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S/O @TOTHEGOOD

im so sorry
about your body
you know i'd do anything
to keep you here with me
i fucking love how
you taught me these things
i know just breathe in
let life be and
i fucking wish that 
we could live forever
i know that somehow
we have always been together
when your beside me
is when i see clear
you'll always be here 
even in the air

id do anything to keep you here w/ tothegood

https://soundcloud.com/scummusic
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I don't wanna feel anything anymore
i just wanna put my hand straight through that door
Now i got wrist bleeding on the bedroom floor
cause i dont wanna feel anything anymore

I remember everything from the time that you left my side
Wiping the tears 'no don't fuck with my eyes'
Biding my time, i wanna try 
Just to forget you but i feel alive 
Oh please take my life
Please take my life
Its the best time to die
Like now, i wanna right now 
I wanna die

I don't wanna feel anything anymore
I just wanna put my hand straight through that door
Now i got wrist bleeding on the bedroom floor
cause i dont wanna feel anything anymore

I dont wanna live in a world without you
Even after al the shit you put me through
You're still the one 
Night grow cold and I'm alone
And you don't ever pick up the phone when i call
So let me die here

Let Me Die Here w/ scum (prod. trxpicvl )

yeah but is it enough [prod loudmouf kang]

the knife i pulled out of your back w/ lil lotus

Gallows

prod: @tothegood
vocals: @supachefm @tmttmf
dl: https://tothegood.bandcamp.com/track/tothegood-x-tmttmf-x-fm-face2facetime
spoti.fi/2Bpo07A
apple.co/2Ab3U3e

lyrics:

---fm !---

What you see is blank space that covers emotions

When i break from my shell my wings will spread open

Ash to the ground like the leaves that are frozen

My heart is cold like the breeze from the ocean

Gone with the wind i cant wait for tomorrow 

Tomorrows a sin when im lost in my sorrow

Hold it within and i hope that tomorrow 

Is more than a race  or a path just to follow







---TMTTMF---

We became friends

Before we ever met



I could hear your voice in these

Messages



Pixelated eyes on my

Screen late at night I was

Scared to feel this way but I 

Let it in



Watching a life

One 

Frame at a time



Of

Photogenic angles pre

Meditated content I 



Want the real you, with

Every single flaw, your

Head on my shoulder, just

Waiting for the dawn





And

I know, your a

Half a world away



And

Facetime's the closest thing we've 

Had to face to face



But

Sitting in your inbox, a

Forward from me



An

Airline departure, you're

Leaving next week

spotify

tothegood x supachefm x TMTTMF - face2facetime

new benz (feat. house key)[prod. by killedmyself]

prod @4evrgone i jus added sum bass <3

found myself so thin
downing bottles again
I don't care what you did
just wanna distance myself

from the old bleeding well
from those posts seeking help
know I can't accept shit 
so just go on without me

just get on without me 
know it won't be harming 
know you won't be hurting 
from much that's been haunting me

and that's fine

leave it up to me 
let me fucking bleed 
let me stay 
x3 

it never really mattered anyway

it never really mattered anyway prod. 4evr

rzrblade (prod. prince gravy)

no samples
prod. 1080p dreams

lyrics:
my will to live has gone missing
don't know where it could have went
my will to find it is also absent 
don't know where that is either
if you happen to see it please tell me
nah just kidding I don't actually care
don't contact me
or anybody I know
just keep your distance
my happiness has gone away 
(off into the wide blue yonder)
or was it there in the first place? 
(was it all just an illusion?)
my mind has reached its dullest state 
(I'm an idiot today)
or was I always this fucking stupid??
(and I was one yesterday)
I've got these demons inside me
skeletons in my closet
don't wanna talk about any of that shit
so just fucking drop it
when will I finally find a way 
to say the things I wanna say?
when will I finally see the day
when all my problems go away?
maybe nine pills is excessive
why not just take seven?
or even just five?
so sick of hearing these mindful thoughts 
that try to keep me alive
I've got these kpins inside me
adderall in my pocket
don't wanna hear about any of your shit
I've got these demons inside me
skeletons in closets
voices in my head
they're telling me that 
everything that I have come to know is null
and I'm better off dead
off into the wide blue yonder
I'm trying to escape my thoughts
this isn't working
I took too much ambien today
now I'm fading away x2
I went down a long slide to go play in this ball pit
where instead of balls, there's empty pill bottles
and now I'm left here drowning

kpins and needles

This time I'm standing all alone

@sleyeofficial
@nversad
recorded/mixed by @heartbox_prod
Lyrics:

She said
“I thought this is what you wanted
You’re the one that called it
off, ya couldn’t solve it
now you’re tossin coins down into my coffin
we’re praying that we die before we resolve this”

Well I can’t make up my mind so instead ill prolong this
I been lost in my thoughts i got stuck on the process
Of leaving this place now i’m hung up on losses
and drawbacks that i never thought about when i dropped it

cause i was obsessive and you were never attentive
and then i’d gather all my thoughts and i’d try to present em
and now we’re lookin so desperate, and you’d be missing the message
and there’s no longer an incentive to repair our dilemma 

okay

so if you wana call or something
ill tell you how its gotta be or there’s nothin
left for us here, 
i don’t wana spend a year again now
we’ve done this
and im sick of fuckin feeling redundant

Sleye:

yeah i'm sick of always changing the subject
got me running in a circle like i'm not even worth it
i don't know why you'd ever think you're above me 
no way
i'ma have to go i couldn't deal with your fuckshit

and still i think of everything you said 
it helped me to find 
that it was easy just to leave
and then i made up my mind
i got a reason not to put up a fight
cause every line you ever wrote was only empty inside

could do without you in a second for the last time
the way i left it like i hung up never said bye
and i was kinda scared just like a deer in front the headlights
say you never thought about me? yeah well that's a big lie

i spent the last month wondering
if it would ever be the same as it was then
i got a dark cloud over me
and now I'm standing in the rain with my clothes wet

standingintherainwithmyclotheswet  w/ Sleye (prod. NverSad)

Thank you for listening.


Produced by Odece : https://soundcloud.com/odece
Cover art by Ethan Grassel : https://twitter.com/EthanGrassel

Special thanks to TheBreathingBackwards || GoodByeWilson 
https://twitter.com/breathingback
https://twitter.com/goodbyewilson

Nobody [Prod. Odece]

@sewerperson
prod by @heykaaj + Sharkboi
cover art by @madeillegal
<3
[other platforms link]
https://ditto.fm/love-me-back-lil-hermit-featuring-sewerperson

twitter.com/lilhermitxo
www.instagram.com/lilhermitxo
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Lyrics:

[hook]
i love you
is something wrong with that
i trust you
i always got your back
i want you
but i’m under attack
i love you
but you don’t love me back
-
i wish you’d open up like a program on my desktop
it’s cluttered like my head i wish it’d clear up but it won’t stop
i know love is a big word and with passion it can mean a lot
but my hearts on my sleeve so please don’t break it girl i hope not
you’re playin like it’s xbox, i’m finna rage and start up A
why do you want me to play, you should know i’m good at video games
what is that expression on your face, it’s a special case
i can’t tell girl if you love me if you don’t i’ma go crazy

i’ll block your words like meliodas i’ll deflect it
gotta broken sword tied to my heart and that’s my only weapon
doing anything outside is really really fucking hectic
hermits stay inside up anyway so i can’t fucking stress it 
-
(Sewerperson)
baby i love you but you dont love me back
rollin up this cheese i smoke too much i clutch my cardiac
baby i trust you
so tell me why u dont trust me back
shes in a bad mood
i can tell shes pullin back
red lights
up in her room on most nights
on cold nights
i still wish you could hold me tight
sippin this drink im feelin nice
red flags
bad signs
she just love the spotlight
baby i thought i was more than just a joy ride

black lung
ciggarete buts
scattered on the bedside
think they put some yellow in my red eyes
baby it hurts when i breath
i miss you here next to me
baby i love you but you act like something wrong with me

-

i really hope you guys love this as much as i do <3
huge thank you to miles for working with me :)

LOVE ME BACK (feat. Sewerperson)

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@notlieu
produced by @threedimensionsapart

feeling w/ lieu

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Nobody [Prod. Odece]

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