Bro there is no way this came out two years ago i just found the album on spotify in the fall and this is literally one of my favorite songs of all time

☻☹︎ | ♥︎♡ 
4/6

Lyrics

You said there was an answer
A method to the madness
Something can cure my sadness

I was sitting in your car and
It all felt quite cathartic
Reached so deep into my heart
Pulled out words I’d never say
I’d never say to your face
But you made a promise
Oh, you promised
Oh fuck you promised me 
We would be happy
We would be happy
We would be happy
We would be happy 
We would be happy
We would be happy
We would be happy
We would be happy
We would be happy

//

Thank you so much for listening. It means the world to me

Love Line

Catharsis

tell me your story tell me more
tell me all the moments
you think you’re boring
i think that you should keep on talking

this conversation
this exchange of information its all
just a fixation don’t give in
to that temptation 

left right left right left right left right x4

hi hello what’s your major what’s
your favorite ice cream flavor
what are some of your deal breakers
tea or coffee what you savor

its all a game, i reckon
and i’m not much of a player
i’m better off without you in my mind
so see you later

left right left right left right left right x4

new match (feat. hidden contact)

Stems are available @ https://evangeline.info

this song is about wanting normal things like normal people

Performed by
Evangeline, mt saint michael

Written by
E. Butcher

Produced by
Evangeline, mt saint michael, Callum Sheehan

https://evange-line.bandcamp.com/track/tailspin-ft-callum-sheehan-mt-saint-michael

[ SOC ]

--

I got the best seat in the house
and you've been dying to try it on
So when weeks turn into months and the blood dries up
I'm watching TV and you're up and gone

I want a house with a picket fence
so I can yell at the neighbor's kids
So when months turn into years and the scars disappear
I'll box all my thoughts up and shut the lid

And I hope your car tailspins on its way home
I'm chasing the high of skipping your funeral
So when old cuts open up and the tears start to fall
I'll put a band-aid on it but still fall comatose

Tailspin (ft. mt saint michael & Callum Sheehan)

>>>\\\LYRICS BELOW

goodbye, Trophy! (45-53)

the final trophy song

____

made in 24 hours for @artbyform 's All Nighter Vol. 7

In this song, clearlew's vocal performance embodies my two-year debate of being transgender. It's Canal Pride in Amsterdam as we're making this, and I'm sitting home writing a song with my best friend about being beautiful in my own way. However, given as to how clearlew sings my story and he doesn't represent the lyrics personally, we decided to write a song that can also be interpreted as a love song, about a girl named >>>"lola" - the name I would have given myself, if I would have decided to become a woman.

____

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https://soundcloud.com/clearlew
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https://www.instagram.com/clearlew_/
https://twitter.com/clearlew_?lang=en

____

Lyrics

I've gotta think twice
Because lola she's so beautiful
And I
I know it's gotta come from inside (yeah)
Girl this is ineffable
Girl I'm so irrational

I've gotta think twice,
Because lola she's so beautiful
And I
I know it's gotta come from inside (yeah)
Girl this is ineffable
Girl I'm so irrational

White heels, white skirt
I know I've never met her
But I can tell you that I know her more than anyone (oh yeah)
I'm such a perfectionist
But I dont know what perfection is
I'll tell you who I am
But girl I don't know who I am

Do you know how to do it like her?
Materialism, I think I'm falling for it all over again

I can't open my eyes
to see your face because I 
Just can't take another lie
(Give it time)

You always hide behind your actions like you know what's right
I'll keep hiding behind my eyes, 'till the time is right
You always hide behind your actions like you know what's right
I'll keep hiding behind my eyes, 'till the time is right

White heels, white skirt
I know I've never met her
but I can tell you that I know her more than anyone (oh yeah)
I'm such a perfectionist
But I dont know what perfection is
I'll tell you who I am
But girl I don't know who I am

Do you know how to do it like her?
Materialism, I think I'm falling for it all over again

I can't open my eyes
To see your face because I
Just can't take another lie
(Give it time)

You always hide behind your actions like you know what's right
I'll keep hiding behind my eyes 'till the time is right

I've gotta think twice
I've gotta think twice
(Yeah!)

____

goodbye, Trophy! (45-53)

clearlew + TROPHYTROPHY - lola (51)

source

@scrobaby

Lyrics:

what it really takes
im on my own im on my own now
i dont like the way
it feels like im part of the breakdown

and you let go of the wheel
tryna find yourself in the crash won’t heal you 
but i dont have a stake in this
you could throw it away but it comes back to you
and where could my intrusive thoughts be going to?
you could throw it away but it comes back to you
and where could my intrusive thoughts be going

bad at explaining cause i care bout your reactions
wherever this flower blooms i guess I’ll have to
and all my wants are found somewhere in closure 
i just want to find some more composure

im on my own im on my own now
it feels like im part of the breakdown

and all my wants are found somewhere in closure 
i just want to find some more composure
(on my way down)
all my wants are found somewhere in closure 
i just want to find some more composure
(on my way down)
all my wants are found somewhere in closure 
i just want to find some more composure
(on my way down)
all my wants are found somewhere in closure 
i just want to find some more 
kaleidoscope
all my wants are found somewhere in closure 
i just want to find some more composure
(on my way down)
all my wants are found somewhere in closure 
i just want to find some more composure
(on my way down)
all my wants are found somewhere in closure 
i just want to find some more composure
(on my way down)
(if what i want's not what i need then how do i explain these dreams)
all my wants are found somewhere in closure 
i just want to find some more composure
(on my way down)
(if what i want's not what i need then how do i explain these dreams)

Jedwill, Scro - Kaleidoscope

watch it all decay . . .
• please go support @shwirlll , wouldn't have been possible without him !!!!!
fanlink.to/shwirl
• also huge thank u to @reksi420 for the art <3

lyrics:
[harmtails]
you can say what you want
and i promise it won't hurt me
cause i know i've gone too far
this time

yeah i get scared when it's dark
it's hard to admit it
thought i played all my cards right
well guess i didn't

passed out, backseat of some taxi
let's go, you and me on a trip, no acid
i feel my body collapsing
wake up like wtf happened

sometimes yeah life is not that great
don't know whats real or what is fake
i gotta clean the mess i've made
in time or it'll be too late

texting my friends like i'm okay
don't know what feelings to convey
lie down and watch it all decay
watch it all decay

[shwirl]
i can feel it, must move quickly
whoda thunk it'd be so deadly
feel it creepin all inside me
how the fuck did this happen to me

i've got no where to run away
the blood in my heart makes its way
to my head pounding way too hard
i think by now it's far too late

harmtails & shwirl - decay

thank god for girls !

music video created by jackie's fable
https://youtu.be/TeBMu0_g62g

guitar solo by lucas andrade

Lyrics:
thank god for girls who wear big sunglasses
thank god for guys who wear jean shorts
thank god for airports
and swimming lessons
i think i'll need a new sport to play
basketball was nice, you see
but i don't think that it's for me
tony's chevy with black leather
never enough seats
for me

i'll walk to the stadium
if it means you'll get a seat
mama said i'm a good ole boy
but that don't mean much to me
i try my best not to upset the delicate
balance that you keep
so i'll walk 100 miles backwards,
so you can take a seat
just take a seat

thanks mom for dinner 
thanks dad for tuition 
thanks jack for teaching me 
how to write lyrics 
thanks leonard cohen and william shatner 
thanks khloe kardashian 
and her sister who slapped her 
basketball was nice, you see but 
i dont think that its for me 
tony’s ready when you’re ready 
at least that is what he told me

i'll walk to the stadium
if it means you'll get a seat
mama said i'm a good ole boy
but that don't mean much to me
i try my best not to upset the delicate
balance that you keep
so i'll walk 100 miles backwards,
so you can take a seat
just take a seat

BOOOM

thank god for girls

co-prod by @charliemakesmusic
thank you for being here :)


baby i can't fall asleep i think too much about the end
and i think im running out of time ill fall into your skin
fall into your skin
wait for this to end

romanticizing life
you must have lost your mind
all i do is sit inside
i waste my time

but its all my fault
didn't get a job cause ur too comfortable
cutting off some friends its nothin personal
they're just going through some shit you never felt at all
party in the city i forgot my flaws

my visions blurry tonight but im still looking at you
we got too high (high) off our shit and we got slightly amused
i dont feel so sad
baby you don't mean that
i take a look where im at
feelings i gotta combat
and i fall back to you
i fall back to you

something has to change

No Witness Feat. Ren0! (Alo257)

@underscores

part of @artbyform's "All Nighter, Volume One", with album proceeds funding the important work of https://www.mermaidsuk.org.uk/ to support trans youth and their families in the uk.



what do i wanna look like when i go outside?
when will i finally wanna go outside?
why does it feel so wrong when i’m outside?
then what do i gotta do to go outside?

must be these walls

save your words
till i figure this out
save your breath
i’m still so lost

must be these walls

who do i wanna be when i go outside?
who am i gonna be when i go outside?

and maybe someday you’ll feel like you can go outside c:
master by @jupelife

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just a sketchbook for my music

new match (feat. hidden contact)

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