Features & Production

cover by me

0:00 - solo
0:52 - solo
1:05 - solo
1:43 - solo
1:57 - solo
2:10 - solo
2:40 - solo
3:04 - solo
3:56 - w/ @sterlingbidler
4:24 - w/ @seraphicwings
5:17 - w/ @seraphicwings @fleshtoflesh @artisama
6:14 - w/ @avstys @fivefingersnoah
7:03 - solo
7:41 - solo
8:30 - w/ @fivefingersnoah
8:56 - solo
9:47 - w/ @yupekosi
11:06 - solo
11:45 - solo
12:25 - solo
12:48 - solo
13:14 - solo
13:39 - solo
14:00 - w/ @aizeks
14:26 - w/ @chewy
14:51 - solo
15:14 - solo
15:56 - solo
16:22 - solo

January Clips 2025

vocals, lyrics, production, mixing, mastering, guitar, cover art by Domino Paranoia
drums by Sterling Bidler

Hiding away from you
Hiding away from you
You give us discomfort
I don't wanna see you live
I don't wanna see you live

I disrespect myself
I disrespect my elders
They'd murder me
I'll fight through their ideals while screaming Boxer Mom

Hiding away from you
Hiding away from you
You give us discomfort
I don't wanna see you live
I don't wanna see you

Hiding away from you
Hiding away from you
You give us discomfort
I don't wanna see you live
I don't wanna see you live

Hiding Away

the soundtrack to my loneliness as a transgender human being in nc circa early to mid 2025 <3
credits


Domino Paranoia - production, mixing, vocals(1-7,9-13,15,16), lyrics(1-7,9-13,15,16), guitar(3,8,11,16), synth(7,8,9,12), keyboard(11,16), field recordings(13,16), percussion(2,8,12), noise(9)

akaJazy - field recordings(2)

Sterling Bidler - drums(3), noise(11), guitar(15)

iiv4rii - co production(4), guitar(4)
PinaepplaGog - co production(4), guitar(4)

JDisk - co production(10,13)
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Recorded; February 2024 - June 2024

Bleeding Out

Unicorn Death

ive finished this version days after Boxer Mom released. this is how the song was originally structured but at the time i couldnt figure out how to make the 1st half of this song sound "right" to me. it was a mixing problem lol. so i scrapped it and only used the 2nd half. which was easier to mix. and im not ashamed. because it did make the album slightly shorter than it couldve been but only by a little bit. i went back to the songs project file and messed with it some more and now here u go. hopefully u enjoy this! fun fact this song is also known as "Trans Life of Remembrance".  

vocals, lyrics, production, mixing, keyboard, guitar, cover art by Domino Paranoia
noise by Sterling Bidler

Punch my pillow
Punch my face
Punch that murderer 
back to the grave

They wanna kill us
They wanna kill me
They wanna kill u
They wanna kill us
They wanna kill me
They wanna kill us
They wanna kill me
They wanna kill u
They wanna kiss us
They wanna kill me

Every month is a celebration 
Every day
Every year
Every death
Count it

Punch my pillow
Punch my face
(Punch that murderer back to the grave)
Grave to a grave to a start of a grave for the fuck of it

Unicorn Death (Extended V.)

the music alias of Catherine Gray aka DJ Witch B!tch