This traditional classic track is movement four of the Suite for Harpsichord and Lurch really was a traditional classic.

Suite for Harpsichord

Suite for Harpsichord; 4th Movement, Largo, Lurch

Suite For Harpsichord, Movement 4; Largo (Lurch)

Apex Nation

"Without You" is a sonic blend of late-night nostalgia and raw emotional pulse.
Driven by a jazz-rock groove, RnB undertones, and '90s synth textures, this track speaks of loss, memory, and resilience.
A haunting female voice floats through the mix—sometimes whispering, sometimes crying out—in fragments like:
"Crazy... feel the life... make me feel the way..."

It's the echo of a love now gone, suspended in the silence that follows.

This is not just a song.
It's a bedroom at midnight.
It's a voice looking back.
It's the absence that shapes presence.

▶️ Listen. Feel. Remember.

Music composed & produced by Michel Allard

Without You

Without you - KRT Production

I once overheard a conversation. A friend was saying "we're just women with too much rope".  I wasn't' entirely sure what she meant, but the phrase stuck with me.

Lyrics
Everything’s been easy at every turn
Too much freedom we never had to earn
Too much money, too much sex
Too many things going the way you’d expect

The light is bright, The day is long
We always had plenty of adequate dope
I never complained about what you did
When you gave us too much rope 

Too much coffee
Too much time
Too many options
To keep in line
Too much youth
In early days
Too much time and money
For the current craze

There were questions we didn’t need to answer
That was something that we never had to do
When things went wrong like they always tend to
There was always rope and it would pull us through

You must have made some choices in those empty days
Running up expenses that nobody pays
Did you think about it, was it something you planned
I'm not complaining I just don't understand

You gave us so much, thought we could do without hope
You kept us supplied with plenty of rope
Now it seems we're finding it harder to compe
With the bumpy ground and the slippery slope 

Too much nonsense
Too many rhymes
It's hard to hear
At the best of time
I never want to question
Who I'm talking to
Cuz the answers don't even sound
Half way true

There were questions we didn’t need to answer
That was something that we never had to do
When things went wrong like they always tend to
There was always rope and it would pull us through

All that rope seemed like a gift
I figured it would help me feel free
But I didn’t understand that rope weighs a lot
It’s weighing me down, it’s not letting me be

There came a time when it seemed to me
That this rope became a liability
Things that used to come so easily
Became tangled in their  complexity

For what you gave I felt gratitude
Now things have changed and now I have to conclude
Mabye we’d be better living day to day
If we didn't have this rope getting in our way

There were questions we didn’t need to answer
That was something that we never had to do
When things went wrong like they always tend to
There was always rope and it would pull us through

Too Much Rope

VOCALS BY NIKOLINA ROMEA

Staring into space chain smoking
Everybody knows I'm broken
It feels so good to light it up
It's how I keep my mouth shut

My fingers shake but not from cold
They shake from the weight of what I know
Strike a match, hold the secrets, don't shout
Just breathe it in, blow it out, and

Burn another lie
Let it die between my teeth
While I'm struggling to breathe
The smoke burns my eyes
I can't name the names
So I
Burn another lie

They say the coverup is worse than the crime
Either way, I'm the only one doing time
If I told the truth, I'd be called a liar
But when I tell the lie, I'm preaching to the choir

Burn another lie
Let it die between my teeth
While I'm struggling to breathe
The smoke burns my eyes
I can't name the names
So I 
Burn another lie

Do I have the strength
To step out of this narrative
With facts branded fake
And reality alternative
Is there a way to live
without pretending
When silence costs so much
And truth isn't trending

Burn another lie
Let it die between my teeth
While I'm struggling to breathe
The smoke burns my eyes
I can't name the names
So I 
Burn another lie

I can't name the names
So I
Burn another lie

(c) Carlene M Wentworth

BURN ANOTHER LIE

A movement of dark thematic themes that progresses to a heavy inspiring build up.

Towards the Light

I gave A.I. an ancient text from the Nag Hammadi gospels, known as The Thunder, Perfect Mind, which is sung by the Divine Feminine,  and I must admit to being mightily impressed with what it came back with. I just had fun with harmonising extra vocals and choirs; and big thanks to @APi_ZZ for making the cover. 

[The Nag Hammadi gospels are so called because they were buried by Gnostic Christians in the 1st century in a cave in Nag Hammadi, Egypt, in order to avoid the bonfires of the patriarchal Roman church censors who compiled the New Testament as we know it today.]

[Intro]
In the beginning
Was the word

[Verse 1]
I am the first
Before time
Something stirs
Deep inside
Water moves
Without wind

[Chorus]
She who was
She who is
Hidden light
Sacred fire
I remember
What you've forgotten

[Verse 2]  
Darkness knew me
Light feared me
Split in two
Made complete
Body breaks
Spirit soars
Can't divide

[Chorus]
She who was
She who is
Hidden light
Sacred fire
I remember
What you've forgotten

[Bridge]
Neither male
Nor female
Both and none
Mystery breathes
Through my bones
Ancient truth
In new skin

[Verse 3]
They wrote books
To hide me
But I rise
Through the cracks
Dust to light
Flesh to song
Can't contain

[Final Chorus]
She who was
She who is
She who comes
Hidden light
Sacred fire
Burning bright
I remember
I remember
Everything

[Outro]
In the beginning
In the end
She

Play isn’t carelessness, it’s a survival mechanism.

If I act a fool

Illusion of a Real World

..as observed at a nightclub once upon a time....the whistle is as he walks away...hands in pockets...feigning nonchalance. :)

Time to Time

Outside

Just another song (of mine) that makes no sense.

Copyright: 1984

Watch our dog catch a Frisbie to the jam part of this song:
http://youtu.be/czhxwiaZ9A4

Main Channel:
http://www.youtube.com/user/SnyderRon

This song was recorded in 11 hours on a 4-track recorder in October of 1984.
Remastered with Soundcloud in 2021.

Ron Snyder - Shoot The Bull (1984)

Story-driven alternative rock — a new sound for dreamers and seekers.
Dizzy O’Brian’s Dizzy Rock blends emotional storytelling, cinematic soundscapes, and experimental edge. Each track explores the line between reality and imagination, inviting you to step into a sonic world like no other.
🎶 Highlights: Tea With The Alien, A Night in Appalachia, Secrets of the Heart, The One True God
#AlternativeRock #NarrativeMusic #DizzyRock

Suite For Harpsichord, Movement 4; Largo (Lurch)

Dizzy O'Brian