nightcore

Jooj

dreamcache

Ball

The Upload

@uesbi prod @shinjinv @bugbu6

took my heart back its in pieces
remember when u said u need this
love u still even though im broken
in my hands ur heart that im holding
so maybe i should take some time
maybe i should fake some smiles
maybe i can last just one more night
out of sight
lost my mind
hanging onto words u say
hanging onto smiles i fake
leaving my love to rot
let the bodies drop
wont lie baby im not ok
so maybe i should take some time
but i cant breathe with ur hands around my neck
left alone so im up all nite
nothing else hurts like a sick goodbye :)

no time to lose don’t wanna say goodbye just yet 
this life I chose won’t let go of me like that 
you know for you I’d do everything I can 
thought I was good now I’m falling down again 
It’s not like it’s easy for me too 
don’t ask I’ll make it thru 
trust me it’s all for you 
 I’m still bound to what I hate the most 
I feel just like a ghost 
cuz you won’t realize I’m here

sick goodbye ft. lain「shinjin + lovbug」

Frailty

search party

@chargebeats

[hook]
ok shoutout 2my moms
shoutout 2my therapist
i got it goin on
me n u its no comparison
and i ben goin strong
and ur just an embarrassment
im innit 4the long
and no i wont b sharing shit
ok turn that shit back on
i finally got sum clarity
im thru fuckin around
now i b out here scarin em
i got forces on the ground
i aint takin gud care of em
if u got it put it down
thats itt, im airin em

[verse]
tmz caught me up good 4k
motherfxck me if i take a loss ever
u could get it free all day
it wont come back on me if u decide 2get clever
i was sittin @ tha kickback
then i brought tha acc out
bro started trippin, guess he thot he'd bring the wack out
shawty started sippin, slid thru w tha ass out
i dont got nothin to give 2u homie put ur hand down

(hook)

[verse]
ima stack it from the ceiling 2tha sky
i cant think abt my feelings cuz that make me wanna die
i cant talk abt my dealings they want pieces of the pie
wtf made u think i wanna hear abt ur life ???

ig its rly up2 me if i want it done tha right way
i dont say plz, i just pullup 2tha driveway
and i ben steppin clean w sum vvs from tha ice tray
duffel bussin @ tha seams and it got me walkin sideways

(hook)

Spotify

FORC3S *PROD. CHARGE*

2. MEMORIES!!! (2007)

ur invincible to me
indestructable you see
and one day we'll all be free

you dragged me here
ill drag you out
remove my face
theres nothing there
the souls they speak
they're hearing me
this room was full

i locked myself
so you dont do it for me
just take the tape
and run away
 
if its misplaced
ill lose my mind
you're better off if you leave

you dragged me here
ill drag you out
remove my face
theres nothing there
the souls they speak
they're hearing me
this room was full

leave me alone
let me be
leave me alone
let me be

leave me alone
let me be
leave me alone

what does this room look like

eye for an eye (firemane & maru48k)

on that! w/ alleycat & lilkirby (prod. deadat18 x yukio)

clover

prod. @razor-wrist

its not like u 2 do tht
if u say udnt luv me well thts 2 bad
cuz ur all tht i hav
plz dnt make me sad
bby i wuld do liek anything 4 u
coke lines in the bathroom
so high in the classroom
dnt treat me like ur last dude
*sexy lick moans*
i can feel ur nails dig in2 my skin
i kno they dnt wanna see me win
i know wht u did 2 him
all these thoughts eat me within
and im going crazy
off 2 pills and a percocet daily
and i think my friends all hate me
i just want u here now bby :c
canu call me maybe?
i want u 2 save me
im so sad lately

not like you (razorwrist)

lets ball

prod @dreamcache

@dreamcache
everything i seek leaves me empty handed
everything i need is just a distraction..
when u kick it w// me i stand a chance against sadness
but whenever u leave i wanna live in the past tense

we were on the freeway and we were going so fast
bbbmyE>bae we'll smoke a blunt &&skip class
and i cant even see straight im blowin smoke up on the dashh
and its no release date everything i do is trash

when i look into the light y does it look back at me ??

neon lights fw my mind when i think about you
there is nothing i can do to control it at all
im just such a waste of your time why do i do what i do:/
when i try to hold onto the moment, it’ss gone

dont tryy crossing no lines im not in the rite mood
lets just hang out and put on our fav song
i just wana stay out all night and spend all day in my room
idk what im off uv idk what im on--

@oaf1
ihate u
but grl I wish dat u luvd me
u hate me 2 
I tink it’s funny

im so high dude only god is above me
i clean my shoes w sum bleach n den I pour it in my juice
u should do it 2
girl ill look out for u :)

omg I hate myself
i tink i hate me more den school
o but wait im kinna cute
i might not jump off da roof

i do everything 4 u i jus want u 2think im cool 8)

empty handed w/ @oaf1

are you the real thing [+dxsh]

prod. @chargebeats & @5vexe

i jus tooka chop 2a opp & it felt gud
i just put tha beam onna copp
all he evr seen was a d0t

i got tha PD goin up
i just made a scene on fox
then i got away clean like a mop

i could see tha red and bluu lites in my peripherals
i cant stop tha car bc that shitt is full of chemicals
they b talkin tuff on tha digital
i b on tha run shawty still tryna get physical

if we aint on tha same team u could get attacked
me & u r not tha same thing dont mix up tha faxx
ima turn thisshit 2 dayz n take u off tha mapp
ima ship it str8 away call it same day

5stars on me
im on tv
blacked out humvee
popped out 3d

5stars *PROD. CHARGE + 5V* ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆

prod @sshinju
vocal mixing/engineering @oaf1
<#<#<#<#,,>>.)
@luvange1 @keyblayde808 @oaf1
*
im turning Up b4 i go in
why can i see thru it ? kinda potion u b pourin ??
(i b posted upp)
we case tha vibe n then we close iN
this tha second time u fel off , this iz disappointing
(and my shit aint set2 stun !!)
bich b mor ann0ying
told her i cant kick it 2nite go make an appointment
(idont do this sh*t 4fun !)
all u do is talkk
all i do is cash out hitting numbers offa drop
(br0 i told u icantstoppp)

b4 i go in *w/luvange1  keyblayde808 &&oaf1* [shinju]

prod. by meat computer

music vid (w/ lyrics)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OXxpqQUiVmU

hope

hope (w/ oaf1)

music vid

hope (w/ oaf1) *music vid

(prodheavn)
@blackwinterwells
https://app.matter.online/tracks/67750

Stream

end it +blackwinterwells

i cant stop shaking
prod shinju x deadat18

fail

you are the one [+51five]

i sit here and i cry [+51five]

dreamcache *o^ qt1 *kiri*

happy birthday 2 me <3 
all love to hallow
@avit69
@1hallow
cover taken by @coleslau
on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/24Y6ZUvXsrLW9eIQUulaSn
[lyrics]
[verse]
she wish i was good at being something im not 
i waste all my time i think i wish it would stop 
she wake up at 10 and then she put on her makeup
and i still go to bed and hope that i never wake up
my ex just hit me up to tell me im still an asshole
im worried bout the future but im stuck on the past tho
im looking at my phone and i been talking for too long
and you thought that you knew me, you knew wrong.

[hook]
and i think its my insomnia
i could write a book on everything thats wrong with you
and i figured out that aint nobody solid uh
it started adding up i think that im the problem (x2)

[AViT]
can you, feel it
coursing through your veins just like its venom
toxic, posion, its keeping me alive but i feel dead inside
and everynight i stay up thinking how you fucked me up
and every toss and turn i do you haunt my every move
and i need you out my head
so i finally go to bed

[hook]

insomnia

insomnia w/ AViT (hallow)

https://open.spotify.com/track/30qOE3LSUCmV2ImcHJzjFF?si=m8xQlUZvRem3OTc2BMHoew

@kuraiiii
@176s

[lyrics]
im stressed u help me calm down
still i cant let my guard down
my heart always gets knocked down
so i keep it in lockdown

u make me calm down (you make me believe in me)
im still in lockdown tho
cant let my guard down (you make me believe in myself)
cause u might knock me down

free me
take me away
love, u
cant say the same
im trapped
inside my brain
hate almost
every day

u make me feel a lil bit better
when im down and under the weather
i can come to u for attention
hope u know u hold me together

protect prod sense & kurai

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=94hkFKSzW-0

im trying prod. (4evr+m2k)video in descript

prod by 4evr + taylor morgan

music vid
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dAX3ZP7IPLg&feature=youtu.be

beyond Saving

yt vid

prod @mkne
[chorus]
the only thng i fw nymorre is gettng hii
i need to numb my mind then i think ill b fine
oxycodone ina bag an u kno dat shit mine
i been stuck insidde my head hi in da night time

i jus rlly like the feeling of the ecstasy
i been having weird dreams like l s d
everynight is just a battle tryna fall asleep
my brains prolly fuckd from all the RCs

i jus wanna fall asleep
i just wanna fuckin dream
i jus want some fuckin peace
anxiety leave me be :c

im turning into a fiend
gettng high till i cant see
benzos gimme some relief
ima chew em wit my teef

[chorus]

everytime i think about my life its just tragic
      im havin a hard time stoppin my habits
im jus chillin in my fuckin room smokin cat piss
      offa xan my memories gone, magic!

pop a perky i feel like im in da skyyyy
bih im only happy when im fucking high
baby tell me u love me but dont lie
in my dreams i always fucking die