Mistakes (feat. Killing Art)

ION LIKE PPL

MUSIC VIDEO : https://youtu.be/Hp8-5W71NY8

words of sorrow from the deep dark crevasses of my heart ♡

prod. thersx

lyrics
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i fall (x3) into the dark now

its been ages since I loved you but I still feel all the blame
Im sorry we weren't perfect and I hope you feel the same
its been ages since you left me and I swear I feel the pain
im hoping you'll be home by the time I open up my eyes

pain inside my heart bitch I can't even handle now
if you open up your heart then I will always come round
but if not then I'll be fine as long as you don't ever frown
but I'm fine, yeah I'm fine and im alright

i don't deserve to be happy

prod.https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCTKma1YyLMKZof7g10Iltsw

hate u more than i hate my dad (prod. arey)

of course its real what do you mean

prod johnnyfriend

I GOT RED WINE ON MY WORK CLOTHES 
HATE MY JOB SO IM NOT GONNA WASH EM 
I MIGHT SKIP TOWN, CUS MY WORK BLOWS 
TELL YOUR NEW BOYFRIEND IM A PROBLEM >>>>:+))))

I GOT RED WINE ON MY WORK CLOTHES
I MIGHT OPEN UP THE TRASH N JUST TOSS EM 
I MIGHT, DIP NOW MOVE A WORKLOAD
TELL UR NEW FRIENDS THAT ITS GONNA COST EM

red wine on my work clothes w/ dababy

non-profit, shoutout idealism

this song helped start the process of closure for a lot of things for me, I hope you all enjoy it

thanks for listening <3

cacophony [prod. idealism]

im. sorry

stormzy: @cherryonline
jaykae: @vieraxo
aitch: @birdbay

take me back to london w/ stormzy, jaykae & aitch

I'm looking at my reflection asking "who it is"
It's hard to answer when they ask me how i feel
I'm scared to make em scared saying how i've been
i've seen death and i stared right in her eyes

I'd point it to my head if you passed me the ak
I'm moving too fast you don't wanna stay on my way
I live life to it's fullest cuz it could be my last day
Life taught me you have to fall in love with the pain

Make sacrifices or you're sacrificing success
I worked more than anyone and they'd talk about coincidence

You will always end up getting what you really want
It's gotta be mine if against my head there's a gun
Most of these people bore me yeah i'm not having fun
Traumas looking for me, i've been on the run

You will always end up getting what you really want
It's gotta be mine if against my head there's a gun
Most of these people bore me, I'm not having fun
My traumas looking for me yeah i've been on the run

Heart's racing with everything you say
I still remember your lyrics about me
But everything is so hard to understand
I know you the best but i still don't get it

I might just ghost em all they won't hear of me again
Stay where you are, i don't really care

You will always end up getting what you really want
It's gotta be mine if against my head there's a gun
Most of these people bore me, i'm not having fun
All my traumas are looking for me, i've been on the run

I didn't hear your voice for so long
So i hope you will hear mine in this song
But i know i'm a lost cause, because

You will always end up getting what you really want
It's gotta be mine if against my head there's a gun
Most of these people bore me, i'm not having fun
All my traumas are looking for me, i've been on the run

On The Run

produced by sorrow bringer

influenced by 9tails 

lyrics; something about stopping the pain in my head or sum

thoughts (interlude)

i see your face when i look in the crowd, i dont think imma make it out
i see your eyes when i look at the clouds, I wanna know how I erase the sound
of your voice in my head
i wish for peace and quiet
I think I hear sirens
shawty keeps a gun on the nightstand

smoke fills up the halls of the apartment
shes overdosing, lying on the carpet
no one noticed how much she wanted
to just go ghost and never be saw again
tell me why i been on my own
tell me why, tell me, let me know
all my life I been on this road
tryna love someone who's gonna let me go

i see your face when i look in the crowd, i dont think imma make it out
i see your eyes when i look at the clouds, I wanna know how I erase the sound
of your voice in my head
i wish for peace and quiet
I think I hear sirens
shawty keeps a gun on the nightstand

your voice in my head
i wish for peace and quiet
I think I hear sirens
shawty keeps a gun on the nightstand

SPOTIFY

padded walls [prod. kubsy]

Cries In The Night-Time ft. DataStar (prod. johnnyfriend)

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nothing ever lasts

contact : dosteyboi@gmail.com

i don't deserve to be happy

♡ dost ♡