This is a recording of me and two other 8th grade classmates performing live in front of the 6th and 7th grade classes at my grade school to raise money for The March of Dimes in 1975.

Ron Snyder - The Love Bug (Original Song) - LIVE performance from 1975 at 14 years old

This experimental electronic track is also called 'The One I Love' (she's everywhere! OMG!)

The Girl I Love

Sonnet #1; The Girl I Love

"NeurosYs" is NASP's 4th single of 2025
Next weekend it will be available on all streaming platforms, stay tuned.
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Thank you all SO much in advance for listening.

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NeurosYs

A slow-burning cold wave track blending haunting synths, minimal rhythms, and a deep sense of longing.
"I Find the Way" drifts through midnight thoughts and faded memories, searching for connection in the shadows.

Produced at 120 BPM, yet unfolding like a dream at 60 — for night drives, lonely rooms, and late hours where silence speaks loudest.

Best experienced with headphones... and blue lights.

Find The Way

Find the Way - KRT Production

"VERONICA" THE FIRST SINGLE OFF OF THE UPCOMING ALBUM "sleepwalking" IS OUT NOW.

"sleepwalking"
My definition: The feeling of living but not fully awake, ignoring a harsh reality.

An album about my fears, uncertainty of my future and personal struggles. COMING SOON.

Produced by: Ben Mercedez
Written by: Ben Mercedez
Performed by: Ben Mercedez

Lyrics:

VERONICA on a pedestal
Why am I jealous of you, I feel so small
You got the boys on their knees for you
And I'm left in the gutter blue

VERONICA I'm so happy for you
I would kill just for a sliver of the
Attention you so always receive

You'll never know my fear
Of talking to the monsters underground
You don't look in the mirror
And see a boy who's LOST NOT FOUND

VERONICA oh he calls for you
You got him on a string he adores you
To him I was just a mere experiment

VERONICA oh the girls are jealous
They want your man we're overzealous
You better watch behind his back before we attack

You'll never know my fear
Of talking to the monsters underground
You don't look in the mirror
And see a boy who's LOST NOT FOUND

You'll never know my fear
Of talking to the monsters underground
You don't look in the mirror
And see a boy who's LOST NOT FOUND

Oh and if I could I would be you
Just for a day I'd feel the power run
Deep through my veins it'd be so true
Living life without a care in the sun

Released: August 15 2025

Sleepwalking

Veronica

A Small Rock Madly

Lights Down Low (Acoustic)

Beast ( Bees Knees )

“Perfect Girl” is a pop song that captures the feeling of pure, innocent love, the kind that makes everything around you feel brighter. With uplifting melodies and honest lyrics, it tells the story of seeing someone as your whole world, not because they’re flawless, but because love makes them perfect in your eyes. It’s a song about devotion, joy, and the magic of finding that one person who feels like home.

Lyrics -

Love is the way
Living the day 
My heart trying to be the 
trying to be the one
to find that love 
Ohh your love 
Keep me close 
Keep me warm 
All night 

I wanna dance in the rain 
You are always in my heart 
Perfect girl yeah 
You’re perfect girl perfect girl 
I wanna dive in your love 
Baby you are mine, you so hot 
Perfect girl 
You’re perfect girl perfect girl 

You are the light 
Showing the path 
Lead me through I will follow 
I will follow till the end 
Ohh your love 
Made me light 
Made me right 
All night

I wanna dance in the rain 
You are always in my heart 
Perfect girl yeah 
You’re perfect girl perfect girl 
I wanna dive in your love 
Baby you are mine, you so hot 
Perfect girl 
You’re perfect girl perfect girl 

Stream

Perfect Girl

"Mind and Heard" is a synthwave-inspired pop track about the balance between logic and emotion. It’s a story of letting go of control, embracing vulnerability, and finding strength in both mind and heart. Dreamy synths meet powerful melodies for a song that feels both nostalgic and fresh.

Lyrics:

”Mind and Heart”


I used to count the lines,
Every step was by design,
Blueprints in my veins,
A world I could contain.

But then the walls came down,
Shadows dancing all around,
Numbers couldn’t hold the sound,
Of something breaking through.

Now I’m mind and heart,
Logic torn apart,
I lose the ground beneath,
Yet I can finally breathe.
I’m mind and heart,
A riddle in the dark,
The closer that I get,
The less I understand.

Equations fall away,
Dreams are louder every day,
Softness cuts like fire,
Chaos I desire.

But then the walls came down,
Shadows dancing all around,
Numbers couldn’t hold the sound,
Of something breaking through.

But then the walls came down,
Shadows dancing all around,
Numbers couldn’t hold the sound,
Of something breaking through.

Now I’m mind and heart,
Logic torn apart,
I lose the ground beneath,
Yet I can finally breathe.
I’m mind and heart,
A riddle in the dark,
The closer that I get,
The less I understand.

Whispers echo in the night,
Reason trembles, fades from sight,
Still the fire feels like peace,
Head and heart released.

Now I’m mind and heart,
Logic torn apart,
I lose the ground beneath,
Yet I can finally breathe.
I’m mind and heart,
A riddle in the dark,
The closer that I get,
The less I understand.

The less I understand…
The more alive I am


Mind and Heart

I Believe

Dizzy O'Brian's music encompasses everything from alternative rock to electro and ambient. A classically trained composer and performer, his major influences include classical composers such as Mozart and Beethoven as well as classic rock groups such as The Beatles, The B52s, Yes and Frank Zappa, to name a few.