówczas z małej dzielnicy miasta.

Słowa:

Czy to ja, czy też moje odbicie.
Dlaczego właśnie takie mam życie.
Lustrzanie postrzegam kobiety
Patrzę do wnętrza, stalowe pręty
Odrywam ciało od mej duszy
Spójrz na mnie bez odrazy
Może coś Cię jednak poruszy.
Obserwuj , na mojej twarzy

Ref.
Carmen, Carmen, Magdalena
Frid, Frida , Calderon
Carmen,Carmen, Magdalena
Frida, Frida, Calderon.
Carmen, Carmen, Magdalena
Frida, Frida, Calderon.
Carmen, Carmen, Magdalena
Frida, Frida, Calderon.

Nie jest jej po drodze z miłością.
Twarzy lustra odbicie jest radością
Symbolami znaczony demon
Światu prezentuje Frida Kalon

Moje oblicze czy małpy odbicie.
Troskliwa, kobietę skrywa.
Cierpienie, na nogach słania.
Czasem, długie naprawia rozstania
Odrywam ciało, od mej duszy
Spójrz na mnie, bez obrazy (dograć zmianę)
Miejsce, ciało, umysł, czas, otoczenie
Wszędzie masz szansę na nie zapomnienie

REF
Carmen, Carmen, Magdalena
Frida, Frida, Calderon
Carmen, Carmen, Magdalena
Frida, Frida, Calderon.
Carmen, Carmen, Magdalena
Frida, Frida, Calderon.
Carmen, Carmen, Magdalena
Frida, Frida, Calderon
Carmen, Carmen, Magdalena
Frida, Frida, Calderon.
Carmen, Carmen, Magdalena
Frida, Frida, Calderon.
Carmen, Carmen, Magdalena
Frida, Frida, Calderon.
Carmen, Carmen, Magdalena
Frida, Frida, Calderon.

Malovana : Estrado

Carmen Frida Magdalena

Hard-hitting riffs and emotive melodies. Separation from Soul is a cathartic, reflective exploration of loss.

Divinity Void

Some digs both at Elon being suspected of taking ketamine and the Iran B-2 Bomber Strike, and contemporary corporate HR behavior

Lyrics:

True growth comes from being comfortable with discomfort
Mockery is just the universe's way of keeping our ego in check
Their probing had pinpointed my encumbrance
And had me by the neck
ahh ahh ahh ahh

Men are freest when they are most unconscious of freedom 
And fly no colors at all
Their shout is a rattling of chains, always was
When back against the wall


With trepidity i turned the pages
What he'd said was not for the meek
The best way to cure your nostalgia for the middle ages
Is to shit outside for a week 


They had winkled out my side vocation
Through the free market
In a form of distributed computation
But i felt that i could still dart around 
Any verbal machicolations


HR had me in the fish bowl
Interrogation from dawn to dusk 
Imagine coming down from a k hole
And finding out you're Elon Musk


She started we're not here for manners
And since there's no time to waste
You look like someone who eats bananas
For the shape and not the taste

I retorted bananas betoken
The dietary methodology 
That cellular processing of glucose is broken 
From the onslaught of modern insults to biology

Despite the degree to which this perturbed
She regained her nerve and said very well
It says here you should be in hell
But since you were a backend developer
We will consider that time served

She thundered what I'd done
Was not a smart play
What had gone supercritical with her parishioners
Who ratted me out the other day
Was that I had openly wondered 
If i might not draw better pay as a political prisoner

She bothered to insert the word official
As i was tallying her counter-poises
When sifting through waffling interstitials
You have to listen for these itty bitty noises

She's quite the girl with which to hang
By any available means
I tried to pass her interrobang
Without spilling the beans
But for the unwary
Your mileage may vary
It's best just to keep up with your leafy greens

While extoling her masters' daring
She was wearing me down with her slow rolling 
Since i felt I still had some juice
With her pincer move prepended
I decided to bite first and extended
Low sensitivity control systems will always
Underperform and often produce the 
Opposite effect as intended 


When I got back to my desk
I felt that I'd drained concupiscence to the dregs
Mercifully this was interrupted by my neighbor
Who said
The lion does not concern himself with OSHA regs 


He said one thing from the service stuck with him
The B-2 pilots had a doggerel for when they fly
Real penetration has never been tried
Which doubled as a joke about Communism
And some lady's remembrance of THAT guy 

I had a sneaking admiration
For the ways of this little freak
And contributing to the mystique
Was the ribaldness of his technique


His bluster fell a little flat
I silently wondered if i can
Take lessons on being a man
From a dude who tucks his ears into his hat


He dipped another nacho
And tried to make it look macho
He said they used to call us squares
Then turned up the volume on Rio Bravo


I wondered at his game and thought
She tells her therapist about you
She tells her handlers about me
We are not the same 


The organization's career path
Was a little over sold
Accept the brand new label
And something under the table
And head for the pot of gold
And the ranks of the well-bred
And be led into the library of Babel
By the latent manifold

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Real Penetration Has Never Been Tried / Interrobang

The finale to the Secrets of the Heart Suite and a bit of a metamorphosis ensues.

Secrets of the Heart

Secrets of the Heart Finale

Based on Nick's offer to remix his vocals of "Art of Letting Go" 
(https://soundcloud.com/nickraymusic/the-art-of-letting-go-free-vocal-stems). 
His friendly comment is "I think it sounds great!" ...

Nick Ray, Art of Letting Go (APi OO Mix)

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