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Ramblings Of A Dying Adolescence

rec_396 (demo)

may as well

five times fast is a test
cause you can’t say it
seems like i really missed out
on ‘stay right where you are'
and why would i want the silence
of long walks?
i thought i’d give them a shot
i’m a little better than that


turn out all of the lights
i like it real slow
eyes set it apart
my mom won’t ever know
why i’m so hot on the mic like my father
if i could sing i’d be signed but i ain’t blessed at it all

baby it’s the time to be full, kiss me till the days i am gone
you got a lot on my hands, can you feel them falling?
i’m like a daughter of four, a quarter of all the rest
and no, sad songs aren’t the best
you're cherry red in the face, thats how i like you the best.

real slow

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME, 18 18 18 <333

ARTWORK BY MY MOM HAHA

people are a plague and this change is such a chore
that i do not feel the need to be a body anymore
or feed on the remains of a dead and distant place
where a haircut can fit my face

mommy made me awake
in a place that can only hate me
mommy made beautiful babies
but first mommy made me

haircut (for mom)

Peripheral Vision

Cutting My Fingers Off

Buy/DL

affection.

Weather by someone

limited lathe cut record available here: https://skirts.bandcamp.com/album/night-walks-in-love

night walks/in love

@rogerlagoon
@heurtcorp
artwork by hilste
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arthrn & roger lagoon - cřest

https://open.spotify.com/artist/5hnyC4bUFY6noE8ALoHCA0?si=oJhzs-kiRjedYw4VWSE9OQ
https://music.apple.com/us/artist/derek-farias/1215199614

gurl 1 (new ep out now everywhere)

i still remember who i was last summer (acoustic) — old gray

Anthology

Worst Party Ever - Sub Bean Every Day

Worst Party Ever - Big Wave

Peach Pit (Porches cover)

Cya (extended) - Nipple Tapes

cover photo taken by mads

chain smoke the hunger away
only eating one meal a day
on a good day, but the good days
will never come

i got so used to loss
that is sort of became part of me
i lose myself in my head
i lose my patience in the agony

i lost my youth in the fallout
of somebody else

who took advantage of trust
and left me hating myself

it's always there in my dreams
i put myself through your hell

why did you do those things to me?

sit down on the side of my bed
and contemplate the endless nothing sat inside of my head
it's such a slow burn, but the candle
is always lit

i got so used to fear
it learned to manifest in me
i fear the ending of it all
i fear your reckless apathy

i fear that everything's boring
and nothing will help

it's like it's all in a cycle
my dwindling health

i feel the breath of the reaper
on the side of my neck

why do i still get out of bed?

reckless apathy

orel shapey

not my music

https://goodbyemax.bandcamp.com/track/the-rest-is-a-lie

The Rest Is A Lie - Goodbye Max

https://mentalhealthcomp.bandcamp.com/album/running-from-the-dark

"Running from the Dark is an album compiled in honor of mental health awareness month. Each track was graciously donated by the artist and many include personal explorations of mental health.

All proceeds from this compilation will be donated to the National Alliance on Mental Illness. NAMI is the nation’s largest grassroots mental health organization dedicated to building better lives for the millions of Americans affected by mental illness. "

orel shapey

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