original song(s): https://soundcloud.com/luvcocaine/risks-ft-ericdoa-prod-fin9k
https://soundcloud.com/eatthechildren/p4rkr-mommworld-cypher-prod-eelara

ericdoa - Risks * / mommworld cypher (mashup)

deathnote +ri4h (arid)

original song: https://soundcloud.com/ericdoa2/lightskin-anthem-feat-roxas

ericdoa - lightskin anthem (solo)

cry_now_laugh_later_[pk_rochambeau]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a3JkQbWesLw&t=3s&ab_channel=KermitTheFrog

ericdoa - secondtry* snippet

~ stuck forever borderline ~
prod. by me <3
additional prod. (trumpet) by @dramatrial

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I can't wake up to alarms 
I shake my legs, an anxious mess, and draw shit on my arms
My mental's covered in scars 
My life's a wreck and I project it from my heart

As unstable, impulsive, intense it gets 
I'm unable to stop fearing abandonment
Am I able to change my ways or how I live? 
'Cause uncertainty's creeping up on me again

I'm the opposite of fortified 
I push away, then let you stay the night
I say I'm sober, I'm still getting high 
In a former life, the order's right
But I'm stuck forever borderline, borderline

My mind is racing along 
A million miles, it's been a while, my inhibition's gone
It gets too hard to respond 
I might as well be embalmed
Emotions on a swing, I'm spiraling, I'm too closed off

As aggressive, repressive, uptight I am 
I'm unable to stop trying to give a damn
And this feeling's been stuck inside my diaphragm 
'Cause uncertainty's creeping up on me again

I'm the opposite of fortified 
I push away, then let you stay the night
I say I'm sober, I'm still getting high 
In a former life, the order's right
But I'm stuck on the borderline 
I'm the opposite of fortified
I push away, then let you stay the night 
I say I'm sober, I'm still getting high
In a former life, the order's right 

But I'm stuck forever borderline, borderline
Stuck forever borderline, borderline 
Borderline
Stuck, oh on the borderline
Stuck forever borderline, oh
Borderline, borderline
Stuck forever borderline, borderline

borderline

chris hansen

out on all plats <3

amv out now! watch here: https://youtu.be/JqW1CQonhaU?si=4Homl-bi0eXYQGKq

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/0gxrFUtWyYkXOCUcFfuPQ0?si=93162d451a02487f
apple music: https://music.apple.com/us/album/rain-feat-aras-moon/1735861646?i=1735861648
youtube: https://youtu.be/9yo7AMxUx1k?si=N1yh2kTeTSTmsyx4
where 2 find me: https://linktr.ee/sobafm

check out aras moon!
spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/5udkiBsBwpbGKZzY5SfV3E?si=l6K8I1SyRZ-Um8lNzcDEiw
apple music: https://music.apple.com/us/artist/soba/1629952408
youtube: https://music.youtube.com/channel/UCaN0NorcTC2TYPULQmu0CIw?si=gimc_5TTCPxmGvGQ
soundcloud: https://on.soundcloud.com/jn7BZ

rain ft aras moon (p. yasuo!)

Prod: Flxffy_

so i can't stop myself from fallin'
dont' think of coming back, i don't wanna stay at all
hands around my neck, bleeding out, i dont feel it anymore
hide away my pain, i don't care what u wanna say
im the only one to blame for my own mistakes
all i've done, all i've said has just left me here alone.

i don't wanna be myself no more
i feel like i had it all and its all just gone
put myself in a cage, hid away from all the world
nothing that i can do can save me now
so i just speak to myself, im gone
i wish i could say something now.

(that's just what i i've done
this is how im feeling
no one speaks at all
can't stop for a minute).

i can se the time passing
everything's so distractig
can feel it all retracting
i should just change it all.

but i can't stop myself from fallin'
dont' think of coming back, i don't wanna stay at all
hands around my neck, bleeding out, i dont feel it anymore
hide away my pain, i don't care what u wanna say
im the only one to blame for my own mistakes
all i've done, all i've said has just left me here alone.

ericdoa - Risks * / mommworld cypher (mashup)

cheese