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Eh. Maybe I'll redo this one eventually.

My memory getting weaker, to be honest I don't get it either way,
I'm talking sweet love, like Anita Baker sang, go ahead let it fade away,
go ahead, imma stay awake, I've been in a stasis with my raps trapped in complacent habits, I gave up on my dreams,
but honestly, the more I think, the more I realize I never had any,
Look close, you might see the demons attack-ing me, barely avoiding catastrophe,
I'm alone cause it's what I had to be,
about to drown, but I had to breathe,
I threw up everything that I had to eat,
and I didn't think that I even had to sleep
till I saw these visions of my baddest dreams, in this living hell of reality,
balancing my appearance outwardly, even though on the inside I'm feeling so cowardly,
I just made music that came out the darkest abyss, battling scars from my arch-nemesis, but it's far from finished cause I bartered for chips, but I bet on the wrong hand, all glory to god and my moms yeah, hope you heard my a-mens, cats cherry picking, only playing offense, you say got a vision, but really what ya offering?

A lot of cats don't get this right,
A lot of cash to get, in due time,
A lot of raps to spit, a lot of new rhymes,
A lot of crap to learn, just share what you find,

A lot to learn (Prod. lim jahey)

I rap sometimes.
And make crappy beats sometimes.

A lot to learn (Prod. lim jahey)

¿Mark