(Prod.Pieper Beats)https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qVsztZrS8_c
IG:@omega_dony702
Lyrics:
My life’s a mess 
because I’m a mess
And the less I stress 
the more I seem to dress 
and the more I pretend my zest 
no more I claim the best 
I move out west to test 
my life with a bullet proof vest 
I’m afraid of press, 
afraid of sex 
afraid to change my mind and rest 
Sometimes I can’t get outside my head 
Sometimes I really think that I’m dead
Would I be better off if I wasn’t with you
I don’t wanna think that thought could be true 
I know sometimes it’s hard to move on 
and I can’t deal with myself so write these songs 
my ‘Diffidence’ has always proved me wrong 
I know I’ll make it there it won’t be long 
So close but yet so far
My pain it leaves a scar 
Alone inside my car
Stuck in my mind like tar
Why am I afraid of me
Why can’t I live happily
Why am I so damn naive 
Sometimes I wish I could just go leave
Away from this fucking city 
I feel like so many hate me
And I look at them and feel envy 
That’s why I can’t live happy
Everyday I wake up shitty
You bob your head but do you really feel me
I feel like everyone’s fake 
I can’t trust no one these days
I am so ashamed 
Ever since that day I ain’t been the same
How long, how long, how long
Does it take to really move on
Cuz I don’t think I got the patience 
Surrounded by the opps temptations 
I know God doesn’t want me to feel hatred 
But I can’t take this so How long, how long, how long
My life’s a mess 
because I’m a mess
And the less I stress 
the more I seem to dress 
and the more I pretend my zest 
no more I claim the best 
I move out west to test 
my life with a bullet proof vest 
I’m afraid of press, 
afraid of sex 
afraid to change my mind and rest

Diffidence (Prod. Pieper Beats)

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Diffidence (Prod. Pieper Beats)

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