arid - for U (skunc + nesa) #us

[notes:// i fixed the tail, ogs will remember.]

@ogpichu

lyrics:

i never thought,
itll be so hard 2 be alone...
im scarred 
i jus wanna be someone
nd hold my own
i tried 2 reason w u but u jus give me shit
(thru all the tears)
tell me u remember my love, my lips on ur lips
(thru all the fears)

a living nightmare
(trying not 2 fall asleep zzz)
y arent u right here?
(where were u for me)
maybe u dont care
(dont try and disagree)
wish u were right there
(clearing this debris)

i never thought itll be like this
throwing up broken my ribs...
we said we'll never be like this
then tell me what the fuck is this

tell me what the fuck i did :/

tell me, please tell me
cuz im lost again i cant explain
getting used 2 feeling pain
i see faces in the rain
ill talk 2 them 
ill share my pain
open old wounds scars on my veins
feeling weighed down 
ball and a chain
no matter how hard i try the pain remains,
the pain remains...

i never thought,
itll be so hard 2 be alone...
im scarred 
i jus wanna be someone
nd hold my own
i tried 2 reason w u but u jus give me shit
(thru all the tears)
tell me u remember my love, my lips on ur lips
(thru all the fears)

i tried 2 reason w u but u just gave me shit
tell me u remember my love, ur lips on my lips...

remember u (pichu)

[victxrw]

y cant u feel wht i feel?
tell me whts the deal whts the deal
i cant even start and try to heal
i cant even tell wht is real...

cuz i try so hard
nd then i fall so far
is it rlly that hard?
to hide a shattered heart?

[ch2rms]

i cant take it any longer
other words i do not even bother
oh cause it dont work
and we strangers again and again
we going up off in circles
and u calling me out which is very hurtful
take her took you to the grave thats a dirtful
so much lean so i gotta stay purple

?

[victxrw]

its all over again
hate going from friends to strangers
to lovers, then strangers again
im feeling exhausted
tired of getting injured, healing, then injured again :(

y cant u feel wht i feel?
tell me whts the deal whts the deal
i cant even start and try to heal
i cant even tell wht is real...

cuz i try so hard
nd then i fall so far
is it rlly that hard?
to hide a shattered heart?

rest w/ mental [rippo + deadat18]

https://soundcloud.com/ilylucina
https://soundcloud.com/yashio20k
https://soundcloud.com/1wasterr
i still try to just make it right 
ur just trying to waste my time
i know u never asked but im doing fine
100 on the dash in that bitch u know im flying
"just give me one more try, i swear i'll make it right" 
i'm done with all the lies i dont wanna fight 
i'm just sick and tired of doing this all the time
if you dont really want me then go make up ur mind

fast whip skirt off 
bad bitch took her shirt off
sipping on the syrup
get my bands we're up
where I land? Europe
srt burn up
loud bass turn up
ya bitch asked for a photo

know this the wrong way just to feel too
do me the wrong way ima kill you
stuck in the wrong days tryna heal you
im sorry i had enough
sorry im tired of calling your bluff
this bitch getting passed like a puff
you were my mistress but now you’re a dump

stack it up right to the sun
like they wanna be me these niggas my son
yeah i cannot fuck with no one
im stuck on the tv bitch smoking a blunt
smoke the rest till im done
fast track #1 🏁
fat ass wanna cuff
and i miss yo badass off the drugs

trying w/ lucina (yashio +wasterr)

@victxrw @reincarnatesociety

last time i loved i think i learned the truth
and i watch as the vow that i made leaves with you
i dont wanna start over again but i have to 
move along the way without you 
and now its back to the smalltalk and the butterflies
why would i get butterflies if they all just die
no matter how hard i try, youre just unsatisfied 
theres no more tears you can wipe, cause all my tears are all dry --

nabi ft. victxrw

prod Herbert the cat 
@h3artch3rades

song already got posted on an archive but idc

i cant let u in
dont know where u been
think ill let it slide
i cant think bout it
i cant make amends
i dont wanna be friends
guess im on my own
no more promises
no where else to run
no more waking up
think I've had enough
I think that I'm done
cant help feeling dumb
its not what I want
everybody looking now
guess I jumped the gun

@h3artch3rades

i cant let u in
dont know where u been
think ill let it slide
i cant think bout it
i cant make amends
i dont wanna be friends
guess im on my own
no more promises
no where else to run
no more waking up
think I've had enough
I think that I'm done
cant help feeling dumb
its not what I want
everybody looking now
guess I jumped the gun

no more promises

amv - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aoR8Jdom6QQ

@domerrz
@whyhaze
@victxrw
@rewind214

instagram.com/01domerz/
instagram.com/whyhaze/
instagram.com/victxrw/
instagram.com/rwnd214/

[@domerrz]
i can't run
where's the fun in this if i'm still feelin numb?
took my heart in ur hands u crushed it to dust
and oh its so wrong
been hurtin for too long 
I cried when uUu left 
I turn then ur gone :/

[@whyhaze]
my heart no longer beats
i die when you leave
i tried to get it back
but it’s all for you to keep
i turn when you’re gone
toss and turn in my sleep 
keep my head down when i walk
cuz i wish you were next to me
i know it’s all hard to process 
i turned when you walked away
i keep walking
I took too much feels like I’m falling and falling 
feels like I’m running and running, but what we had just keeps calling me. 
I keep my head up high, my body still on the ground
Will you be there when I need you
I pick you up when you’re down 
I’ll ask you am I enough 
enough for you to stay around 
enough for you to stay

[@victxrw]
u didnt notice
how time flies
feels like im floating
i close my eyes
i say tht im hoping
tht we'll be fine
my chest is wide open
waiting 2 die

simply im not enough
im not enough for u
i know this feeling sucks 
just wait for me a day or 2
just wait for me my luv
i care i swear i do
they caught me coughing up my blood 
its only for uUu

SPOTIFY

i cried when uUu left w/ whyhaze, victxrw (rewind)

prod.
@jichuuu

notes:
goat prod jichu
no matter what u say, ill be right by ur side
till 3005..

//

[shiro]
yh, u already kno that its obvious
that i want to be by ur side yh
but u already kno how it goes
people fk w/u n they gone 

and i already kno
that i fell for ur tricks
but i know its my fault
that i trusted u, n i cant believe that 
its really true
that i miss u
and i cant talk to u, bc we're through
but, im still reminiscing u
no matter what u say
im js losing all of my day
js thinkin bout u
ur like, my drug, my ectasy
i cant live w/o u n me

walk out, s class, in a m3
n u cant figure out that u want me
so im always feelin worthless,
push me to the side, like im bronny in the draft pick
  
lately idk how to feel
uve been on my mind n i cant seem to change what im thinkin
so im always prayin that u make it
n i hope ur the doin the same for me
is it make believe, that u care for me
thats what it seems yh
and its js bringing me down

[hook]

//

by ur side『jichu』

NEW PLAN

翠蓮-suiren

if it's from the heart

@remedysnuts
@reincarnatesociety