Sometimes I don’t like who I am
Sometimes I love it 
I got feelings that I always regret
Wish I could love me
I know both of us don’t want this to end
I want ur lovin
And we both know that we can’t be just friends
Yeah, so fuck it 
x2

I want this shit forever I don’t wanna let it go
I keep fuckin up a bunch but lately I’m not alone
And I think that I overreacted when we got home
But u woke me up, I didn’t wanna talk, just leave me alone

Sometimes I don’t like who I am
Sometimes I love it 
I got feelings that I always regret
Wish I could love me
I know both of us don’t want this to end
I want ur lovin
And we both know that we can’t be just friends
Yeah, so fuck it
x2

You’re my everything 
I think that it’s clear to see
I don’t fuckin do shit unless I got you here with me
Am I throwing my life away?
I don’t care 
I don’t wanna be a waste of fucking space again
Cuz that would be the death of me

my everything. (prod. saint mike)

scumbag

i just wish i could see u  (prod ryini)

killing me slowly (prod yungspoiler)

TIMEMACHINE [prod siem spark]

i remember how your lips still taste

<3

lyrics:

i follow where my heart leads sometimes that's all i know
then i end up defeated when i lose all self control
but i'm not the villain, and i'm not the good guy either
if i'm such a problem, why would you let me keep her

last night i was fuckin it up
i can't lie i kept refillin my cup
and though i know i shouldn't ever wanna drink like that
i have a couple issues that i got from dad so

i've tried to end it all and finally feel the repercussion
i know that its stupid all the memories would be for nothin

if you meet a better guy you should prolly dip
you should prolly split nothings what you thought it is
if you need some peace of mind i can let you go
god knows girl ya i'm such a fuckin joke

if you see me doin fine its another act
i'm an addict not an artist never take me back
if i see another day its another bit
i'm just tryna make you smile ain't it obvious

i've set my standards so damn high
i don't know if i'll make it out this time
i wanna tell you i've healed and i'm fine
but everyone knows that's a lie

i follow where my heart leads sometimes that's all i know
then i end up defeated when i lose all self control
but i'm not the villain, and i'm not the good guy either
if i'm such a problem, why would you let me keep her

mix & mastered by @skinnyatlas
produced by @skinnyatlas

falling off (prod. skinny atlas)

juansolizvargas - Open Cage  - Sonauto

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//私がいなくなったら後悔するよ//

i wanted to release a lil' something for you guys as a thank you for everything you've done for me. a year ago, i was just a kid in my bedroom trying to figure out himself. fucking around with beats all day, smoking weed all night. i was depressed. hell, i'm still depressed & sometimes it feels like i don't know myself anymore, but this music has been the only thing that has made complete sense to me since the start & to know i'm helping you guys all whilst you help me is beyond beautiful. i'm so lucky to be where i'm at today. to be alive with all of you in my life. don't ever tell yourself that you won't amount to anything cause you're worth much more than you'll tell yourself & i promise once you find something you're truly passionate about and you dive deep into it, you'll feel a sense of purpose. there you'll find happiness. don't ever give up on yourself. i won't give up on you.

i love you

follow hateful

trafalgar (prod. by hateful)

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//誰も長く滞在しない//

i keep looking for love in all the wrong places. maybe one day things will be different.

lyrics
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and i know that you want me to leave
but it's cool cause we're through and i'm high in the trees
i escape with a vape cause the smoke stains my teeth
yes i know that i probably talk in my sleep
probably talk in my sleep when we kiss i awake
but i'm dreaming again it was all fuckin' fake
and i'm thinkin' too much of the way that you taste
cause the flavor of you isn't one to replace
and i think imma waste

more time scrollin' down my timeline
wish that i could hop up in my whip and go to five guys
somethings gotta give when i'm sky high
i'm not something super in the uber playin' i spy
disappear from everybody for a while
cause the air is getting thick within the radius of miles
suicide is on my mind & i can't bare to even smile
i can only get a taste cause happiness is versatile

and i know that you want me to leave
but it's cool cause we're through and i'm high in the trees
i escape with a vape cause the smoke stains my teeth
yes i know that i probably talk in my sleep
probably talk in my sleep when we kiss i awake
but i'm dreaming again it was all fuckin' fake
and i'm thinkin' too much of the way that you taste
cause the flavor of you isn't one to replace
and i think that i

probably could've tried harder
i tend to fall in love too quick with everybody's daughter
take my heart and they begin to slaughter
i'm a fuckin' wreck and my neck is lookin' like every other
boy that they've been bruisin' for a bit
i've been smooth cruisin' catalytic tendencies are in
love is just a four letter word that don't mean shit
cause i open up a bit too much & they just wanna dip

they just always fall back
i don't think i'll ever get a call back
why the fuck i go through all that
just for what we had to fuckin' fall flat

my everything. (prod. saint mike)

doan