(French translation above)

We dance

On the spleen of the world
When silence mocks the bird 
On all my sleepless nights
When black anxiety bites

Chorus :
I dance, you dance
You dance, I dance
We dance dance dance

On the blues of my words
When taken from bad cards
On my love that is gone
When gone for a new dawn
(chorus)

On my life that had shut 
When wanders too long but
On my days full of hope
When they’re ready to cope
(instrumental)

On the spleen…
On my nights…
On the blues of my words
On my love…
On my life…
On my days full of hope…
(chorus)

Myckaël Marcovic,  March 28nd, 2021

On danse

Sur le blues de la Terre
Quand l’oiseau manque d’air
Sur mes nuits sans sommeil
Quand le malaise veille

Refrain :
Je danse, tu danses
Tu danses, je danse
Oui ! Danse danse danse on danse

Sur la fin de mes mots
Quand ils n’ont plus d’écho
Sur mon cœur en débris
Quand la nuit désunit
(refrain)

Sur ma vie affamée
Quand plus rien ne vient mais
Sur mes jours pleins d’espoir
Quand ils revoient un phare
(instrumental)

Sur le blues...
Sur mes nuits...
Sur la fin de mes mots
Sur mon cœur
Sur ma vie
Sur mes jours pleins d’espoir (refrain)

We dance (english version)

" HEAVY LOVE "studio"

Unleashed

What You Mean

Just a strange conversation I had on Twitter/X and a few other concepts rolled together:

Note: I am in nowhere near this dark a mood it's just the direction writing the poetry dragged me in.

my main website:
http://exedexes1.com

itch.io page:
http://exedexes1.itch.io

Lyrics:

As my prospects generally began to sink
I became a master of the slow blink
It seemed a better expression of calm
Than the tried and true facepalm

Every day i get closer to understanding
why Nietzsche went insane
He failed to last until the serum
of Gödel's incompleteness theorem
Or maybe it was just cancer of the brain

While nibbling on my picky bits
I stumbled into mumbling fits
Around the looming dilemma that sits
On the horizon just ahead 

Lucidity deploys a myriad of suns that melt one's mind
And then one day you wake to find
How badly you'd been left behind
Which only increased my dread

Starting as a sort of joke
I decided to invoke a sort of chant
To break me of my internal rant

Like lobbing coconades at a deka wall
I blazed a path through it all
I found my self devolving
On a hackneyed tool of problem solving

"Yes/No column, come to life"
Rectify my grum moment
By serving up the missing component
To wend my way out of the mess

Every day it's more demanding
Increasing my chances of landing 
At a place of inability to maintain
The trick's to master fear of
People that I'd rather not hear from
Or maybe it's just answering that's a pain

Insatiable truths that devour
Like maggots eating flour
Snap at my heels every hour
The trick's to find a state of grace
In weathering what i'd rather not face
Before it grows beyond what I can tame

"Yes/No column, come to life"
Resolve my little internal strife
Rid me of the pitfalls that are rife
And cut this gordian knot like a knife
44

When I catch myself being a try-hard
Or an insufferable grognard
It helps to pass the time
By flattening the occasional taxi lime
But eventually I return
To suddenly learn
How to break this paradigm

310: Yes-No Column, Come To Life! released July 7, 2024

Feature.fm link to this track:
https://ffm.to/yes-no-column

SoundCloud for this track:
https://soundcloud.com/doug-stoothoff/yes-no-column-come-to-life

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https://open.spotify.com/track/6b8PnBAjLrRvNQUHYQGpSL

Bandcamp for this track:
https://dougstoothoff.bandcamp.com/track/yes-no-column-come-to-life

Douglas P Stoothoff main site:
https://exedexes1.com/

itch.io profile link:
https://exedexes1.itch.io/

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https://ffm.bio/dbx6kbg

Master Track List on SC:
https://soundcloud.com/doug-stoothoff/tracks

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Ešrā

Yes-No Column, Come To Life!

Buy on Bandcamp

This song is the antithesis of my previous track, Higher. It's heavily influenced by 90s grunge, and aims to portray the lowest point in someones life, with a hint of hope.

Lyrics:

Feel the weight of the world
It's all slipping away
Lost in noise, can't be heard
Another dark and empty day
Lower, they might hear
Thoughts pounding in your head
Some things should stay hidden
Some words should not be said

Lower my expectations
Lower my guard
Trying to find salvation
But it's just so hard

Lower than I ever was, Lower than I ever was,
Lower than I ever was
Lower than I ever was, Lower than I ever was,
Lower than I ever was

Seeking light in the grey
Shadows dancing on my mind
All I've known fades away
Leaves me broken behind
They said I should get high
Changing me to something else
But I think I like this way
When I'm low I'm just myself

Lower my expectations
Lower my guard
Chasing a faint reflection
Of a life that's scarred

Lower than I ever was, Lower than I ever was
Drowning in the echoes of my loss
(Lower than I ever was)
Lower than I ever was, Lower than I ever was
No one can see the lines I've crossed
(Lower than I ever was)

Lower than I ever was, Lower than I ever was
(Drowning in the echoes of my loss)
Lower than I ever was
(No one can see the lines I've crossed)
Lower than I ever was, Lower than I ever was
(Drowning in the echoes of my loss)
Lower than I ever was
(No one can see the lines I've crossed)

Feel the weight of the world
It's all slipping away
Lost in noise, can't be heard
Another dark and empty day

Lower

The video on Roomrock : 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OC3gydWVZ5M

Someday will come the pride.
Anger will be aside.
You won’t worry for the kids.
They'll grow happy and free.

I promise you someday we will prevail baby.
I will do what it takes.

I promise you someday we'll feel secure honey.
I will do what it takes.

One day, there will be no more threats.
We'll sleep soundly. No freaks.

The future will be appealing.
We'll smile anew in the morning.

I promise you someday we will prevail baby.
I will do what it takes.

I promise you someday we'll feel secure honey.
I will do what it takes.

Someday (Roomrock version - Link to the video in comments)

The Crocodile

I stare, through the window, at the streets
Watching them go, like little bees.
Nowhere to go.

They seem to be pretty busy
But they must be as bored as me.

I go to the kitchen, slowly.
I want to make a cup of tea.
I can't find another thing to do.
I've been like this, since I broke up with you.

If I could go back to the shore
I would stop being bored
I could breathe and run to the sea
I'm busy being bored

What is the real purpose of this?
Sadly, I can't find my way in this mess.
Instead I drink a cup of tea.
And damn it, I will let it just be.

If I could go back to the shore
I would stop being bored.
I could breathe and run to the sea.
I'm busy being bored.

Busy Being Bored (The Shore)

“Vale of Tears” fuses the driving rhythm of drum & bass with the sheer intensity of metal - featuring hellish vocals from long time collaborator Andy Chavez.

Stream / Purchase:
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/digitaldusk/vale-of-tears

Vale of Tears

Vale of Tears (feat. Andy Chavez)

Vale Of Tears (feat. Andy Chavez)

Blue Murder

a feel-good track to get you going, perfect vibe to be uplifted and to get your mood turned  up a notch 

Jive.mp3

A therapeutic journey into a mix of jazz, classical, and a blend of types of electronica.  And a wry, gradual observation that promotion tends to only go as far as you push it.  At least I make my fellow musicians laugh a little.

Yes-No Column, Come To Life!

Doug Stoothoff