I did everything to get where I am
Put hella things i loved in the back

TOO MANY SACRIFICIES
I CAN NEVER GO BACK DOWN
THIS LIFE WAS MEANT FOR ME
THATS THE ONLY WAY TO FEEL HAPPY
x2

They were playing with my body
Throwing that shit on the floor
Twenty people tryna hurt me
But I don't care no more

I took a blade and threatened them
To feel what i feel in my bed
Can never forget the blood i shed
They can never do a thing again

TOO MANY SACRIFICIES
I CAN NEVER GO BACK DOWN
THIS LIFE WAS MEANT FOR ME
THATS THE ONLY WAY TO FEEL HAPPY
x2

I didn't have money to eat
Doing it alone when i did it
I had holes on all my kicks
Now guess who got them digits ?

I'm broke but it's temporary
You don't know what's gonna happen
I know i aint go any doubt
I can never go back down

I Can Never Go Back Down (IOF)

amazing custom production/mix by adjacen7 (https://soundcloud.com/adjacen7)

escape (prod. adjacen7)

featuring https://soundcloud.com/87aboid & https://soundcloud.com/prettyspookyghost 

produced by https://soundcloud.com/metlast

iwastheproblem 2

iwastheproblem 2 (w/ aboid & prettyspookyghost)

featuring https://soundcloud.com/connflicts
produced by https://soundcloud.com/metlast


this project is the most heartfelt piece of art i have ever made. since this project was created as a tribute to my uncle who was just like a father to me and everyone in my family and a great human being to everyone he knew. he suddenly passed away of covid 19 (coronavirus) on 29th june 2020. him leaving us so soon was something no one had ever even imagined. and i don't even think i'd be where i am without him. that man has probably the biggest part in my life to date. i don't know how me and my family will overcome this great tragedy but we will surely have to. to preserve my great uncle's legacy and memory, i dedicate this whole project to him and his memory. i do know this is merely not enough, but it is something that will live on even after me and everyone i know are gone. because i want him to be remembered and be thought of forever and ever.

 his name was shah jahan, and shah jahan means "king of the world" or "king of the universe" in english. that's how the name of this project came about.

 if you are listening to this project, no matter the time, your location or your beliefs, i would like to urge you to please think about him and pray for him. that is the only reward i want in return for this piece of music i created.

oh, and yes i am making $0 out of this. thank you and i appreciate you for taking the time to care.

- much love, dost.
take care ♡

iwastheproblem (w/ connflicts)

Message From My Side.

produced by: mercykill (https://soundcloud.com/yungmercykill)
mixed by me
art: https://www.instagram.com/awkwardspacecat/

Strawberry wine now im chillin
She gon pay for the crimes she committed
Yuh, my mind been flippin
Written in the stars, I'mma stick with my decisions

What makes you think, you could be so sweet
Inside I sink, but you diving underneath

Strawberry wine dripping from her chin
Laughing at this evil within
Taking stabs when we leaning in the wind
Imma live my life like this

She has installed herself, in my brain
Watching my mistakes go down the drain
I don’t need to know why she came
She here now even if its late

Strawberry wine now im chillin
She gon pay for the crimes she committed
Yuh, my mind been flippin
Written in the stars, I'mma stick with my decisions

strawberry (prod. mercykill)

lyrics
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empty when i truly feel something
empty when you make me feel something
empty emotions cuz i'm too selfish
cry myself to sleep cuz no one cares


baby i've been crying, i've been crying i've been crying in my room
please just take me, i don't wanna do this anymore
take me out and ask me if i wanna carry on
my answer would be the same if you'd just ask me now
ask me in a million years and i will stick to now
you kept me motivated when nobody was around
i'll love for you for that shit even when i'm dead in the ground
could you please remember me when i'm dead and i'm gone?

when i'm dead & im gone

when i'm dead & i'm gone (prod. tenfifty)

a requested cover, even though i love this song so i would've done it anyway <3

hey there delilah (plain white t's cover)

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Mixed by https://soundcloud.com/ohlixis

Lyrics
(ᴅxᴛ.ɢxᴠ)
Im on my own you know you know
you've been so gone so distant
(Woah)
I know ill find you someway home
(Home)
Im on my own you know you know
youve been so gone so distant
(Woah)
I know ill find you someway home
(Home)
Sick of drowning in my tears
i was waiting for you dear
dont say you love me please
ya know lifes not fair
guess ill face my fuckin fears
even tho your not here
i miss the taste of your skin
like what we had back then
like when we were friends

what we had back then
when we were friends

(ᴅʏʟᴀɴ ʟᴏɴɢᴡᴏʀᴛʜ)
on my own, ima go, on the ropes yeah 
ima choke, got your hands on my throat 
feeling low, ever since i saw you go 
took my soul, took my heart, and left a hole

ran away, she were mine and now i want her back 
couldn't help, but i fell, now i got attached 
look in her eyes, i was high, yeah i wanted that 
stay in my mind, intertwined, now you got me wrapped
around you finger, set me free 
because i know you're not for me 
left me blind but i still see 
the demon that you wanna be 
i can't sit beside the phone 
cause all i hear is the dial tone, 
i wish i would have known 
the way that youd leave me alone

(ᴅxᴛ.ɢxᴠ)
Im on my own you know you know
you've been so gone so distant
(Woah)
I know ill find you someway home
(Home)
Im on my own you know you know
youve been so gone so distant
(Woah)
I know ill find you someway home
(Home)

.gov - Home (ft. Dylan Longworth)(Prod.2001)

reasonsimstillhere

lost

lost (w/ zion)

produced by: thersx (https://soundcloud.com/thersx)
mixed by me
art: https://www.instagram.com/awkwardspacecat/

{HOOK}
I just do my
ghost, walk, no, talk
Heart, throb, time, bomb
ghost, walk, no, talk
Un, done, can't stop
Disappearing up into the nether
Pain is searing to make it feel better
ghost, walk, no, talk
Heart, throb, time, bomb

{VERSE}
Everything falling apart
Severing all of my art
Embedding itself in my heart
Sediment setting in park
Selling a shell of a spark
Quelling a yell with a tarp

I can't, even, find a, meaning
Lost, soul, well has, deepened
Why they, creeping, cliff has, steepened
Like my, tea, take a, knee

Why the fuck are they fleeing, man I don’t see a reason
I don’t see a higher being, ain't nobody peeking
Through the clouds, I have found nothing I can believe in
I am bound, by the crown, now I must get to bleeding

I don’t wanna do this all on my own
I am dropping I am slumped in my throne
Absence of commas I cannot condone
Do I exist so they can feel at home

{HOOK}
I just do my
ghost, walk, no, talk
Heart, throb, time, bomb
ghost, walk, no, talk
Un, done, can't stop
Disappearing up into the nether
Pain is searing to make it feel better
ghost, walk, no, talk
Heart, throb, time, bomb

ghost walk (prod. thersx)

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ＹＯＵ　ＴＯ　ＣＲＹ　ＴＯ

nothing ever lasts

contact : dosteyboi@gmail.com

iwastheproblem (w/ connflicts)

♡ dost ♡