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A gleam on glass, a promise lightly spoken,
The moments fall, a slow and silent crime.
I sit here on the edge of a day broken,
Lost from the fading traces of his time.
A glassy shrine within my frozen hand,
Where his reflection, mute and still, is held.
A strange and half-believéd, distant land,
That will not open, that remains unspelled.

Is it only waiting? Is it only waiting?
This echo in the chamber of the soul?
To lose and never have had all control?
Is it only waiting? Is it only waiting?
A phantom promise falling into dust,
A wilting leaf betrayed by autumn's rust.

The world spins on, indifferent and fast,
A play of faces I no longer see.
An angel, maybe, from a sky downcast,
Looks on and wonders what has captured me.
The irony in glances passing by,
They cannot see the chasm deep and wide.
They cannot grasp the reasons that I lie
In wait for something that has already died.

Is it only waiting? Is it only waiting?
This echo in the chamber of the soul?
To lose and never have had all control?
Is it only waiting? Is it only waiting?
A phantom promise falling into dust,
A wilting leaf betrayed by autumn's rust.

Perhaps the test was never him to find,
But just to be, the self I left behind.
The silence grows where promises were spoken,
A brand new world inside of me has woken.
The emptiness becomes an endless space,
And on its shore, I see another face.

Is it only waiting? Is it only waiting?
This echo in the chamber of the soul?
To lose and never have had all control?
Is it only waiting? Is it only waiting?
A phantom promise falling into dust,
A wilting leaf betrayed by autumn's rust.
Is it only waiting? Is it only waiting?
The phantom promise has returned to dust,
And on new ground, I find a different trust.

The screen goes dark. No echo. Not a trace.
I breathe me out. I breathe me in. This space.

—
Arrangement and vocals: Volker Redder, Udio, Apple's GarageBand
Loops and samples: Volker Redder, Apple's GarageBand
Editing and sound design: Volker Redder, Ozone 11, Sound Studio, VirtualDJ, GarageBand
Lyrics: Volker Redder, translated with the help of Google Translate
Cover design: Volker Redder, Adobe Photoshop, ChatGPT

Is It Only Waiting?

Judges 3

Judges 18


[Intro]
It's your decision
To make your bed and then to lie in it
To say you love me, but then lie to me
To want what you want

[Verse]
And I shoulda seen it comin'
Knew that you were runnin'
Far away from me
Now you're gone
And it's your decision
To want what you want

[Verse]
And the heart wants what it wants
But the heart don't give a damn
About what's on your mind
And I wish I had control
But it don't go my way
And you don't know my pain
I can't let you go

[Chorus]
And
Our hearts wants what it want
What it wants
What it
What it
Wants(what it wants)
(What it wants)

[Verse]
Shoulda seen it comin'
Knew that you were runnin'
Far away from me
Now you're gone
And it's your decision
To want what you want

[Bridge]
And you want what you want
And you want what you want
And you want what you want

[Verse]
And you don't know my pain
I can't let you go
What can I really do
It's not like i could stop you
And I can't tell my heart 
To just drop 
To give up what it wants

[Chorus]
And
Our hearts wants what it want
What it wants
(What it wants)
And
Our hearts wants what it want
What it wants
What it
What it
Wants(what it wants)
(What it wants)

[Verse]
And what about my heart
What my heart wants (wants)
What my heart wants (wants)
What my heart what it wants


[Verse]
I don't got a problem with it
No no I'll be fine with it
Simply put, I'll be lonely and
You'll be happy
What your heart wants
You got and I get it
But how 'bout this heart

[Outro]
And what about my heart
What my heart wants (wants)
What my heart wants (wants)
What my heart what it wants
What heart wants what it want
(What it wants)






Heart Wants

In this sick 
And sad society 
Were distracted 
By the masses and 
That truth that be 
Chasing thrills 
In search of dopamine 
Finding 
drugs 
That get us high 
To numb the pain 
That seeps 
Deep within 
This is a bitter dream 
Torn apart 
All of our seems 
The furthest thing 
From teams 
Love is lost 
This is a tragedy 
How did this things turn out so 
 wrong 
This isn’t what it seems 

God please save us from me
Guide  be gently 
I don’t feel that good today
Please just keep the sin away 

Something right 
Feels so wrong 
Late night drives 
To this song 
Reminiscing 
Younger days 
Cos light was brighter
Now it’s gone 

Hard to sleep 
Getting long 
Wide awake 
Deep among 
Damaged souls 
Who long for answers 
Why their hearts 
Were stomped on 

In this dark 
And cold society 
Making fun of the weak 
And chasing clout for free 
Damaged goods 
Forget priorities 
Placing money over worship 
hooked on symphonies 
Now we’ve lost 
All sense of sanity 
Taking pride in temporary 
No humanity 
Oh Wrapped in lust
What is this fever dream 
Watching murder day to day
They turn it to a meme

GOD SAVE US

Smooth, head-nodding Neo-Soul about a magnetic connection that stops everything in its tracks. Short, syncopated vocal phrases float over a deep pocket groove, pulling the listener into a late-night vibe. This track is all about confidence, subtle flirtation, and letting the moment speak for itself.

Undeniable

Verse 1:
I lived my youth in shadows, felt my spirit bound
Couldn't trust the moments, with a fate I'd known around
I would insist, on a different twist
That a young heart must pursue, so much more to do
Than exist in the confines, where they said it would
I was reaching out with my own hands, hoping for some good
In this harsh world, I learned to truly stand, taking my own command
I'd weathered all that stuff, the cruel, endless bluff
And now it's time to rise for me, yeah, just for me

Pre-Chorus:
And you could easily gamble your entire self away
Minute after minute, and the fleeting day by day
You face the shadows, or you turn and walk away
It's a new dawn on a broken day
And a warm breath of life, just for me
And it was always good

Chorus:
I know that the shadows once were swords of a fighter
I know that the darkness felt like cruel, endless war
I know that illusions meant a price on my very soul
But that's not the true form of my heart
Oh, that's not the shape
The honest shape of my heart
No, that's not the true form of my heart

Verse 2:
I'd always held so tightly, when nothing truly felt safe
He gave me belief, to find my own convictions, to escape
Every risky choice I made, I paid back and more
Watch the pages turn and let the story unfold for me
I didn't need to settle with the life that they had dealt to me
I'd write it back, 'cause it's not the path it had to be
He saw the girl hiding, under pain and fright
He was my anchor, in the darkest of nights

Pre-Chorus:
And you could easily gamble your entire self away
Minute after minute, and the fleeting day by day
You face the shadows, or you turn and walk away
It's a new dawn on a broken day
And a warm breath of life, just for me
And it was always good

Chorus:
I know that the shadows once were swords of a fighter
I know that the darkness felt like cruel, endless war
I know that illusions meant a price on my very soul
But that's not the true form of my heart
Oh, that's not the shape
The honest shape of my heart
No, that's not the true form of my heart

Bridge:
They might call it wrong, say I was lost, and played a part
But lonely children often grow with a yearning in their heart
This world is filled with shadows, and moments shining bright
And love can find a pathway, through the longest night
I walked away to bloom alone, to find my inner grace
But our bond endured through time and space
He found his muses in my pain, I found my voice in him
A complex truth, a precious win

Pre-Chorus 2:
And you could easily gamble your entire self away
Minute after minute, and the fleeting day by day
You face the shadows, or you turn and walk away
It's a new dawn on a broken day
And a warm breath of life, just for me
And I'm finding peace now

Chorus:
I know that the shadows once were swords of a fighter
I know that the darkness felt like cruel, endless war
I know that illusions meant a price on my very soul
But that's not the true form of my heart
Oh, that's not the shape
The honest shape of my heart
No, that's not the true form of my heart

Outro:
My heart... yeah...
It's pure...

Shape Of My Heart

„unscharf“ bewegt sich durch Augenblicke, die verschwimmen wie eine halb vergessene Erinnerung. Gesichter hinter verregneten Scheiben, flüchtige Küsse, Lachen, das verhallt – alles wirkt zugleich nah und unerreichbar. Es ist ein Lied über das Leben, die Liebe und Erinnerungen, die sich dem klaren Blick entziehen und uns in einem Schwebezustand zurücklassen – bittersüß und wunderschön zugleich. Jeder Satz fängt die Zartheit dessen ein, was man nicht festhalten kann.

“unscharf” drifts through moments that blur like a half-remembered dream. Faces behind rain-streaked windows, fleeting kisses, laughter that echoes and dissolves—everything feels both close and unreachable. It’s a song about how life, love, and memory can slip out of focus, leaving us suspended in a haze that’s beautiful and heartbreaking all at once. With every word, it captures the sweetness of something you can’t quite hold on to.

Unscharf

Ein Polaroid
Falsch belichtet
Genau richtig
Unscharf

Dein Gesicht im Zugfenster
Verschwommen hinter Regentropfen
Wunderschön
Aber unscharf

Ein Hund läuft durch den Nebel
Als wäre er selbst ein Geheimnis
Arschkalt
Alles unscharf

Das ganze Leben ist unscharf
Ab und zu
Auch die Zukunft, unscharf
Genau wie du
Hey - traumhaft, super
Ich fühl mich high

Und…

Schon wieder vorbei
Vorbei

Stimmen, die sich überlagern
Bis man irgendwann nichts mehr versteht
Chaotisch
Und unscharf

Erinnerungen
Ist das echt so passiert?
Ehrlich?
So was von unscharf

Die Konturen der Stadt
Vernebelt von zu viel Wein
Muss wohl so sein
Alles unscharf
Alles kippt

Mein Leben ist unscharf
Ab und zu
Meine Zukunft, unscharf
Genauso wie du
Alles traumhaft, alles super
Ich bin high

Und…

Schon wieder vorbei
Aus und vorbei

Dein Kuss
Ein kurzer Blitz
Der Rest bleibt verwackelt

Dein Lachen
Ein Echo, das sich verliert
Bevor ich’s zu packen kriege
Schluss aus
Ende Gelände
Unscharf
Selbst du…

Das Leben ist unscharf
Ab und zu
Auch die Zukunft, unscharf
Genau wie du
Traumhaft, super
Ich fühl mich high

Und…

Alles vorbei
Vorbei

An und für sich…


unscharf

Not everyone will handle your truth, and that’s OK. This is for the souls who still speak light even in the dark. May this song hold space for your fire, your softness, and your faith. Full, fierce, and unapologetically you. #TruthOfTheHeart #SonicDominion #DancehallSoul #Unapologetic

TRUTH OF THE HEART

"Redder" is a palindrome. Like "racecar" or "level". These pieces of music ain't.

My name is Volker Redder, online I go by "docredder." It all came about because I studied biology and computer science for a long time and received my doctorate as the crowning achievement of my academic career.
As a child, I sang Bach in the church's „Knabenchor Unser Lieben Frauen“ because my mother thought it was good for my soul. And it was, until, thanks to an excellent teacher, I realized that music is like mathematics. After that, I loved not only music but also mathematics and all sciences based on mathematics: physics, biology, chemistry, computer science. So, I went straight into the natural sciences and engineering. Yes, I studied a lot. However, a university career wasn't for me. I wanted to monetize the findings of the various sciences (you can't live on air and love alone) and founded over a dozen companies. Because who wants life to follow a clear formula? I certainly didn't. In addition to adventurous entrepreneurship, the subsequent career in politics (German Bundestag), and a growing family, I was constantly picking up the guitar or keyboard, which is what you do when you want to escape the chaos of everyday life.
Should I say I'm a virtuoso? No. That would be a lie. I'm just too lazy for that. Laziness, or in modern parlance, "efficiency," is a principle for me. And so I founded my "own studio," consisting of a lot of electronics and software. The hipsters call it DIY. I call it "not wanting to act like a big shot and book expensive recording studios." I'm a one-man orchestra, a chef-d'oeuvre who spends all day producing pop, rock, indie, and ambient mishmash until he finally finds it he likes. My menu? Pink Floyd, Genesis, Supertramp, Muse, Zappa, Miles Davis, and many more. Yes, all at once. I told you: mishmash.
There are guys who write music to become famous. Then there's me. I write music to keep myself from going crazy. Sometimes it's funny, sometimes there's melancholy in it, sometimes it's stories from literature or something sci-fi. Or from Tinder dates my daughters have told me. I mean, who hasn't wondered what "being in Tinder light" is? Exactly. I wrote it down. I use everything I can get my hands on: GarageBand, samples, my voice, AI voices, Udio, VirtualDJ, everything! I don't care if purists say it's no longer art. It doesn't matter, the main thing is that my music feels like a window you can look out of and discover something new again and again.
Every song becomes a little adventure. Sometimes I start with a line, sometimes with a feeling I can't shake. It's like an escape from reality, except in the end, there's no escape. And that's a good thing. This is how I stay grounded. Okay, grounded isn't the right word either. Let me put it this way: I've stayed true to myself. And I'm grateful for everyone who listens, shares, or comments.
It makes me feel like I'm not completely alone in this madness. So if you also like songs that don't follow the rules, I'd be happy if you joined in. After all, the world is crazy enough.
You have to fight that with music. I mean, that's logical, right?