ill release real music sometime i promise

stop ! let me grab my backpack

i don’t wanna be late to my class again

honors been waiting since last november 

when we had to quarantine for a term 

had to keep the doors clean. in return

we would spend 14 days alone

only seeing four teens if were 

lucky enough to see a friend 

up in morning we would spend 

our time right online 

doing assignments 

RUN IT BACK !!!!!11

let me digress 

to when we were young, not scared of anyone 

don’t know where the time went

took a nap now it’s 2021

one more day

one more day

until i gotta say

“ooh, moma OOOOOH ! 

do you like my cap and gown?

ooh mama, OOOOOOH

are you proud???” x2

he said with a mask on

he can’t believe he’s already at the finish line

but before he packs up

he’s gotta pass one more class

i don’t wanna go

i don’t wanna go act like i’m happy 

about a cap thrown in the air 

don’t know if i’ll last long in the

real i world

fear the world x2

practice my penmanship 

while my pity’s pending in a

pretty small penny sized penitentiary 

that i call my brain. i don’t plan to plead 

for a plodding pace in life 

i just wanna say

i just wanna say 

one more day

one more day

until i gotta say

“ooh, moma OOOOOH ! 

do you like my cap and gown?

ooh mama, OOOOOOH

are you proud???” x2

class of 2021

4 https://soundcloud.com/underscores & https://soundcloud.com/pincode8485

i gave up on mixing this

nowhere to be, ever (a remix for underscores x 8485)

lifeline is a track eva and i made in 2021. i made the instrumental in around august-september time, as a part of a larger project. i sent the track to eva around the same time, we then continuously worked on it until around early 2022. its a track we're both super proud of and one that means a lot to us. i hope ya dig <3

from Evangeline: 

"Lifeline is about my experience with coming out as trans to my extended family, and being myself in a country town full of small-minded people. It's super hard to tell something to someone who you know won't understand, and may never want to talk to you again, but I have to give it a shot, because there's no way I'll live with never having said it"

Lyrics:

Look at me sideways like you don’t understand
I hated the thought of ever telling you
Do you get what I’m saying? Should I say it again?
Cause I’m not sure which one of us is more confused

I’m not the person that you used to know
So, stop calling me by his name now
I’m not the person you knew long ago
If you’re doing this on purpose then I wanna go home

Tried to tell you then I realised it was all a game
I knew it for so long, but didn’t try to pass the blame
Guess someone had to be the first to take it all away
And I don’t blame you, I don’t blame you
I was asking for your help and still nobody came
The song we wrote together will never sound quite the same
Now you look at me like I’m just another stranger’s face
And I don’t blame you, but I want to


You were my lifeline
For so long
And I just realised the monitor shut off

I scream and cry at night
For so long
Because all I’m familiar will soon be gone

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Follow Evangeline:
Twitter: https://twitter.com/evangelinestuff
Soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/eva-nge-line

Follow makina (me, teehee)
Twitter: https://twitter.com/makmakmakina
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/makmakmakina/

Stream lifeline
Spotify:
Bandcamp: https://machinaone.bandcamp.com/track/lifeline-ft-evangeline
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/gb/album/lifeline-feat-evangeline-single/1615177243

Download

makina - lifeline ft. Evangeline

grace

yeah i chose the right time for a bike ride

62123

original: https://ffm.to/bhredblueandgreenlights

💿 free download 💿

red blue and green lights (w/ saoirse dream) [bh “bike ride” edit]

novel
@novelchapters
https://twitter.com/chaptersbynovel

Astrasm
@astrasm
https://open.spotify.com/artist/6XS85yP57kbQsnG5XlzkH7
https://twitter.com/Astrasm1
https://www.instagram.com/astrasm_music

CyberScythe
@coolerscythe
https://open.spotify.com/artist/2YTzPuLUMY6maaQAPs3fKz
https://twitter.com/thecyberscythe_
https://www.instagram.com/cyber_scythe_

euphorian
@iameuphorian
https://open.spotify.com/artist/5tJLTMFKacE45vOMiX0sSN
https://twitter.com/iameuphorian
https://instagram.com/iameuphorian

Ganimed
@ganimedmusic
https://open.spotify.com/artist/6my1uQR8eBLB1YyT7UaBDM
https://twitter.com/ganimedmusic
https://www.instagram.com/ganimedmusic

glitchless
@prodglitchless
https://open.spotify.com/artist/2zwFzegpF515e92WVsjrga
https://twitter.com/prodglitchless
https://www.instagram.com/prodglitchless

lillybug
@maae-ko
https://open.spotify.com/artist/4E2TcTjE4vNGZ8eNtMzQ7U
https://twitter.com/YeeenCuisine
https://www.instagram.com/yeen_cuisine

linked winters
@linkedwinters
https://open.spotify.com/artist/7Dt7tAUwttp1YdYnbdumMn
https://twitter.com/SuMicMusuc

Neddie
@neddiemusic
https://open.spotify.com/artist/2RMZ8H29R6pconMzF89At5
https://twitter.com/neddieofficial 
https://www.instagram.com/officialneddie

Paloris
@paloris_music
https://open.spotify.com/artist/7d3C2wcImmHhLj3Tzpj1hp
https://twitter.com/DefNotPalo
https://www.instagram.com/defnotpalo

papa meelo
@theycallmemeelo
https://open.spotify.com/artist/5oIMJottkowGnLHSC2tkch
https://twitter.com/papa_meelo
https://www.instagram.com/papa.meelo

skyLtraxx
@skyltraxx
https://twitter.com/skyLtraxx
https://www.instagram.com/skyltraxx

yanky
@yyankyyy
https://open.spotify.com/artist/1VZhSt14e5sTwT5ZgdIZVe

zeff
@musicbyzeff
https://open.spotify.com/artist/0s49QuFrxOaom9iZ7mVlnE
https://twitter.com/musicbyzeff
https://instagram.com/musicbyzeff

novel - sleepless_novelette01

artwork by @linkedwinters 

made in 24 hours for @artbyform ANV8 in support of Out & Equal.

https://outandequal.org/

@coolerscythe
@ganimedmusic
@prodglitchless
@linkedwinters
@phucsminkmusic
@athrala
@cash-official
@navinor
@jianmsic
@elequence
@yyankyyy
@maae-ko
@arkaneskye

paradise_novelette02

with https://soundcloud.com/hanirl :)

then I sit down

put away my cellphone

do it for my health

then I'm gonna tell nobody 

the way I've felt

tell tales

tell everybody that I'm doing well

I'm not

okay, still sitting down

open up my laptop

can't talk now

is what I tell my friends 

because I'm writing about 

everything, every thought,

every scene, every now

and then

I write about how

my thoughts pull me down

why are they so loud?

Why are they so mean?

Fierce and hostile, I fear I've lost sight 

Cause years of my life

I'd feel the gaslights

Kept wasting my time,

my friends would ask why

my tears won't pass now

I block it all out

just shut myself down

It's so much more than what I wrote

what I wrote isn't all empirical at all

I'm gonna get out of my head

soak up the sunlight

and fall in love with life again

it's so much more than what I wrote

So you read what I wrote from

most of the week where I hoped for

nobody to pose if I'm honest about

what's on my mental

I won't pretend to

act like I don't dread 

the palpable potential

that I will only end up

like what I've tried to end but

if I tried and I failed

would you probably feel

like I've fallen to my own virtues

this isn't a goodbye, it's far from that

I don't want you to worry, time won't hurt you

it's so much more than what I wrote

what I wrote isn't all empirical at all

I'm gonna get out of my head

soak up the sunlight

and fall in love with life again

fall in love

and fall in love with life again

fall in love

it's so much more than what I wrote

playwright w/ han.irl<3

20🎉
link to the track on other platforms:
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/paxenimzi/starlight

cover art by: @linkedwinters & myself 

lyrics:
You’re my starlight, my waypoint to home.
You brighten my darkness, when you keep me close.
Celestial radiance, the way that we glow.
You’re my starlight, see you wherever i go.
Comfort in the night sky, as supernovas unfold.
You’re my starlight. [x5]


my website ► https://paxenimzi.com
instagram ► instagram.com/paxenimzi
spotify ► open.spotify.com/artist/0wxt3qV990HCyl6CSTh79Q
bluesky ► https://bsky.app/profile/paxenimzi.com

originally written & performed by myself for bitbird’s “create together vol. 4”

starlight ⋆｡✩

“thought experiment”

link to the track on other platforms:
distrokid.com/hyperfollow/paxenimzi/thought-experiment

my website ► https://paxenimzi.com
instagram ► instagram.com/paxenimzi
spotify ► open.spotify.com/artist/0wxt3qV990HCyl6CSTh79Q
bluesky ► https://bsky.app/profile/paxenimzi.com

> ⊓ ⊏∙ < ꓶ ⊓ > _ □ ⋗ ∙ꓶ □ ⟔ ｢ ∙⊐ □ ⊡ >

JUST FOR NOW
https://ffm.to/jfn

miocene memorial garden
@cash-official @acloudyskye @viznode @suji_scared @ejtheloser @shameless_wav @jhlofficixl @gethosyne @envyline

As days
gone by 
I see your shadow walking
Surrounding my mind
In a dream  I cried
Beneath the star you cherish
Fading over time

(can't let go)
Just for now

(of hope)

Just for now


When I saw you with her
It felt like a volatile powder keg in the dark
When I saw you with her
You didn't dare to say that there was nothing wrong


Could I be your savior?
Swoopin' in and save you from hurt
Until then  I can't save you
Just for now

Just for now  just for now
Feeling like you're  feeling like you're gonna riot
Just for now  for now
How long can you hold out the pain?
Just for now


As I trace the line
Will we find our place in time?
As we say goodbye
In the silence  our hearts confined
Are we out of time?
As we're losing touch
Our love is fading
(Fading) 




I can tell you're not happy
After everything you told me
Standing helpless
How can I face everything
How could you bring me between
How could you?
(I don't blame you)


When I saw you with her
It felt like a volatile powder keg in the dark
When I saw you with her
I didn't dare to say that there was nothing wrong


I can't be your savior
Coming in to save you
Watching from afar I know you've had it rough
But it's not my fault that you gave up
I can't be your savior
Coming in to save you
You're not the only one around that's had enough
It's not my fault I've given up

JUST FOR NOW

this is the recycling bin for my fire beats

nowhere to be, ever (a remix for underscores x 8485)

dobi but its a second account