Butterfly

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TWITTER: https://twitter.com/iamcairn_

Lyrics:
You can call me whatever you want
It'll never save you from yourself
Can't admit anything's your fault
So you live in your own made-up hell

Never willing to see it
Obvious you've been bleeding
Take it out on who didn't cut you
History repeated
Hurt the ones you hold close
Those who need love the most
Projecting all your flaws trying to hide
But it shows

I can't take it personally
'Cause I know that you're struggling to find your peace
Says more 'bout you than me
When you talk all your shit 'bout me behind my face
I feel bad for you
I can see right through
The facade that you wear to cover up your wounds
I can't take it personally
'Cause I know that you're struggling

Hate to see that you're stuck in your ways
Unaware of all the damage you cause
You can keep trying to run far away
But you won't ever escape from your flaws

Don't wanna throw you the blame
You probably grew up the same
Neglected through your youth, now you pay forward the pain
I know you do it to cope
But I just want you to know
You could do so much better if you wanted to grow

I can't take it personally
'Cause I know that you're struggling to find your peace
Says more 'bout you than me
When you talk all your shit 'bout me behind my face
I feel bad for you
I can see right through
The facade that you wear to cover up your wounds

I can't take it personally
'Cause I know that you're struggling to find your peace
Says more 'bout you than me
When you talk all your shit 'bout me behind my face
I feel bad for you
I can see right through
The facade that you wear to cover up your wounds
I can't take it personally
'Cause I know that you're struggling

Personally

personally

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YOUTUBE: https://youtube.com/iamcairn
INSTAGRAM: https://instagram.com/iamcairn
TWITTER: https://twitter.com/iamcairn_

Lyrics:
And I know I'm being avoidant
Would like to but I can’t control it
Can’t seem to feel comfortable in my skin
In my skin
Decaying slowly in this gloom
I need to be left alone to
Be swallowed up by the storm in my head
It’s all in my head

I just wanna be alone
Disappear all on my own
Erase me, let it go
I just wanna float away
And everything to be okay
Forget me, I'm a ghost

Been gasping for air for so long
Sunk so deep, why should I hold on
The light goes dim, I've found peace in solitude
It's nothing new
It hurts to stare in the mirror
Don't wanna deal with the pressure
So I'll do anything not to face reality
I’d rather run away

I just wanna be alone
Disappear all on my own
Erase me, let it go
I just wanna float away
And everything to be okay
Forget me, I'm a ghost

So much easier to run
Anything so I feel numb
Erase me, let it go
I just wanna float away
And everything to be okay
Forget me, I'm a ghost

Erase me, let it go
Forget me, I'm a ghost

Ghost

ghost

Follow s0cliché: @s0cliche
Follow SEPHA.: @sepha-joey
Prod. Grayskies

Watch on YouTube: https://youtu.be/xJZcnrPvGnU

Lyrics:

Cold window panes
Icey rain
And the white the sky
Consumes everything
In it's way

Stunned stunned stunned
Remember what I was
Once was
And it's never any fun
No fun
My trigger finger numb
To the gun
I sip too much
For a warmth
And I don't even want
A cure
It's been a strange life
With my work
I take it in stride
Thank god that I'm alive
Though I don't feel no pride
Accomplishments
Each new mark has a consequence
I feel no better
With my arms at rest
It's my fault
I've lost my grip
So just call it quits son

Cause I don't care
About your dirty laundry
Hang it up and air it out
We all got problems
Deep down in our heart beat
There's more sh*t
You'll learn about

Just play your part
And don't ever copy
They love a man who's original
You don't have to lend yourself to the army
To feel like you did something

Cause I have scars
That have better stories
I'm the one that lived to tell
And I sent bullets
That could stop any heart beat
And I'll see them
All in hell

I messaged you
There's no reply
And I don't wanna seem too needy
But still I only
Got these walls
And there's no other voice I'm receiving

I messaged you
There's no reply
And I don't wanna seem too needy
But still I only
Got these walls
And there's no other voice I'm receiving

Seasonal f*ck you
Everyone else too
Seasonal f*ck you
Everyone else too

Cause I don't care
About your dirty laundry
Hang it up and air it out
We all got problems
Deep down in our heart beat
There's more sh*t
You'll learn about

Just play your part
And don't ever copy
They love a man who's original
You don't have to lend
Yourself to the army
To feel like
You did something

Cause I have scars
That have better stories
I'm the one that lived to tell
And I sent bullets
That could stop any heart beat
And I'll see them
All in hell

SHADOW PEOPLE

DISTANT LOVE

S0CLICHÉ x SEPHA. - DISTANT LOVE

Pseudo - Red on the Inside

UPSET!

Follow $lothboi: @slothboipapi
Follow Nicolas Sales: @nicolassales
Prod. Grayskies

Watch on YouTube: https://youtu.be/LtUeTlERXQM

Lyrics:

[$LOTHBOI]:

STARING AT THE SKY
LOOKING GOD UP IN HIS EYES
ANGELS ALL AROUND ME
BUT THE DEMONS STAY INSIDE

DANCING WITH THE DEVIL
IN THE CLUB I'M ROLLING DICE
REALIZE
DEVIL STILL AN ANGEL
BEAUTY NEVER DIED

WAY ABOVE MY HEAD B*TCH
I BE DROWNING IN THE SAND
FRAYED STRANDS
HOLDING ME TOGETHER
WISH I HAD A HAND
PLEASE
HEAD UP IN THE SKY
WITH MY MIND HIGHER IT ASCENDS
THE END
I BECAME WHAT IMAGINED I TRANSCEND

LATELY I SEE CREATURES SHIFTING
VOICES IN MY HEAD BEAT
CALL THE ONE THAT SHARES MY MIND
MYSELF IN DIFFERENT MEMORIES

SIPPING WINE I FEEL ALIVE
ASCEND I SHINE IN STARRY SEAS

PALACE SO DIVINE I EXIT
FLASHING LIT THEM LIKE A SCENE


[NICOLAS SALES]:

RUN
RUN AWAY
RUN IN PLACE
I CAN’T RUN AWAY
AND I’M BACK WHERE I STARTED
MUST BE A BETTER WAY
INNOCENCE YOU’RE MIXING IT UP
CONFUSED WITH IGNORANCE
NOW I DON’T KNOW WHERE
ALL MY FEELINGS WENT
WHERE MY FEELINGS WENT
YEAH

[$LOTHBOI]:

WAY ABOVE MY HEAD B*TCH
I BE DROWNING IN THE SAND
FRAYED STRANDS
HOLDING ME TOGETHER
WISH I HAD A HAND
PLEASE
HEAD UP IN THE SKY
WITH MY MIND HIGHER IT ASCENDS
THE END
I BECAME WHAT IMAGINED I TRANSCEND

[NICOLAS SALES]:

SKY FULL OF STARS
LOOKING DOWN
THEY’RE ALREADY DEAD
YOU'RE NOT YOUR JOB OR THE VOICES
YOU HEAR INSIDE YOUR HEAD
YOU DON’T HAVE A NAME
YOU DON’T HAVE A PERSONALITY
YOU'RE JUST THE OBSERVER
TRYING TO SET YOU FREE

[$LOTHBOI & NICOLAS SALES]:

I SAW A LIGHT AND FOLLOWED IT
DO YOU BLAME ME FOR ALL OF IT
I’M SORRY THAT I LEFT WITHOUT A BYE
BUT I BE TIRED OF IT

SIGIL IN THE NIGHT
I ABIDE
CAN YOU GUIDE ME RIGHT
EVERYTHING’S CONNECTED
SO IT MATTERS WHEN THE TIMES RIGHT

THROW ME IN THE FIRE
LET THE EMBERS FLOAT AWAY

LET THE FATES DECIDE
IF I’M GONNA GO OR STAY

BURN INTO THE GROUND
AND FEED THE EARTH A BIT OF PAIN

ALL THAT’S LEFT IS SMOKE AND ASHES
HALLOWED BE THE DAY

I SAW
ANGELS
KILL MY
FRIENDS AND
I SAW
GOD PRETEND
HE CARING

Painted Clouds

$LOTHBOI x NICOLAS SALES - PAINTED CLOUDS

IDLEGLANCE EXCLUSIVE
Follow Yates XV: @yates-xv
Prod. splashgvng @splashgvng

Watch on YouTube: https://youtu.be/H8IAzh6MxZQ

Lyrics:

Cross on my chain
But the horrors I saw
Still remain
I don’t want fame
But the path I’m going
Always ends the same
Got dr*gs in my system
Feel it going faster
Think I might d*e
I'm a young disaster
I don’t want passion
I just want prescripts
But I said I’d never be this

In the back room
Baby turn the lights down
You just wanna fight
I just wanna d*e now
F*cking with a main vein
Sipping on this white wine
Hate me in morning
Love me in the nightime

In the back room
Baby turn the lights down
You just wanna fight
I just wanna d*e now
F*cking with a main vein
Sipping on this white wine
Hate me in morning
Love me in the nightime

Love me in the nightime
Yeah
This ain’t the right time

So I’m back
Laying down
Paying for the wrongs
That I can’t change now
Sitting through the cold
While my heart beats drown
Lookin for the pills
That I can’t take now

Got the broken heart tatted
Heart just broke
But I’m high and I’m manic
Yeah
Got some laced up packets
Eat them all at once
So I don’t have to panic
I'm a crybaby
Feeling like peep
I feel so alone
Baby I feel weak
Looking in the mirror
And I don’t see me
Think I took enough
That I might od

In the back room
Baby turn the lights down
You just wanna fight
I just wanna d*e now
F*cking with a main vein
Sipping on this white wine
Hate me in morning
Love me in the nightime

In the back room
Baby turn the lights down
You just wanna fight
I just wanna d*e now
F*cking with a main vein
Sipping on this white wine
Hate me in morning
Love me in the nightime

Young Disaster

Yates XV - Young Disaster

hate love and percs.

Imma dig down
And then I'll dig deeper
Laying in the ground
To sleep with the reaper

Bury me now So I can forget it all
Swallowing pride the dosage will get it wrong
hold tongues I meant what I said
Fucked up with a moments regret

Nose bleed, as I hold the line 
Faceless can't identify
Won't last forever so I'll take my time
Past the limit and I'm terrified

Craving too much
Been hating the taste of my blood 
Thinking of life with these pills
It's so empty, oh well

I dont care if im alone in the end
I'd rather be dead near My friends

As my skeleton rots away 
I've been forsaken 
The verge of resurrecting

Bury me now So I can forget it all
Swallowing pride the dosage will get it wrong
hold tongues I meant what I said
Fucked up with a moments regret

Nose bleed, as I hold the line 
Faceless can't identify
Won't last forever so I'll take my time
Past the limit and I'm terrified

Pseudo - Red on the Inside

Daid