heh
i fuck up everything i do 
heh
i fuck up everything i do
we can’t even have a conversation 
i just say that i’m alright 
but baby i need your assistance 
you just take my heart
baby i need somebody
hey i need some help
ee - oo
i don’t have no one
i don’t have no one

i fuck up everything i do
we can’t even have a conversation
i just say that i’m alright
but baby i need your assistance
you just take my heart
baby i need somebody
hey i need some help

@feeluvsyou
i fuck up everything i do
im so high
swear that i only popped 2
uh idk why
swear that its ok
i try to kill myself everyday

i fuck up everything i do
im so high
swear that i only popped 2
uh idk why
swear that its ok
i try to kill myself everyday

i try and i try
i cry and i cry
you land in my mind
please just keep me awake

fuck up everything i do @feeluvsyou (prod lil soda boi)

I'm awkward and i hate this

https://soundcloud.com/monocryy
3/3/23
prod. deadspyro
lyrics:
i know you love me yeah
i know you hate me
please just love me again 
i just popped a coke in my xan 
won’t you love me again
won’t you trust me i’m off xan
do i make you understand 
do you hate me once again
you know i try so hard for you
i’ve been feelin like it’s all i do 
i just hate the way you look at me like that
feeling trapped im worthless im just useless trash
do you love me
do you trust me again 
will you love me once again 
i do, i do
will you love me again
do you trust me again 
do you love me as a friend
do you hate me take a stand 
you know i try so hard for you
i’ve been feelin like it’s all i do 
i can’t do this you i just can’t suffer
pills i take pills i take oh brother
baby im stuck in misery 
please just love me again 
i just popped a coke in my xan 
won’t you love me again
won’t you trust me i’m off xan
do i make you understand 
do you hate me once again
you know i try so hard for you
i’ve been feelin like it’s all i do 
i just hate the way you look at me like that
feeling trapped im worthless im just useless trash

mckel - love me

https://soundcloud.com/monocryy
prod by https://soundcloud.com/xxnyck420xx
cover by https://soundcloud.com/corpse-disposal
lyrics:
am i meant to right wrongs every night
am i meant to take a pill every night 
matter fact i wish i would die
yeah i can’t see the point of this life

am i meant to right wrongs every night
am i meant to take a pill every night 
matter fact i’m done with this life
matter fact i wish i would die 

i miss my friend fee
you left me
we miss you man
we miss you friend
you were beautiful to me
you were my light, you’re in my dreams oh

i feel bad in the morning
wokeup by the morgue rain was pouring
wake up in a coffin everyday
wake up in my bed i’m wide awake

am i meant to take a pill everyday 
am i meant to right wrongs when i die
give me roses before i fucking die
give me roses while i’m still alive
am i meant to run away from everything 
am i meant to feel cold in the morning
am i meant to build a coffin while i sleep
am i meant to build a house while i dream
am i meant to build the destruction of me

am i the product of my life and i have sinned
god forgive me god forgive me i forbid
i can’t live in this life i can’t..

mckel - am i meant (prod. nyck)

@feeluvsyou - stoopid

prod @corpse-disposal
w/ @xxcrush & @inssekt

[mckel]
and i swear-
and i swear that if i fuck up i won’t come back 
if you hate me then thats it man 
i promise i can be better man 
you wont look at me like awful man 
i promise ill make it different 
i cant change anything dead on the pavement
bad days are coming i feel it i feel it
i cant do anything cant make a difference 
fuck it all fuck it all don’t wanna feel it 
cover my mouth i can’t scream i can’t hear this 
i cannot handle this
i cannot handle this
fuck up my life leave me dead on the pavement 
dead on the pavement
it’s what i deserve man
dead on the pavement 
it’s what i deserve man
dead on the pavement
dead on the-
dead on the pavement 

[xxcrush]
promise that this real life
I don’t feel alive 
But this alright
Promise it’ll be okay
Sorry if it so backwards
Wanna be a actor 
U could prolly guess my password
Stuck in my head like my favourite song
Like my favourite obsession
Im pretty sure this could b heaven 
I’m so fucking high that I can see heaven
Heaven heaven heaven
I already said these rhymess 
let me practice these lines For the thousanth time

[inssekt]
Drop a pill and forget
Remember what u said u again
I can’t get back that feeling
But I swear this time I feel it
I take one more n I up the dose
I take 2 more cus I hold I close
I never wanna let u go (too much)

Look into my eyes
Telling I’m just fine
Tell I’m not dying
Dying
Dying

messed it up w/ xxcrush inssekt

THANK YOU SM FOR 20 LIKES ON THE OG SONG LVOE YOU ALL 🎉🎉💝🎉🎉🎈💝💝💝💝🪅🪅🪅🥳🥳😂

۶ৎ
ʇuɐʍ noʎ sɓuıɥʇ ǝɥʇ llɐ ǝɯ llǝʇ
oʇ pǝʇuɐʍ noʎ sɓuıɥʇ ǝɥʇ llɐ ǝɯ llǝʇ
۶ৎ
prod @tainiykick
۶ৎ
@gin
tell me all the things you wanted to
tell me all the things you want
tell me all the things you wanted to
tell me all the things you want from me

i never thought that you would go and leave
i always thought that we had something
i knew that it wouldn't be easy
but now you got me rethinking...

of things in the past
i cant go back
these things never last
put me in a casket

held u in my hands
but it felt like sand
only flaw in my plan
slipping through my fingers
۶ৎ
@fucklilahk
Yhh, girl, tell me everything
Yhh i needa knw, I wnt let it b
I cnt stand u, i cnt look at u at all
She wasn't good4me, so i had2 cut her off
Yhh, shi 2hrd
Yhh i kno ion feel alive w/ ha
Idk that ho, no im not ha nigga
Dnt fw dat shi yh, so i had2 switch upp
No im not ok, ion have2 lie
Im barely holding on, u can c it in my eyes
I rather not, but I knw I have2 try
So sick of ts, I jus wnna end my life
Yh im stukk an i wnna get out
Yh it sukks, dnt know wut 2do now
All my thoughts, yh they're getting 2loud
When i die no it wont make a sound

ₙᵢgₕₜcₒᵣₑ ᵥₑᵣₛᵢₒₙ  tell me w/ lilah (tainiykick)

party jumpin prod bashdae

prod. @5vexe 
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[5v]
catch me smokin in d back
smokin on toxins
i jus wanna relaxx
pop another oxy
get the fuck out my way
all u do is talk shit
ion care didnt ask
guess what your musics still trash
i dont open no dms unless ur talkin cash
idk why ur so mad last week u was a fan
i jus popped another xan &im smoking on pacc
and u wish u had my swag hahahah
yea its just like dat im not ur friend
ion wanna hang get out my face
yea its just like dat im not ur friend
and u wish u had my swag

[dreamcache]
i think ima try
mixing this n that
i do what i want
its a simple fact
baby not right now
i hope u understand
5v dreamcache
put tha money in tha bagg

i do what i want if u dont like it u can sue me bro
fuckin onna thotty in the lobby of the studio
i dont like ur music and your outfit look estupido
catch me in my pockets droppin plastic on a gucci coat uhh

i hit a lick and then i laugh it off
thot u were next up r u bat shit
im going savage on a bad bitch
she thought she had a mannequin from sachs blowin out her back

5v + dreamcache - like that *PROD. 5V*

prod @dreamcache

lyrics:

it doesnt let up 
im on my way to the top im doin it right now

this shit is messed up
take a brick of sum green and put the lights out

bro what is up w ur getup ?
u needa find the receipt and take it right backk

it was a set up
she fucking with my feelings i think i like that

put ur pain in me
lets go
cuz i got it like that
cuz i got it like that now
anything goes
everybody know
dreamcache going up
needa ap bust down
ok
ok no
if ur a lame u get cut down
easy mode
u wouldnt know
everything i need on the way now