[notes:// YOOO WHY THE FUCK IS THERE AN 11 SECOND TAIL AT THE END WHAT THE FUCKCKKKCKK.]

@ogpichu

lyrics:

i never thought,
itll be so hard 2 be alone...
im scarred 
i jus wanna be someone
nd hold my own
i tried 2 reason w u but u jus give me shit
(thru all the tears)
tell me u remember my love, my lips on ur lips
(thru all the fears)

a living nightmare
(trying not 2 fall asleep zzz)
y arent u right here?
(where were u for me)
maybe u dont care
(dont try and disagree)
wish u were right there
(clearing this debris)

i never thought itll be like this
throwing up broken my ribs...
we said we'll never be like this
then tell me what the fuck is this

tell me what the fuck i did :/

tell me, please tell me
cuz im lost again i cant explain
getting used 2 feeling pain
i see faces in the rain
ill talk 2 them 
ill share my pain
open old wounds scars on my veins
feeling weighed down 
ball and a chain
no matter how hard i try the pain remains,
the pain remains...

i never thought,
itll be so hard 2 be alone...
im scarred 
i jus wanna be someone
nd hold my own
i tried 2 reason w u but u jus give me shit
(thru all the tears)
tell me u remember my love, my lips on ur lips
(thru all the fears)

i tried 2 reason w u but u just gave me shit
tell me u remember my love, ur lips on my lips...

remember u (pichu)

ty for all the lov on this :D
@domerrz
@lilac

[@domerrz]
I feel damaged to my core
push me to the side, you throw me down
collapsing on the floor
red roses when I look around
all these feelings, I can't manage
really I don't understand it
I just don't get how you feel
my heart shattered cannot heal

I cant look her in the eyes
you move forward, left me behind
while I cant stand to live a lie
I wish I could just rewind

cuz I've been stuck in a rut
blinded by your love
I just cant move on
got me throwin up

and I think I'm done
done feeling numb
everything uve done
always comes back around

yea i tried too hard
just 2 end up all scarred
u break my heart
left me falling right apart in the rain
I've lost my escape
I'm rotting away where I stand

and nothing feels real I feel like I'm better off dead
and nothing feels real I feel like I'm better off dead

I start to think I lost it all
and maybe I've fallen down to far
and u just go ignore it all
so I start to think that I cant love at all
I've shattered into pieces
don't know what to believe in
maybe I was destined to feel this way

I feel damaged to my core
push me to the side, you throw me down
collapsing on the floor
red roses when I look around
all these feelings, I can't manage
really I don't understand it
I just don't get how you feel
my heart shattered cannot heal

spotify

heal (lilac)

a lab w my bestest buddy yoku boku [@yokulol] 

sampled this: https://soundcloud.com/ihatebixby/taste-of-melancholy?si=6e560e95eb494c8da9b3949a1301defc&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

self prod as usual

people keep asking for lyrics - ill try to do them from now on but me and my friends freestyle most of the stuff we make 

[bixby sample part thing]

[yoku boku]:
its uuuu
in my head
yeye
ye its time
i really like u 
even though i wanna lie about it
ion even wanna talk about it
no i nvr did
idk if i ever wna see u again
but thats the price to pay
with what i got with u
cuz of that pretty face <3

[bixby sample part thing]

[me]:
sometimes 
i wonder what u would be like
if u 
tried to be nice to me
ye im so sorry
but i tried my best4uu
{ye}
2many emotions 
im
2heartbroken

[halftime part inspired by @ketsai]

the sample!

see u again +yoku

+ @domerrz
@yashio20k, @neohnq

@owtiss
if i had a wish i would make things right
wait with bated breath till the day i die
i dont wna see if i see u cry
hope that i can make u mine this time
if i had a wish i would make things right
wait with bated breath till the day i die
i dont wna see if i see u cry
hope that i can make u mine this time

@dommerz
you take away my pain and give me all the blame 
but i cant be the one (i cant stay Q_Q)
its driving me insane
cause i cant be the only one that cares these things they never change
 I wanna make things right 
I may never win but at least i try 
shed another tear out these tear-stained eyes 
wish there was a way to do it right

(cause maybe im too scared to fade off and fall 
cant bring myself to pickup ur calls
Im too scared to shatter it all
if i just had a wish yea)

wish w/ dom (yashio, neohn)

mastered by me <3
we mixed our own vocals
featuring my homie @rans0m <3
produced by @shatter3d + @prod_dxvi + @bazington
[hook]
i like being alone because of my social anxiety
all the lyrics in my songs is my personal diary
i think i'm starting to get love sick
you're a wizard not falling for your tricks
you took my heart and crushed it into a ditch
my brains malfunctioning i think you made it glitch
[rans0m]
i don't like your company
we are finished why you keep on dragging it?
took too many pills don't know what is happening
i always do it wrong you're always getting mad at me
wake up i don't wanna go on
they hate us but they're gonna grow on me
i won't take it back now
i won't take it back now
[hook]
i like being alone because of my social anxiety
all the lyrics in my songs is my personal diary
i think i'm starting to get love sick
you're a wizard not falling for your tricks
you took my heart and crushed it into a ditch
my brains malfunctioning i think you made it glitch

lovesick

on spotify >.<

lovesick + rans0m (shatter3d x dxvi x baz)

lately I feel like I'm not enough 
I'm trying to run somewhere but I feel like I'm stuck 
I feel like all I ever do is fuck it up
when I look into your eyes I fall in love

lately I've been running out of options
I don't want to focus on emotions
I need you bad please just keep your heart open
I love you bad could you keep your heart open

if I stay this way baby would you love me?
I'm not perfect, baby tell me do you trust me?
if you need to I will let you cut me 
whatever you need baby you know that you got it 

if you need me you know that I'm on it 
please don't deceive me, baby please be honest
and if you cheat me I don't want your sorry's
please just hold me and tell me that I'm alright

enough (prod. malloy)

prod @decago

everytime i shut my eyes
i see u in my dreams
they just want me to be someone that they need 
but they never look at me ;/
i dont even know who i wanna be
i just get crushed underneath
i cant get back on my feet
i just wish u would stay with me
maybe then i'll know what's wrong me

so remind me when i wake up
need ur help so i can get back up
when im on my own i cant stand up
everytime i try i just get stuck
i collapse down on the floor (s/o @domerrz)
then you put me down some more
now my hands are getting sore
i cant do this anymore :(

i cant take this anymore
everyday i'm so paranoid
but im not your toy
but im not your toy >;(

paranoid (decago)

amv - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Xchqg7hgWwg

@domerrz
@owtiss
@1yeezo

instagram.com/01domerz
instagram.com/owtiss1
instagram.com/1yeezo

1/4 <3

prod me :DD
additional guitar by yeezo

[@domerrz]
thats the way im feeling now 
go to sleep wake up w dry eyes
told myself I wouldnt cry
with whats left nothings going right
need u out my sight
but i still wanna know whats on ur mind
just because im wrong doesnt make u right
and all the words u said left some pain behind

[@owtiss]
i just wanna sort my feelings out
im tired of hearing the same old lines
wonder what i can do now
wonder if i can make this right
never got to say goodbye is it over
yk i was always terrified of growing older
i remember times u would cry on my shoulder
it gets hard to breath as the weather gets colder

dry eyes w/ owtiss

decided to make a part 2 for https://soundcloud.com/1akura/lost-all-i-got-02ashes-1
prod drmabeats
lyrics:

that day u told me its over
nowadays its all i think ab
ur heartt gets cold like october
cn u pls tell me wen things went right south
whts on ur mind, can u pls let it out
1 day ur fine, the next u yell so loud
idk why i cant figure this out
idk why i cant figure this out

my tears r falling the thoughts when i still think of u
tryna move on becuz i do not wanna see this thru
n all those wrds u said to me u know they hurt me 2
u lie alot i hope that karma comes right back 2 u

my tears r falling the thoughts when i still think of u
tryna move on becuz i do not wanna see this thru
n all those wrds u said to me u know they hurt me 2
u lie alot i hope that karma comes right back 2 u

when its time ill come out
from this mess out my shell
say ur fine i cant tell
(tht ur really not)
but i guess time will tell
when will i find myself
stuck in the pits of hell
(ik u never cared)

now im done stop tryin
u tried to take it all from me
yea i stopped, stopped cryin
from memories that made me bleed
yea im done stop tryin
ur somethin that ill never need
ur evil stay away ffrom me
i swear that ur heart is full of greed

whts on ur mind, can u pls let it out
1 day ur fine, the next u yell so loud
idk why i cant figure this out
idk why i cant figure this out

my tears r falling the thoughts when i still think of u
tryna move on becuz i do not wanna see this thru
n all those wrds u said to me u know they hurt me 2
u lie alot i hope that karma comes right back 2 u

my tears r falling the thoughts when i still think of u
tryna move on becuz i do not wanna see this thru
n all those wrds u said to me u know they hurt me 2
u lie alot i hope that karma comes right back 2 u

lost all i got pt. 2

@ihateukidu ^^ 

u gave me sum to believe in, you left, time to let it go
ive lost so much dont even care its time i walk this road alone
i cannot get it back
all of the times weve had
how did it get this bad
i wish id do it all again

i cannot get back x6
all of the times we had x6
x2


fuck it all i guess its over
one look at you fucked up to sober
im looking at these pictures on my phone
tears runnin down my cheek 
i cant stand the thought of me being alone
its really damaging

(ohhh, just forget ab it
yea ill just forget ab it
ohhh, these thoughts r makin me go violent
ohhh, just forget ab it
i cannot forget ab it
all dese fuckn memories r rushin back makin me go violent)

u gave me sum to believe in, you left, time to let it go
ive lost so much dont even care its time i walk this road alone
i cannot get it back
all of the times weve had
how did it get this bad
i wish id do it all again

i cannot get back x6
all of the times we had x6
x2

song inspo by @whyhaze and @mental

get it back (kidu)

@mental

(in the abyss, the darkness x2)

trynna fall into a dream
but i cnt close my eyes ><
wht does it rlly mean
when i just wanna cry?
cn i cry inside ur arms?
it makes me feel alright...
cn u hold me in ur arms
until i feel alright?

maybe i jus think
abt it way too long :/
chewing all these pills
till my jaw hurts all night long
nd do i make a difference?
i cant tell at all
will i make it thru
when i was meant to fall?

in the abyss, the darkness...
where i was meant to fall, where i was meant to fall
in the abyss, the darkness...
with my back against the wall, theres no where else to fall
in the abyss, the darkness...
maybe its where i belong, its where i belong
in the abyss, the darkness...
nd ill still remember everything, even when im gone

(in the abyss, the darkness)
(cn u hear me on this song?
hear me on this song?)
(in the abyss, the darkness)
(ive been crying all night long,
crying all night long)

x2

heal (lilac)

dom

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