Lyrics:

I see your light even as I fade  
Your kindness stays, it never will degrade  
You gave me strength when I had none  
And now it’s you who’ll carry on  
In every tear you’ll bravely hide  
I’ll be the whisper by your side  

Don’t fear the night, I’m not far gone  
I’ll be the hush before the dawn  
In quiet rooms or crowded air  
You’ll feel my presence everywhere  

I have to go now take care my friend  
Till we meet once again around the bend  
Hold onto the dreams that make you strong  
In your heart they'll always play our song  

I leave my love in every smile you wear  
In silent moments, I’ll be there  
I hope the world brings joy your way  
And paints your sky with brighter days  
Let laughter find you when it can  
And walk in peace where life began  

I’m in the breeze, the sun, the rain  
A gentle voice that speaks your name  
Each morning light, each evening star  
No matter where you are—I’m not far  

I have to go now take care my friend  
Till we meet once again around the bend  
Hold onto the dreams that make you strong  
In your heart they'll always play our song  

The world keeps turning, we lose and find
Even when the colors fade in time
Hope I still live inside your heart
In every beat — we’re never far

The quiet nights might feel too long
But in your tears, I’ll leave a song
So when you breathe, and when you dream
I’ll be the light behind the scene 

I have to go now take care my friend  
Till we meet again, this is not the end  
Hold onto the dreams that kept us strong  
In your heart they'll always play our song  
So sing it loud when you feel alone  
And know you’ll never walk unknown  
Our melody will still belong  
To you and me—forever strong 



The Last Chapter

Told You So

Alone

“Breathe In, Breathe Out” is a modern pop/dance track built on shimmering synths, a driving four-on-the-floor beat, and an emotional yet uplifting atmosphere. With its raspy female vocals cutting through glossy electronic layers, the song blends disco-inspired energy with contemporary dance-pop polish. It’s both dramatic and carefree – a reminder to pause, breathe, and let the music carry you through the chaos.

Lyrics:

Sirens in the distance, shadows on the wall,
Running through the chaos, tryna dodge the fall.
Every street is trembling, voices in the night,
But I hear a whisper saying it’s gonna be alright.

Drums inside my chest won’t slow,
Feels like the ground can’t hold below.
Hold on, don’t fade away,
Listen close, hear me say—

Breathe in, breathe out, don’t let it break you now,
The storm is loud, but we’ll survive somehow.
Hold tight, don’t drown, you’re stronger than the sound,
Breathe in, breathe out, you’ll make it through the crowd.

Billboards blur like ghosts along the motorway,
Shadows chase your footsteps, but they can’t make you stay.
Fear is just a moment, not the end of time,
Lift your eyes and follow where the stars still shine.

Fade away,
Listen close, hear me say—

Breathe in, breathe out, don’t let it break you now,
The storm is loud, but we’ll survive somehow.
Hold tight, don’t drown, you’re stronger than the sound,
Breathe in, breathe out, you’ll make it through the crowd.

When the walls are falling,
When the sky is burning red,
I’ll be there beside you,
Hear the words I said—

Breathe in, breathe out, don’t let it break you now,
The storm is loud, but we’ll survive somehow.
Hold tight, don’t drown, you’re stronger than the sound,
Breathe in, breathe out, we’re gonna make it out.

Breathe in, Breathe out

Soul emotional piano inspired 
* Dedicated to my love of my mum *
Written 13/10/25
Lyrics song by Sas 

[Verse]
Sunrise hurts
The thought , 
If I couldn’t 
feel you near
It leaves me 
wondering 
how,
Do I face my fear

[Prechorus]
Mum, 
You are my ,
everything ( everything) 

[Chorus]
Mum, 
You are my reason
Mum, 
You are my reason 
My life has more meaning 
I call you every morning 
To say good morning,
Mum.
I call you every night 
To say goodnight 
To just hear your voice and say I love you ,
Mum 
How do I live without ( you ) .

[Verse 2]
I see you ,
Sitting over there,
In your chair.
So lucky , 
I still have you here. 
Your Smile, 
Your laughter, 
Catching you looking at 
Your iPhone 

[Prechorus]
My mum 
You are my ,
everything (everything)

Chorus]
Mum, 
You are my reason
Mum, 
You are my reason 
My life has more meaning 
I call you every morning 
To say good morning,
I call you every night 
To say goodnight 
To just hear your voice and say,
I love you .

[Outtro]
How do I live ,
without ( you ) .
How Do I Live Without 
When I see you every single day. 
So tell me, mum, 
How do i go on living, 
Without you in my, my, my,
Life, mum. 
(How?)

How Do I Live Without You?

⚠️ LISTENING ADVISORY ⚠️
This track contains:

Gentle traditional Thai instruments (khim, ranat ek, khlui flute)

Meditative gong and temple bell tones

Soft ambient wind and cicada textures

May cause: deep relaxation, heightened mindfulness, or sudden desire to bow respectfully.
Best experienced in a quiet space ,headphones recommended for full immersion.

Side effects include: inner calm, spiritual reflection, and uncontrollable appreciation for Thai culture.



USE CASES

1. Meditation & Mindfulness

Guided meditation sessions, the gentle pentatonic melodies and soft gong/chime tones create a serene focus point.

Yoga or Tai Chi, slow, grounding tempo supports breathing, movement, and inner flow.

Spa and wellness environments, promotes relaxation, calm, and stress release.

2. Cultural & Educational Settings

Thai cultural presentations, ideal for museum exhibits, documentaries, or online content highlighting Thai heritage.

Muay Thai demonstrations, supports ceremonial or traditional showcases, honoring the ritual and spirit of the sport.

Workshops or classes on traditional instruments, khim, ranat ek, khlui flute textures provide authentic aural references.

3. Film, Video & Multimedia

Background for meditation or spiritual scenes, especially temple, jungle, or serene village sequences.

Documentaries or travel videos, sets the tone for exploration of Thai culture, temples, and landscapes.

Narration overlays, the track’s subtle dynamics ensure voiceovers are clear but naturally embedded.

4. Personal & Digital Use

Focus and study music, low BPM and gentle instrumentation help concentration.

Sleep aid or relaxation playlists, supports restful environments with minimal distraction.

Ambient installations...in galleries, exhibitions, or cultural spaces.

Temple of the Tiger King - Thailand

blood in
blood out
when you asked 
me to marry you

you put a conflict diamond ring
on my finger
 
blood diamond 
10 carat princess cut
50 human life price tag ain't enough
ain't enough 
sacrifice 
for this butt
for this ass
for the everything 
that this bitch got is class
it be high class
fresh fine ass
yo, bitch
boys be wanting this en masse 

now lick it
kiss it
compliment it
and worship it

this here funky fine fresh punk ass bitch booty be divine

blood diamond

This song was created and written by: 
J J Samuel
The music, production and vocals were done by: 
J J Samuel 

#AcidHouse #EDM #Electronic #Dance #FrenchHouse #Euphoric #Uplifting #Bright #Festivalready #Club

IN MY ARMS

I had to try this track and I think it deserved a soulful R&B smooth mood.
Think I achieved this. 
Lyrics song by Sas 

Oh 
Do you often think
I could have done this, 
Or that?, 
If only I took this path,
Instead of that path?

I know I do.
Constantly.
How, 
The years have gone by, 
and 
What have I ? 
What have I Achieved , 
in that, 
Time? 
Accomplished.

What a waste,
My life has been, 
What a waste.
The years have, 
Flown by 
And what have I ,
Really done? 

People may say ,
think, 
For that, 
I’m sure of.
Sas, you are 
Married, 
Healthy ( if only they truly knew )
A Son, ( I can’t have any of my own )
Mum still with you ,
Still, a, 
Sister ( nieces and nephew ) .
So why Sas, 
Why are you still lonely
And feel like this. ?

Well, it’s like this ..
I wanted more for me .
I wanted more for my family .
I wanted to give them ,
More. 
I wanted to do more, 
For others. Help them , 
Financially, and be, 
Financially better off. 
Instead of my sister offering,
To help me ( why should she ? ) ( really why ?)

But, I, 
Lost my home .
I had to sell it, 
Due to my first violent marriage .
Lost money .
Owed money .
Had to bankrupt myself.
That Broke me .

Friends, 
Not many left. 
I Lost many, because of 
The sadness in my eyes .
Some took advantage of 
My situation ,
And went in for the kill .
Sometimes I feel I deserved it.
I did some wrongs, 
That heart of mine , ( man if I ) 
Could rip it out, 
For loving, for caring, for giving ,
Too much of me, then I would have ,
Done it. 

Lets not talk about other ,
Body part here. 
Part of my body ( guys you know what I’m talking about ) , that at times,
Ruled the logic in me. ( when my gut warned otherwise ) 

People may say 
Do, think, 
I’m sure of this. 
Sas, you are 
Married,  ( yes ) 
Healthy ( if only they truly knew )
A Son, ( can’t have any of my own ).
Mum still with me. 
Sister ( nieces and nephew ) .
Why are you still lonely?
A Broken man, 
And feel like this, Sas.

Why Sas.?

I wanted to be, 
A fighter, 
A superstar of the world, 
The money, the fame, the adulation ( yeah ).
Of course it wouldn’t bought me, 
Ultimate happiness, but
I wouldn’t have cared, 
If my body was broken ( is already now, so what would have been different )
A busted face ( got plenty of broken noses In the past) 
Nothing that plastic surgery didn’t fix 
Crippled joints ( already getting there ), 
But I wouldn’t have cared. 

To have had the confidence 
In myself and not hate myself.
To have my own 
School.
Teaching kids ( young ) ,
To have the belief 
In themselves.
To love themselves .
To Keep off the drinking , 
The drug abuse to their bodies, 
Instead of growing up
A mess like me, 
Sas.

So of course, 
I feel ,
Like my life ,
Has been such a
A waste.
What a complete 
Fuck up it’s been. 
What a waste. 

Happiness outwardly 
Trying to smile ( fake ).
Everything is alright, 
but, 

Torment inside .
What a fucking mess. ( sorry for the language ), but track is finishing

What_A_Waste ( The Extended Soul R&B Sas mix)

Love soulful emotional R&B smooth 
Lyrics song by Sas 

Oh 
Do you often think
I could have done this, 
Or that?, 
If only I took this path,
Instead of that path?

I know I do.
Constantly.
How, 
The years have gone by, 
and 
What have I ? 
What have I Achieved , 
in that, 
Time? 
Accomplished.

What a waste,
My life has been, 
What a waste.
The years have, 
Flown by 
And what have I ,
Really done? 

People may say ,
think, 
For that, 
I’m sure of.
Sas, you are 
Married, 
Healthy ( if only they truly knew )
A Son, ( I can’t have any of my own )
Mum still with you ,
Still, a, 
Sister ( nieces and nephew ) .
So why Sas, 
Why are you still lonely
And feel like this. ?

Well, it’s like this ..
I wanted more for me .
I wanted more for my family .
I wanted to give them ,
More. 
I wanted to do more, 
For others. Help them , 
Financially, and be, 
Financially better off. 
Instead of my sister offering,
To help me ( why should she ? ) ( really why ?)

But, I, 
Lost my home .
I had to sell it, 
Due to my first violent marriage .
Lost money .
Owed money .
Had to bankrupt myself.
That Broke me .

Friends, 
Not many left. 
I Lost many, because of 
The sadness in my eyes .
Some took advantage of 
My situation ,
And went in for the kill .
Sometimes I feel I deserved it.
I did some wrongs, 
That heart of mine , ( man if I ) 
Could rip it out, 
For loving, for caring, for giving ,
Too much of me, then I would have ,
Done it. 

Lets not talk about other ,
Body part here. 
Part of my body ( guys you know what I’m talking about ) , that at times,
Ruled the logic in me. ( when my gut warned otherwise ) 

People may say 
Do, think, 
I’m sure of this. 
Sas, you are 
Married,  ( yes ) 
Healthy ( if only they truly knew )
A Son, ( can’t have any of my own ).
Mum still with me. 
Sister ( nieces and nephew ) .
Why are you still lonely?
A Broken man, 
And feel like this, Sas.

Why Sas.?

I wanted to be, 
A fighter, 
A superstar of the world, 
The money, the fame, the adulation ( yeah ).
Of course it wouldn’t bought me, 
Ultimate happiness, but
I wouldn’t have cared, 
If my body was broken ( is already now, so what would have been different )
A busted face ( got plenty of broken noses In the past) 
Nothing that plastic surgery didn’t fix 
Crippled joints ( already getting there ), 
But I wouldn’t have cared. 

To have had the confidence 
In myself and not hate myself.
To have my own 
School.
Teaching kids ( young ) ,
To have the belief 
In themselves.
To love themselves .
To Keep off the drinking , 
The drug abuse to their bodies, 
Instead of growing up
A mess like me, 
Sas.

So of course, 
I feel ,
Like my life ,
Has been such a
A waste.
What a complete 
Fuck up it’s been. 
What a waste. 

Happiness outwardly 
Trying to smile ( fake ).
Everything is alright, 
but, 

Torment inside .
What a fucking mess. ( sorry for the language ), but track is finishing

What_A_Waste ( The Love Soulful mix)

Soft drum soul love mix 
Lyrics song by Sas 

Oh 
Do you often think
I could have done this, 
Or that?, 
If only I took this path,
Instead of that path?

I know I do.
Constantly.
How, 
The years have gone by, 
and 
What have I ? 
What have I Achieved , 
in that, 
Time? 
Accomplished.

What a waste,
My life has been, 
What a waste.
The years have, 
Flown by 
And what have I ,
Really done? 

People may say ,
think, 
For that, 
I’m sure of.
Sas, you are 
Married, 
Healthy ( if only they truly knew )
A Son, ( I can’t have any of my own )
Mum still with you ,
Still, a, 
Sister ( nieces and nephew ) .
So why Sas, 
Why are you still lonely
And feel like this. ?

Well, it’s like this ..
I wanted more for me .
I wanted more for my family .
I wanted to give them ,
More. 
I wanted to do more, 
For others. Help them , 
Financially, and be, 
Financially better off. 
Instead of my sister offering and 
Helping me. 
To help me ( why should she ? ) ( really why ?)

But, I, 
Lost my home .
I had to sell it, 
Due to my first violent marriage .
Lost money .
Owed money .
Had to bankrupt myself.
That Broke me .

Friends, 
Not many left. 
I Lost many, because of 
The sadness in my eyes .
Some took advantage of 
My situation ,
And went in for the kill .
Sometimes I feel I deserved it.
I did some wrongs, 
That heart of mine , ( man if I ) 
Could rip it out, 
For loving, for caring, for giving ,
Too much of me, then I would have ,
Done it. 

Lets not talk about other ,
Body part here. 
Part of my body ( guys you know what I’m talking about ) , that at times,
Ruled the logic in me. ( when my gut warned otherwise ) 

People may say 
Do, think, 
I’m sure of this. 
Sas, you are 
Married,  ( yes ) 
Healthy ( if only they truly knew )
A Son, ( can’t have any of my own ).
Mum still with me. 
Sister ( nieces and nephew ) .
Why are you still lonely?
A Broken man, 
And feel like this, Sas.

Why Sas.?

I wanted to be, 
A fighter, 
A superstar of the world, 
The money, the fame, the adulation ( yeah ).
Of course it wouldn’t bought me, 
Ultimate happiness, but
I wouldn’t have cared, 
If my body was broken ( is already now, so what would have been different )
A busted face ( got plenty of broken noses In the past) 
Nothing that plastic surgery didn’t fix 
Crippled joints ( already getting there ), 
But I wouldn’t have cared. 

To have had the confidence 
In myself and not hate myself.
To have my own 
School.
Teaching kids ( young ) ,
To have the belief 
In themselves.
To love themselves .
To Keep off the drinking , 
The drug abuse to their bodies, 
To not think that ending, 
Your life , solves everything.
Not growing up, 
A mess like me, 
Sas.

So of course, 
I feel ,
Like my life ,
Has been such a
A waste.
What a complete 
Fuck up it’s been. 
What a waste. 

Happiness outwardly 
Trying to smile ( fake ).
Everything is alright, 
but, 

Torment inside .
What a fucking mess. ( sorry for the language ), but track is finishing

what-a-waste ( The soft drum Soul mix )

🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏NOTE🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏
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           ****DON’T WASTE YOUR TIME****
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                 My Lyrics, My Music, My Style 

I am VERY Appreciative of everyone who follows me, likes, comments and supports my music . 

A VERY BIG THANK YOU 🙏 ALL. 

Music written by me, incorporating the different styles of genre that influenced me in my music journey.

Soul, R&B, Disco, Dance, Rock n Roll, 30’s, 40’s, 50’s, 60’s, Rap, Hip-Hop, Euro, EDM, Trance, Techno. Club mix and Love songs. 

Music about life, love, hope, wishes, pain, sadness..

Written with emotion & feelings. From the heart 💓 

Songs in a couple of languages! 

I have now been able to bring my voice out ( with other voices ) and the lyrics I write has enabled me to achieve the style of music & song(s) that suits my individuality and to convey to the listener what I want to convey with each & every song I write. 

Love Sas  ❤️ aka Dj Sas .

How Do I Live Without You?

Sas

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