Ghosted

🫗

Am I cooked?

Aura 4

She never coming back
I had a heart attack
I feel under attack
And I am still attached
She left me all alone
With my feelings and my ghost
I had to find a way to cope
So I don’t sit around and mope yeah
She never coming back
I had a heart attack
I feel under attack
And I am still attached
She left me all alone
With my feelings and my ghost
I had to find a way to cope
So I don’t sit around and mope yeah
Yeah

I’ve been, I’ve been, trapped in my mind
I’ve been, I’ve been, trapped in this time
She ain’t ever coming back, I’ve accepted this
Don’t know what to say to you, I know that I’m missing this
I’m missing all the times that we had in the past
But now I’m walking down the street and now I’m coming in last
I don’t know what, to say when, I see your face
Like do I say “Hi”, or “Goodbye”, or “Am I a waste?”
Times have been different lately
You have been off my mind lately
I’m starting to accept the facts
The fact that you’re not coming back

She never coming back
I had a heart attack
I feel under attack
And I am still attached
She left me all alone
With my feelings and my ghost
I had to find a way to cope
So I don’t sit around and mope yeah
She never coming back
I had a heart attack
I feel under attack
And I am still attached
She left me all alone
With my feelings and my ghost
I had to find a way to cope
So I don’t sit around and mope yeah
Yeah

I’ve been, I’ve been, trapped in my mind
I’ve been, I’ve been, trapped in this time
She ain’t ever coming back, I’ve accepted this

she never coming back (prod. tennis player)

inspired by "Vacations" and Rex Orange County 

i love them, i love you all.

Here With Me

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I Love You So

I think of you sometimes
Before I sleep
Before I dream
I think it’s done this time
I can’t believe
I can’t believe

You weren’t supposed to leave 
And now you’re gone 
Now you’re gone
What have you done to me
And now you’re gone 
Now you’re gone

i still think about you

Coffee Stain: https://open.spotify.com/artist/2sXLxDkHv449hp1ZnQIvLv?si=Tr7MyPYOQDaOAK2L4ydJvQ

Me: https://open.spotify.com/artist/7sZCJvKlrUa5wP3GDnW0ld?si=B_3SKaIGTWuBmc06pRwk7w

i don't like mirrors, Coffee Stain - absence

Drunk

steadily getting better

CADAVER

October31st

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CHRIS RAIN - Im Never Leaving Home Again

CHRIS RAIN - What I'm Looking For

CHRIS RAIN - Hang Up & Lie

[Feat. @HKfiftyone]
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Lyrics:
All I ever hear inside my mind is all this screaming, 

I don't think I'm strong enough to ever face my demons ,    

I ain’t got nobody always lonely on the weekends

Shawty really played with me and now my heart is bleeding,

I just wanna let you know how bad you left me fucked up 

Hella insecure and  all I ever do is  smoke blunts 

I got this depression so I numb my pain with all dis bud,

Girl I thought you loved me but you left me lookin fucking dumb,

I don’t wanna feel this pain and I don’t want to love no more,

Thought that I’ve been hurt But I ain’t ever felt this pain before, 

I really thought you loved me and I thought I was the only one,

But you’ve made it clear that I’m not perfect, and I’m not the one, 

Takin all these shots and  I’m tore from smokin all this gas

 Stabbed me in the heart Feelin like I had a heart attack,

I’m just feeling worthless I know you don’t really want me back,

Feelin like I hate Myself but I don’t wanna feel like that,


(6obby & HKFiftyOne=)

I'm sorry that  I'm so worthless,

I'm sorry I'm always wrong,

Im sorry that you can't help, and that I'm just a broken soul,

I'm sorry that I keep trying,

I'm sorry I'm always sad,

I'm sorry I'm always thinking, and I always make you mad,


And I’m steady crying while I’m cruising thru the city,

Kickers bumpin in the back listen to your c.ds

When you left me girl I think you took a piece of me 

Stuck with all these pictures and I’m stuck with all the memories ,

I don’t wanna feel no more don’t wanna feel this misery,

We don’t even talk no more I’m Feelin like your enemy,

Why it gotta be like this, you tell me it’s not meant to be

But if it really wasn’t why would this be fucking killing me

Smokin this blunt I gotta clear my thoughts

Tommy my jacket i got some polo socks,

Sittin Alone I smoke and  watch the clock , 

Sittin alone I smoke and watch the clock, 

Writing these lyrics

They comin from the heart,

A boy with just nothing, but just a broken heart,

Depressed and I’m broke but this is just the start,

Depressed and I’m broke but this is just the start,


(6obby & HKFiftyOne=)

I'm sorry that  I'm so worthless,

I'm sorry I'm always wrong,

Im sorry that you can't help, and that I'm just a broken soul,

I'm sorry that I keep trying,

I'm sorry I'm always sad,

I'm sorry I'm always thinking, and I always make you mad,

i'm sorry (w/ HKFiftyOne)

Special thanks to https://www.instagram.com/fallingap.art/ for the artwork on this <3
https://twitter.com/sayygoodbyye
https://soundcloud.com/goodbyye

Lyrics:
Fuck you I'm just so mad
Got me feeling so sad
Think about the times we had
Why'd you have to leave like that
Left me all alone in fact
I been lonely holding back
Tears in my eyes looking past
Wishing that this could've last

Writing this letter so I could say
Dearest friend I hope you'll be okay
Think about you each and every day
I'm still wishing that you could've stayed
Want you to know that I'm broken
Hear the words that were never spoken
I was fine until I was awoken
A heart is so fragile when it's stolen

Fuck you I'm just so mad
Got me feeling so sad
Think about the times we had
Why'd you have to leave like that
Left me all alone in fact
I been lonely holding back
Tears in my eyes looking past
Wishing that this could've last

So I'll write this note and then I'll burn it
Let the smoke carry up the words and turn it
To a message from below so you learn it
Thought I wanted death before but now I yearn it
I know you want to go
Please stay I'll be alone
If you leave from this home
Don't go out in the cold

Don't go out in the snow

Please don't leave me alone

I don't want you to go

Please don't leave me alone

why'd you have to go

Fail Better, Heal Faster - My Omelas

Made by JANK, not me:

https://ohnoitsjank.bandcamp.com/

LYRICS:

And I was wondering if you would come over and play, some Katamari
we could sit around and look at the clouds
and remember when we were thirteen
Pig pen where are you going?
There's still so much to see
and maybe if we're lucky we can stay up late and watch tv

You're not real, but you're something
You're not real, but you're everything
Fuck

Oh caitlyn you're something
Oh caitlyn you're something
Looking down at me because you're so goddamn tall

Oh caitlyn you're nothing
Oh caitlyn you're nothing
because you're an imaginary dog

Oh caitlyn you're something
Oh caitlyn you're nothing
Because when I'm with you
Because when I'm with you
Because when I'm with you I feel alive

Oh caitlyn you're something
Oh caitlyn you're nothing

You're not real but you're something
You're not real but you're everything

You're not real

steadily getting better

doan