(Prod.Pieper Beats)https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qVsztZrS8_c
IG:@omega_dony702
Lyrics:
My life’s a mess 
because I’m a mess
And the less I stress 
the more I seem to dress 
and the more I pretend my zest 
no more I claim the best 
I move out west to test 
my life with a bullet proof vest 
I’m afraid of press, 
afraid of sex 
afraid to change my mind and rest 
Sometimes I can’t get outside my head 
Sometimes I really think that I’m dead
Would I be better off if I wasn’t with you
I don’t wanna think that thought could be true 
I know sometimes it’s hard to move on 
and I can’t deal with myself so write these songs 
my ‘Diffidence’ has always proved me wrong 
I know I’ll make it there it won’t be long 
So close but yet so far
My pain it leaves a scar 
Alone inside my car
Stuck in my mind like tar
Why am I afraid of me
Why can’t I live happily
Why am I so damn naive 
Sometimes I wish I could just go leave
Away from this fucking city 
I feel like so many hate me
And I look at them and feel envy 
That’s why I can’t live happy
Everyday I wake up shitty
You bob your head but do you really feel me
I feel like everyone’s fake 
I can’t trust no one these days
I am so ashamed 
Ever since that day I ain’t been the same
How long, how long, how long
Does it take to really move on
Cuz I don’t think I got the patience 
Surrounded by the opps temptations 
I know God doesn’t want me to feel hatred 
But I can’t take this so How long, how long, how long
My life’s a mess 
because I’m a mess
And the less I stress 
the more I seem to dress 
and the more I pretend my zest 
no more I claim the best 
I move out west to test 
my life with a bullet proof vest 
I’m afraid of press, 
afraid of sex 
afraid to change my mind and rest

Diffidence (Prod. Pieper Beats)

Understand Me Prod.By[Fly Melodies x CorMill]

Mixing, Mastering, and Engineering by Joey Barone
https://www.facebook.com/Hooligan1Productions/

Production and Sampling by Phi Dao
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC9--Tii7tGU63Gdbjwi6QGw 
https://soundcloud.com/phi-dao-music

Cover Art by Brandon Figueroa
https://www.youtube.com/user/ExplosiveCake
https://www.facebook.com/toasterbrutals/

lyrics:
Drug 
Spread me thin, wear me out 
Show me love 


I'm not in touch with my feelings 
Unless they get aggressive 
My whole world is distorted 
Make inconceivable notions 
Between the time clocks 
And I ain't saying I don't trust you 
But I'm buying locks 

And I ain't saying that I love you yet 
Want to make the most of what we got 
Before I lose you 
If heaven don't work out you got a spot to stoop to 

Hit my line when you're tired of all the blind dates 
Fuck me til you find your soulmate 

And that's my probate 

Bet your nigga never hit it like I can 
Back lot straight from the sprite can 
You bought it for lunch 

And uppercuts to the gut 
Are always provided for free 
Bitch who allowed you to speak 
Shit for the week I just been stressin 

Hustling 

Pops my best example 
Bitch I'm bustin off 

This ain't no cliche you fuckin with 
Bitch I will cut you off 

Keep our Hearts so disconnected 
We just busted off 
The Lust is off 
But still my drug

10. C a L M

Mixing, Mastering, and Engineering by Joey Barone
https://www.facebook.com/Hooligan1Productions/

Production and Sampling by Phi Dao
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC9--Tii7tGU63Gdbjwi6QGw 
https://soundcloud.com/phi-dao-music

Cover Art by Brandon Figueroa
https://www.youtube.com/user/ExplosiveCake
https://www.facebook.com/toasterbrutals/

Lyrics:
I just wake up and hope 
The sun would just explode 
I've been looking for a 
(One way, one way, one way 
One way) ticket off of this road 

Arsonist 
Its Nothing but arsenic 
If we're being honest 
We are above the shit but 
Talk up the politics 
I'm fed up with all of this 

Blood on my hands 
I keep making incisions 
Blood on your hands 
Cus you stall, indecision 
One click and you're dead 
Breathe put two in your head

04. Replaced

1 2 Step (Chrxme Mix)

"In Hi$ Image [ EXP 1 ]"

Wraith

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Diffidence (Prod. Pieper Beats)

Omega