the surface of your reality is a deep blue sea

VIDEO: https://youtu.be/VoQTvMHKhMs

written & performed by teddybear
produced by jcam
mixed and mastered by jcam, teddybear & Adam Hanney
art by teddybear

@tddybrr

lyrics:

wait for me
you're always saying
wait for me
always saying stay
I can't be alone
clay for me
becoming what you say to me
then you turn back
to what I need most
saying sorry
that's not what I meant
I'm just worried
about you so I stress
and it hurts me
like don't you want what's best for me?
I say yes
and really all I see is 
red from the brake lights
just caught me in a moment
that memory is loading
I've never been this close
I didn't know how
I didn't notice
this coming into focus
this doesn't feel like home to me
you're aiming for the throat I see
constantly
whisper something while you hold me
just underneath
the surface of your reality's a deep blue sea
I know that you'll hate me
Oh how I live so free
all through the misery of me
don't thank me
just don't hit me up
don't thank me
just don't hit me up
she said fine by me
I know that you'll need me
after you live so free
all through the misery
baby when you see
just don't hit me up 
baby when you see
I can't love you enough
I know you'll hate me 
Oh how I live so free
All through the misery
All through the misery of me

you can't kill me in a way that matters

VIDEO

you can't kill me in a way that matters (p. jcam)+VIDEO

confide in me [prod fats'e]

prod. @youngburial

lyrics:

god damn, quick sand
pulling me deeper into my endless thoughts 
god damn, quick sand 
pulling me deeper into my endless thoughts 
insecure, out of words 
writing the same songs in many different ways but they're the same 
why can't i change?
why do i feel this way?
i don't wanna be here 

we are not the same at all 
we are not the same at all 

we don't think the same 
we're on different planes 
you are flying high, i am crashing down 
i am scared help me now 
hit the ground, i am done

quicksand (prod. fats'e)

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Reefan - Yours Truly... (Prod. Truett)

You Know It All [Prod By. nothing,nowhere.]

prod by @youngburial 

final mixing and mastering by me

a song for all my friends



There’s a lot of things in this life that I love
Myself was never one of them
Lately Though I’ve been loving my own skin

Up and left my home looking for a better place
Working on my self quiet a lot these days
I’ll let you know If I come back in

Traveled up and down our country now
Seen the good and evil 
it’s spread pretty evenly around
Hoping for an easy life 
somewhere down south

find a home in the Amazon
See the forest 
hear the bugs 
singing all night long
Maybe it’ll be the place to fall in love

Everywhere I go 
people say similar things
About the place they live 
the things they’ve seen

Everyone I know has a passion or a dream
We’re all together swimming upstream
I can see we all make a good team

Make a good teamx1000

Nothing I’ve done myself
Can I credit to only me
It’s been a large group of friends and family

All the times I’ve wished 
I could cry myself to sleep
You’ve all been standing by me

I never asked what made you promise
I never knew I could be so honest
Jewels deep in the forest
I won’t ignore this

I always felt lost in disguise
I know I can still feel alright
A bed of roses lay deep inside

good team [prod. fats'e]

how could I have been so rude

Bread & Butterflies Continues...

Written & Performed By teddybear 
Produced By Hudson Alexander
Recorded/Mixed/Mastered By Hudson Alexander
Art By Jazzy Ross (ig: jazzyross)

@hudsonalexander
@tddybrr

Not in a car!

Lyrics

Not in a car! (Prod. Hudson Alexander)

you said we were anxious regardless

Bread & Butterflies Continues...

Written & Performed By teddybear 
Produced By Cian P
Recorded/Mixed/Mastered By Cian P
Art By teddybear

@1cianp
@tddybrr

Bread & Butterflies

Agnosia

Agnosia (Prod. Cian P)

almost 2 years after Hey October comes Hey October 2

lyrics:
use to feel a lot now I don’t feel shit
I guess that that’s just how it is
And I really wanna change the way i live
but I don’t think I’ll find it in me to forgive
myself for all of the stuff I did
To compromise my brain after all of the stuff you did so 
Where do I go, where do I go from here
Take my hand and you show me where to go from here 

Hey October 
promise you’re never over
Long as I’m never sober
you’ll never make me colder
and yeah I called her
Told her I wanna hold her
She said idk but
maybe when we get older
When the leaves start dying like I do
I’d like to chill cuz I like you
lots of things that this fucked world might do
But I will go thru the dark just to find you
this pain won’t go less u let it
but I get it, don’t know where my head is
all I know is that I’m breaded
ima spend it all on me cuz I’m selfish

Hey October 2

hey october 2

What if it's all in my head?

The Final Chapter of Bread & Butterflies

Written & Performed By teddybear & BLANKTS
Produced By Hudson Alexander
Featuring BLANKTS

Wonderland

Wonderland ft. BLANKTS (Prod. Hudson Alexander)

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prod. @l1lbiscuit
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Lyrics:

i know u tryna vibe with me
thas a no go
higher than a kite
bish im flyin solo
ask if im alright
bby u alrdy know
that i wanna die
will u letme down slow

look around n all i see are ghosts
talkin like a god
i never sold my soul
lost inside the fog
or maybe isstha smoke
gotta live this way
the only way i know

take another drag of a cigarrette
take another shot hoppin i forget
chase it all down with my regrets
body no longer producin endorphenns

got these
snake eyes 
starin back at me
shits vile
fake smiles
wheres the empathy
fuck it rest in peace
just fuckin let me be
its my ending scene
my sweet serentity

nothings real
n i cant feel
inside this low frequency
changin direction
i move with the seas
i want you so close
but im scared thatchull leave
ill be a ghost inside ur memory


i know u tryna vibe with me
thas a no go
higher than a kite
bish im flyin solo
ask if im alright
bby u alrdy know
that i wanna die
will u letme down slow

low frequency (prod. lil biscuit)

low frequency (prod. Lil Biscuit)

/D\R/E\A/M\K/I\T/E\
 ~.ChalkStamps.~

// The night kisses you like you are monumental
because she is inside your head //


Contact:  zer0dirtz@gmail.com

low frequency (prod. Lil Biscuit)

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