Just some snakes in the grass.
Slithering out in the road as you pass.
Fragments deep in the past.
You move on.

Like a cat in a bag.
Like a young lad on tag.
Like a wrinkled old hag.
Who belongs?

Take me away from it all.
Drag me up out of the squall.

Just a thorn in your side.
A lion sits watching and waiting besides.
Found a good place to hide.
Waiting on.

A teenager acting their age.
Considering things like a bird in a cage.
An empty box filled up with rage.
For no one.

Take me away from it all.
Take me away from the squall.
Take me away by the hand
Take me away from the land.
When we go...

...Sailing, on the sea.
We'll go sailing.
Just you and me.

Yeah, we go sailing.
From the land.
Yeah, we'll go sailing. 
Just take my hand.

We go sailing on the waves.
We go sailing, feeling brave,
and the warm sun will heat our bones.
As we go sailing, we alone.

Sailing on the sea.
We go sailing. 
Just you and me.
Yeah, we go sailing.
From the land.
Yeah, we'll go sailing.
Just take my hand.

Snakes/Sailing

Unleashed

What You Mean

Just a strange conversation I had on Twitter/X and a few other concepts rolled together:

Note: I am in nowhere near this dark a mood it's just the direction writing the poetry dragged me in.

my main website:
http://exedexes1.com

itch.io page:
http://exedexes1.itch.io

Lyrics:

As my prospects generally began to sink
I became a master of the slow blink
It seemed a better expression of calm
Than the tried and true facepalm

Every day i get closer to understanding
why Nietzsche went insane
He failed to last until the serum
of Gödel's incompleteness theorem
Or maybe it was just cancer of the brain

While nibbling on my picky bits
I stumbled into mumbling fits
Around the looming dilemma that sits
On the horizon just ahead 

Lucidity deploys a myriad of suns that melt one's mind
And then one day you wake to find
How badly you'd been left behind
Which only increased my dread

Starting as a sort of joke
I decided to invoke a sort of chant
To break me of my internal rant

Like lobbing coconades at a deka wall
I blazed a path through it all
I found my self devolving
On a hackneyed tool of problem solving

"Yes/No column, come to life"
Rectify my grum moment
By serving up the missing component
To wend my way out of the mess

Every day it's more demanding
Increasing my chances of landing 
At a place of inability to maintain
The trick's to master fear of
People that I'd rather not hear from
Or maybe it's just answering that's a pain

Insatiable truths that devour
Like maggots eating flour
Snap at my heels every hour
The trick's to find a state of grace
In weathering what i'd rather not face
Before it grows beyond what I can tame

"Yes/No column, come to life"
Resolve my little internal strife
Rid me of the pitfalls that are rife
And cut this gordian knot like a knife
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When I catch myself being a try-hard
Or an insufferable grognard
It helps to pass the time
By flattening the occasional taxi lime
But eventually I return
To suddenly learn
How to break this paradigm

310: Yes-No Column, Come To Life! released July 7, 2024

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Douglas P Stoothoff main site:
https://exedexes1.com/

itch.io profile link:
https://exedexes1.itch.io/

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Ešrā

Yes-No Column, Come To Life!

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The video on Roomrock : 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OC3gydWVZ5M

Someday will come the pride.
Anger will be aside.
You won’t worry for the kids.
They'll grow happy and free.

I promise you someday we will prevail baby.
I will do what it takes.

I promise you someday we'll feel secure honey.
I will do what it takes.

One day, there will be no more threats.
We'll sleep soundly. No freaks.

The future will be appealing.
We'll smile anew in the morning.

I promise you someday we will prevail baby.
I will do what it takes.

I promise you someday we'll feel secure honey.
I will do what it takes.

Someday (Roomrock version - Link to the video in comments)

Some care was taken on this track to play some extra notes as if a second pianist was playing, and in the sequencer they are played onto the same track (the Grand Piano) then a bunch of instruments are in unison after the layering was done.  After the tradition of Moebius Cul-De-Sac and a few other pieces where I have done the lead synth voice in addition to chords, I tried to keep up these extra grace notes going throughout the performance.

321 : Artificial Boredom released August 4, 2024

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Douglas P Stoothoff main site:
https://exedexes1.com/

itch.io profile link:
https://exedexes1.itch.io/

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https://soundcloud.com/doug-stoothoff/tracks

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Artist page on Bandcamp:
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https://tidal.com/browse/artist/39485859

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Ištešrā

Artificial Boredom

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I stare, through the window, at the streets
Watching them go, like little bees.
Nowhere to go.

They seem to be pretty busy
But they must be as bored as me.

I go to the kitchen, slowly.
I want to make a cup of tea.
I can't find another thing to do.
I've been like this, since I broke up with you.

If I could go back to the shore
I would stop being bored
I could breathe and run to the sea
I'm busy being bored

What is the real purpose of this?
Sadly, I can't find my way in this mess.
Instead I drink a cup of tea.
And damn it, I will let it just be.

If I could go back to the shore
I would stop being bored.
I could breathe and run to the sea.
I'm busy being bored.

Busy Being Bored (The Shore)

“Vale of Tears” fuses the driving rhythm of drum & bass with the sheer intensity of metal - featuring hellish vocals from long time collaborator Andy Chavez.

Stream / Purchase:
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/digitaldusk/vale-of-tears

Vale of Tears

Vale of Tears (feat. Andy Chavez)

Vale Of Tears (feat. Andy Chavez)

Blue Murder

a feel-good track to get you going, perfect vibe to be uplifted and to get your mood turned  up a notch 

Jive.mp3

🌙 Midnight in Montmartre – by Nexus ft. Jessica & Rodrigo

Midnight in Montmartre is a moody, velvet-laced journey through the shadowy streets of Paris at night — where whispered secrets drift through jazz-soaked air. 🎷🖤 With the expressive vocals of Jessica and the smoky baritone of Rodrigo, Nexus brings together noir jazz, urban blues, and classic big band swing, painting scenes of old-world elegance and late-night mystery.

Each track feels like a cinematic memory — dusky cafés, clinking glasses, silhouettes in the rain. The arrangements are lush and evocative, blending sultry horns, brooding keys, and rhythms that sway like candlelight. This is jazz for the lost hours… romantic, restless, and rich with story. 🎙️🕯️🎩

Velvet Revolver

Original composition... Alejandro Gonzalez M.

Girasole Di Notte

A therapeutic journey into a mix of jazz, classical, and a blend of types of electronica.  And a wry, gradual observation that promotion tends to only go as far as you push it.  At least I make my fellow musicians laugh a little.

Artificial Boredom

Doug Stoothoff