Name: It Is In The Seeing (Live at Roulette Intermedium) by DREAMCRUSHER
Duration: 5 min 28 s
Description: “MUSIC MAKES ME HIGH” A ONE-TIME EVENT RECORDED 6-FEBRUARY-2025 FOR ROULETTE INTERMEDIUM! OUT NOW ON BANDCAMP! dreamcrusher.bandcamp.com/album/music-…-intermedium #dreamcrusher #noise #queer #enby #nonbinary #fyp #nb #music #mmmh #bandcamp #bandcampfriday

this is driiipping in something sticky & caustic

Lovefear - Breathe

Forsaken

「 taken from 'Give up Chanel' 」
https://mappa.bandcamp.com/album/give-up-channel

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Julek ploski’s ‘Give up Channel’ is on mappa. It’s the follow-up to the Poland-based FL Studio demon’s ‘Hotel *****’, released via Orange Milk in 2023.

It’s an album that wrestles against a shadow self. It’s about shelter from the hailstorm of unwanted memories and guilt pangs and serrated blades of thought. It’s about clinging on to some semblance of hope, knuckles taut and teeth gritted.

The fragmented drift of opener ‘Naysayer’ flows forward like an anxious daydream, pad eddies and piano plinks anchored by Trapaholics drops and bursts of guaracha drums. It’s a mess of mind: the bleakness of ‘Truth’ is punctuated by gun cocking and bullet spray and sudden jester-like blasts of unhinged, schizo-whimsical melody. An internal war without a clear winner.

Shame snakes through this music like venom through an emaciated body. Blue screenlight in a dark bedroom, pulsating temples, lockjaw. ‘Titanic’ hits like the thrashing resistance of a being built for love grappling against the scalding vengefulness it’s forced to contend with, the song’s abstracted rave synths giving way to warped voices and spiralling derangement. ‘Hollywood’ is a scarred battleground, the martial bludgeoning of a tightly wound hardstyle stomp blistering and shredding a delicate piano-and-string arrangement.

This music is about deep solitude, a meditation on simmering, slow-marinating hatred. But it’s ultimately about prevailing. It doesn’t revel in negativity, it roils and twists and writhes against it. Dots of light in oppressive darkness. Clarity and purpose against chaos and filth. It’s a struggle worth waging. 

Composed, recorded and mixed by Julek ploski
julekploski.bandcamp.com
www.instagram.com/julekploski/

Additional production in Earth Trax / Bartosz Kruczyński
www.instagram.com/earthtraxonline/

Mastered by Adam Badí Donoval
abdonoval.com

Artwork and design by Julek Ploski

Words by Madjestic Kasual
www.instagram.com/madjestickasual/


Released by mappa as MAP055 in 2025

Give up Channel

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Truth (feat—Martyna Basta & Patrick Shiroishi)

new york yesterday

“MUSIC MAKES ME HIGH” A ONE-TIME EVENT RECORDED 6-FEBRUARY-2025 FOR ROULETTE INTERMEDIUM! OUT NOW ON BANDCAMP! dreamcrusher.bandcamp.com/album/music-…-intermedium #dreamcrusher #noise #queer #enby #nonbinary #fyp #nb #music #mmmh #bandcamp #bandcampfriday

It Is In The Seeing (Live at Roulette Intermedium)

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Produced by: @alyrik
Mastered by: Alex at quiet details studios
Artwork by: Kryscina Karbouskaya
Label by: @alyrik
Release Date: August 29, 2025

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𝐏𝐑𝐄𝐌𝐈𝐄𝐑𝐄 | alyrik - Monumentime (Outro) [Self Release]

ill keep it short and bittersweet. i made this track the day that my boyfriend broke up with me, then the pressure from school coming back. I'm feeling like a complete loser at the current moment because the way ive been treating myself and others. life's been kicking my ass lately and ive been barely hanging on, ill keep hanging on for others because i know thet want me to keep going. thats all i want to say, thank you for listening and reading this half assed paragraph.

This track will be updated because its not complete at the current moment, i just wanted it out.


- AstralDivinity/ashton. 8/8/25, 11:21 PM CST.

It Is In The Seeing (Live at Roulette Intermedium)

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