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Vibes 2.0

The Upload

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performed, written, & produced by me @mental
featuring @blxty

[mental]
i could never hate u
doesnt matter what u do
i know that u hate me
usually i hate me too
tired of complaining
but idk what else to do
tired of explaining
every wrong move i choose

feels like ive lost every reason
nobody else to believe in
think ive got too many secrets
so i keep sleeping and dreaming
that once for a change i could feel something else
and it pains me to stay with the cards ive been dealt
i could keep moving forwards and look for some help
but id rather exist with just u and myself <3

[blxty]
so bby tell me what hits harder den my words
i'm sick n tired of explaining so u first
i still cant find it so i cant tell u my worth
so bby would tell me would u feel the same..
if u were hurt
Like wud it work?
wud u find me useful?
or wud i b like dirt?
and maybe it's just a process
One that i can not process
bang my head n the wall
and u wont tell me i lost it
pls jus tell me i lost it

https://open.spotify.com/album/5dkyRFb1yJPEI0MDEtQi8v?si=7obS22PkQE-X6LH4oxsTHA

after you feat blxty

prod. @ayyitsryo + 333ri + me

lyrics:
i
i've been doing all right
going thru another "break" again
and fake amends
i sit thru all her lies

i've been asking u
why
are u wasting ur time
it will never be the same again
we play pretend
i sit thru all the fights

i've been walking on glass all weekend
find your reason
to fight again tonight

when i'm yelling till u cry again
and lie again
u want it

fight again
and die again
i'm on it

why do u keep asking what i'm on

it's some sick
entertainment
living off the drugs and a love that is misery

quick
a replacement
urs is more significant than all the other drugs i'm on

if i'm feeling better i'm not quitting i'm just moving on

i might leave a letter on ur mattress at the brink of

dawn again
i'm wrong again

i wrote another
song again
about ur friends

i've tried too many times to pull these strings back to the start

cuz when u cried
in ur bedroom
u didn't have to
tear me apart

and when i lie
i protect u
from these bad moods
i play my part

cry again (ryo + 333ri + st jimmy)

truth

JOHNNY TEST [PROD. WENDIGO]

blackwinterwells [https://soundcloud.com/blackwinterwells] featuring me

[Dream_1]

plastic w/ blackwinterwells

album otw

prod weloveyouty

@chanelfather
@reachelliott

fwm ft elliott

@prodbytoshi @newgarasu
失われたものを忘れる🎋🎋

ヽ(*ﾟдﾟ)ノ

prbly gna remastr dis soons wher i rec a lot of rvrb '(

https://open.spotify.com/album/6pF9eAcG8AIsqej5UlwO8I?si=2yhUf6V6QtiT-AlsaCSRTg&dl_branch=1

[☂˚]
sry bt its nt workn out tht wayy ;//
n iv bn thinkn ab it lik all dayy
if theres nthn tht i cn do than ok
bt it wont b anythn else but this nw alwys (◎ ◎)ゞ	

pls dnt tll me wht i 4gt (シ_ _)シ	
cz it tuk me sm time 
dnt remind me of wht i lost,, cnt subside 
n i cldnt tell u wht this is all4 y ?
its anothr nite tht i cnt close my eyes  ± _ ±

lately hasnt bn tha same
mb i might b2blame,, 
think theres smthn thts beyond tha frame 🐾🐾
nw its fadn i4gt ur name 

blame blame blame blame 🎋🎋
same same same same ☂˚☂˚
same same same same ☂˚☂˚

tll me wht is wrong i cld nvr stop
n its bn way2long so ofc im lost
mb i shld think 2x ab tha cost 🍓🍓
bt i cldnt live wit known,, i cannot stop

tk me bacc2a time wher i didn deal wit it
bt intha end it is how it is,, guess i gta gt a grip
i dnt wna say tht shtt,, i jus wna b in bliss ##
i dnt think i cn 4gt #.# idk wht all dis is !

⋆｡⋆☂˚｡⋆｡˚*•̩̩͙✩ 🎋🎋⋆｡⋆☂˚｡⋆｡˚*•̩̩͙✩ 🎋🎋⋆｡⋆☂˚｡⋆｡˚*•̩̩͙✩ 🎋🎋

ur name ⋆｡⋆☂˚｡⋆｡˚*•̩̩͙✩ 🎋🎋

𒀺𒂟𒂭𓎎𒅄𒂭🃬𒂭𒅄𓎎𒂭𒂟𒀹(+XSIN)

visuals: https://youtu.be/AajZfW-iBFk
vocc by Night Lovell - Deira City Centre

Watch Me, Im So Alone

https://www.lyricallemonade.com/p/get-refreshed-deep-house-alt-pop-and-rhythm-games-all-at-their-best



i learned to lose i learn
and its not an excuse to lurk
ill find another way
because without it livings not the same
today,
today.
today
today
today

theres just a difference in you
the silent whispers into
the air
the leaves they fall
today is not the same at all

the stray is locked inside the cage
there is nothing left to say
embarrased left up on the stage
just please stop staring at their face
today is not the fucking same


the air is different
the air is different
the air is different
the air is different
the air is different
the air is different

just step back right in line
leave all of them behind
they arent worth your time

they arent worth your time
they arent worth your time

the stray is locked inside the cage
there is nothing left to say
embarrased left up on the stage
just please stop staring at their face
today is not the fucking same (x3)

i learned to lose
i learned to lose
i learned to lose
i learned to lose
i learned to lose
i learned to lose
i learned to lose
i learned

today is different

@luvnotee
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thanks yall for the support fr, more stuff coming soon.

i don't wanna go there [+ luvnote]

"trero" on all platforms now

apple music: https://music.apple.com/us/album/trero/1602800419?i=1602800420

i cant find the spotify link just search d2a trero lolz

<3

trero (side a)

just some ideas that never made it out of the box

all of which can be originally found on @1oracle

☐v

-_---------83^06___75%

mess 2

enjoy the music you usually hear at infomericals.
yes im aware that i got ib @pinkpantheress

Breathe Again

breathe again

Sample: https://soundcloud.com/soristrash/wake

nothing matters

lyrical vid: https://youtu.be/1cf2QpMmn8U
ig:
https://instagram.com/megurine_allen/
https://instagram.com/j9nsv3/
mix: @jonsve
aw/edit: @allenafs
lyrics:
a. 
endless sorrow hauntin around me idk where to start
I'll be starin till the end right into the dark
yuh time pass ong just way 2 fast issa distance not a age
I been befalled from the world bred in my mind 
can't rly make a change issa nature
countless souls had filled me up gon burst 
the world is sinkin but I'm more evil they gon fkin kill u if u make it
shoot needles right into my vein remember when I was younger there s nothing 2 fear about
j.
i been here contemplating
bout when its just too late and
i been here overthinking
when will we ever make it
i been running in the dark
just to cover up my heart
make it hurt then make it stop
i been fucking aching
have her carving in a scar
she been tearing me apart
and the worst thing of it all
is what im okay with
she been carving in a scaaaar
twist a knife right through my heaaaaart
she been tearing me apart
so i been running running running in the daaaaaaark

* evry1s beautiful☣/'f u not then pretend 2b✡ * w/ jons [+jurokuneta]

@aimemia @deadat18

mv - https://www.instagram.com/p/CUBgHoRsjtu/

lemme just count my racks
ur just like a heart attack
nd girl i need u bad .. nd girl i need u bad

got no time to waste nymor
ur life stay stuck on bored
im so up no keepin score
life was bettr than b4

life was bettr than b4
girl wtf u do 2 me?
ive been gettin so fcked up 
my life look like the movie scenes

better than b4
u cant tell me that she heaven sent
life was bettr than b4
cause if heaven came then heaven went

im sippin so distant
just losing the vision
i guess i do dis often
wuttt
im so off it
huhh
im so 0ff 1t :/

they can say im fine
of wat u call it?
we can play pretend
n no i nevr nevr rlly
had a friend
words as empty as this bottle 
philosopher like aristotle
n i dont rlly need a model