"lost" | corbin type beat | ambient

TOXIC WASTE EP
guitar and production by oilcolor

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i1iCqFeNb3A
why you tried to do this? could you tell us how you did it?
i took a hundred of those pills
a hundred? 
a hundred, yea
and why did you want to commit suicide?
because i didn’t want to face anything

what's the use of getting up?
what's the use of eating?
I’m only gonna die someday, anyway. 
What's the use of doing anything? Because it's pointless

face anything (instrumental)

I DONT WANNA HURT YOU GIRL BUT I THINK THAT I WILL
I JUST WANNA LEAVE THIS WORLD I HOPE THAT I GET KILLED
YOU'RE BETTER OFF WITHOUT ME BABY TRUST ME IN THE WORST
SOMEBODY PLEASE DROWN ME I FEEL LIKE IM FUCKING CURSED
666
IM THE FUCKING DEVIL BITCH
LET ME DIE
I WONT GO TO HEAVEN BITCH
FUCK THIS SHIT
DOCTORS GIVE ME MEDICINE
I DONT WANNA TAKE IT BUT I CANT STAND MY DEPRESSION BITCH

SHES A DEMON BITCH I LOVE HER MORE THAN I SHOULD
SHE IS FAKING HER LOVE CUS IT MAKES HER FEEL GOOD
UNTIL I STOP BREATHING
FUCK THAT BITCH IM LEAVING
HER LOVE GOT NO MEANING 
SHE LIKES WHEN IM BLEEDING

DEMON BITCH [PROD.MAJZKLUANI]

Free for non-profit use only with credit (prod. kuroime)

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with me

my first ever song! :D ily thanks for listening <3
featuring and mixed by chloejamescolt
produced by nermal6
coverart by me, errorcode702

DOSE ft. Chloe Stankowski [prod. nermal6]

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everything you hear completely done by me. wrote, mixed, mastered and produced. this is my first vocal track since being back from treatment. i hope you hear something you enjoy.
-doublemydose 
aka Shane

lyrics:
I don't even know what I'm fighting for
every time I try to quit I'll just do more
all of the times I've put my trust in others
shattered what was left of a heart that stutters

lately I can’t seem to sleep and I can’t seem to eat
when i see my family they beg that I don’t leave
been battling these drugs since Tylenol PMs
was only 15 when they put me on the scripts

(poppin' pills is my fate, my fate)
(put me on the scripts)
(put me on the scripts)
another day to my grave poppin' pills is my fate 
(my fate, my fate)
truly hope I can change but I often fear it’s too late

it’s too late, it’s too late
another day to my grave poppin' pills is my fate
my fate, my fate, poppin' pills is my fate

every love that I’ve had they knew what I loved more
making up excuses why I’m late just to score 
truly hope I can change but I often fear it’s too late
another day to my grave poppin' pills is my fate
(poppin' pills is my fate)
(poppin' pills is my fate)
shattered what was left of a heart that stutters

lately I can’t seem to sleep and I can’t seem to eat
when i see my family they beg that I don’t leave
been battling these drugs since Tylenol PMs
was only 15 when they put me on the scripts
(put me on the scripts)
(put me on the scripts)
(my fate, my fate)
(poppin' pills is my fate, my fate)
shattered what was left of a heart that stutters

lately I can’t seem to sleep and I can’t seem to eat
when i see my family they beg that I don’t leave
been battling these drugs since Tylenol PMs
was only 15 when they put me on the scripts

(poppin' pills is my fate)
(put me on the scripts)
(put me on the scripts)
(poppin' pills is my fate)

on the scripts

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TGMUSIC4LIFE FT Alan Kay -Messed up

Dying Empire w/Back†hen (prod. Cimor)

save you

I can't help it
I feel so alone now
Alone now
Alone now
I just wanna get high
Get high now
I need it to get by
Get by now
I don't wanna say goodbye now
Say goodbye now
I don't wanna hide me
Hide me
It's the way you lie to me
Lie to me yeah
It's the way you fight with me
Fight with me now
I thought you were right for me
Right for me wow
I just guess I couldn't
Couldn't see yeah
What was right in front of me
In front of me now

Our love can't
Our love can't die now
I fear we're out of time now
Runnin outta time
Waste each others time
We know that ain't right
Baby just stay the night
Baby just stay with me
Baby you're all I need

I can't help it
I feel so alone now
Alone now
Alone now
I just wanna get high
Get high now
I need it to get by
Get by now
I don't wanna say goodbye now
Say goodbye now
I don't wanna hide me
Hide me
It's the way you lie to me
Lie to me yeah
It's the way you fight with me
Fight with me now
I thought you were right for me
Right for me wow
I just guess I couldn't
Couldn't see yeah
What was right in front of me
In front of me now

I Can't Help it (prod.greentop)

Shane/Shilo, aka doublemydose
I took the red pill down the rabbit hole
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