healing is up to u <3
tysm to tea team for letting me a part of this comp!! plsss go follow them here: https://linktr.ee/teateamdesu

(hey! what should i start this song with?)
(hey! start it with that!)

i think i lost myself, somewhere out there
but i’m finding it now
i’m feeling so much better somehow, yeah
and i don’t need your affirmations
im doing better without your foot in the door
i’ll get along without you waging your wars

oh and this time, i’m finally putting an end before i let it begin all again
and this time? i’m gonna stand with my word and not let you back in
oh and this time, i’m really letting you and you’ll be out on your own from now on
and this time, you’ll finally realize the damage you’ve done

you caught me talking to my walls last night
and the questions you asked have been eating me up inside
and i’ve been stuck in my head my whole life
so trust me i know what it’s like
and you said that you’re scared that nothing will ever stay the same and i said it won’t, but that’s no reason to hide away
if there’s something out there that helps you get up every day then you should chase it, no matter what they say

play_pretend

prairie wind
Song written and composed by me
Lyrics written and performed by @pookikitty
Released alongside @teateamdesu's Flavors Vol. 2 compilation
Flavors Vol. 2: https://soundcloud.com/teateamdesu/sets/flavors-vol-2
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I just passed your old house
Why does it look the same?
I thought if I rang the doorbell
You'd come out and say "hey"

But I'm smarter and I'm wiser now
And I know better than to break ties
All of your flowers still surround your door
Wish I could paint you one more time

But it wouldn't feel the same
As the storms have died away
So I take another breath
And float away

Since the winds have fallen
I don't hear your calling
Since the winds have fallen
I don't hear your calling

Since the winds have fallen
I don't hear your calling
Since the winds have fallen
I don't hear your calling

But I'm living and tides can never change me
Another feeling of crowded unbelieving
Cry, it's a sign that you're alive

Since the winds have fallen
I don't hear your calling
Since the winds have fallen
I don't hear your calling

Since the winds have fallen
I don't hear your calling
With every step I take,
I cry

Through my eyes I do not see the same
It's a blur between the night and day
And I wish that when I hold out my hand
Your silhouette would touch my skin

But it wouldn't feel the same (feel the same)
As the storms have died away (died away)
So I take another breath
And float away

Since the winds have fallen
I don't hear your calling
Should I keep on waiting
For the signs to chase me?

Since the winds have fallen
I don't hear you calling me
Can you hear me?

[outro]
With each step,
should I go?
I don't know who or why I was meant to be at all

But I wont stop here
I still can feel
Your fragile touch on my skin
I was never lost at all

Please never lose your song

prairie wind

Swanky Tunes feat. C. Todd Nielsen - Fire In Our Hearts (Arston Orchestral Intro Edit)

visuals:
          https://youtu.be/N1PJcieTCkI

barren yet sanguine

different flavors, same feeling.

- artikko -
@artikko
twitter: https://x.com/artikko_
instagram: https://www.instagram.com/artikko/

- tea team -
@teateamdesu
twitter: twitter.com/teateamdesu
instagram: https://instagram.com/teateamdesu

artikko - evergreen

Lyrics :

uh, uh, uh, uh
and I trusted my faith like I would never suffer
(tell me how to feel safe in myself)

cause I lie to myself like I lie to my mother
Is there something wrong with you? no I swear
i'm tossing my dreams like I will never suffer
You're so special to me - don't you care ?

(tell me how to feel safe in myself, tell me how to feel safe in myself, tell me how to feel safe in myself)
Is there something wrong with you? no I swear

cause I lie to myself like I lie to my mother
Is there something wrong with you? no I swear

cause I lie to myself like I lie to my mother
Is there something wrong with you? no I swear

tell me how to feel safe in myself huh,
tell me how to feel safe in myself huh,
tell me how to feel safe in myself oh,
Will you stop sabotaging yourself ?

cause I lie to myself like I lie to my mother
Is there something wrong with you? no I swear
i'm tossing my dreams like I will never suffer
You're so special to me - don't you care ?

cause I lie to myself like I lie to my-
(is there something wrong with you no swear)
(is there something wrong with you no swear)
(lie to myself like I lie to my mother)
Is there something wrong with you? no I swear

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Hi ! This song is one of my most important works artistically speaking. I had a lot of fun blending multiple genres, and it's the first time I'm really putting my own voice in the front. 

I had something to express about how I've been struggling with existential questions, finding a love for self and some confidence. At the time I was hiding everything that I was ashamed of to everyone around so much I was scared of being perceived as weird and getting rejected. All of this which, indeed, was destroying me from the inside.

I'm very proud to show this project to y'all now. I hope you like it as much as I do !

Musically,

•♪x- HYKARVS -x♫•

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special.

noun : the quality of being powerfully and mysteriously attractive or fascinating

stream on other platforms : https://release.studio/allure-1755216000

my socials 
instagram : https://www.instagram.com/zefftunes/
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allure

@teateamdesu
https://www.newgrounds.com/audio/listen/1461905

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released as part of the Flavors Vol. 2 Compilation by @teateamdesu, out now

lyrics:
exhausted, i find my way through all these lines
i didn't even need to rehearse them

it's a tragedy, it's a comedy
the mask is a dual remedy
of all the things i feel 

i'm coiled up i'm burned down
i don't know much of what i say now
it's just verbs and directions

but i cant help
to feel this
relation to
everything that
i won't even stop trying

yet the caltrops are dulled down more than i thought they were
this future is lumens above, but it casts this blur
so i take my steps and, through these paths, reward will come
shiny golden riches, chalice of life, or a world to love

and who's to say it'll come back to me

and who's to say it'll come back to me
like an ocean wave 
tidal with atrophy
i see the motion
and i don't want to stop it, please
make every second count

i feel my brain pushing concrete
under my roots like i'm an oak tree
glowing ever so fervently
i don't want this ever to stop

i wake up knocking on the marquee
giving orders to no one
was it me all along
who was the one to call the shots
i call for shots
and i blur the lines
of who i used to be and who i will become
it doesn't make sense to me 

it doesn't make sense to me
with all of this past lives
where do i accrue all this energy

its a growth spurt and i am done with faking it

full comp (bc)

growthspurt

https://soundcloud.com/gemaji
https://soundcloud.com/nxptvne_wav

THE THIRD ROUND OF DEATH TRAP DUELS S3 IS HERE WHERE 8 CONTESTANTS BATTLE IT OUT IN DUOS TO SHOWCASE THEIR OWN SIDE OF DEATH TRAP.

FEATURING 8 CONTESTANTS:
IMPVLED
NEMESIS
maji*
nxptvne
Maket
kyzyl
Kretoal
backstrap

SEASON 4 ROUND 3: maji* vs. nxptvne [WINNER: maji*]

i didnt get in, but heres what i got anyways

what's next? (anv10 submission)

music producer doing some multi-genre stuff
member of @neoluminum @the-wind-elementals @huetonemusic @strigiformes_music @hundred-fold @beyondeventhorizon
my links: https://linktr.ee/dm8music

Swanky Tunes feat. C. Todd Nielsen - Fire In Our Hearts (Arston Orchestral Intro Edit)

DM8