this was from a long time ago i cooked some fye up back then lez go yaya
prod @aerelin
is that so? 

<33 :

u leave me vacant u leave me feelin low
there was this hole in my heart it made me feel cold
i been gone bby n i been feelin low
u were the one for me bby u were my home
u left this hole baby u left this hole in my life
u told me baby u loved me that u were my wife?
now im so hollow bby think i wanna die
put a bullet thru my head think ill end this life

i didnt wanna feel alone 
ur the one leaving msgs on my phone
i been feeling so alone 
ur the one leaving msgs on my phone

i be rollin over i be fallin sad
i spend all the time in my head tryna get u back
but u betrayed me ur laughing with him
ur with a better guy arent u happy babe
i know that u will be fine ya without me
but ill be living in the past cant u help me

tatatatatata 
tatatatatata
ik ur happier with him
but its killing me inside
tatatatatata
ya i jus wanna die again
ya ur arms they were my home
u left my heart feelin betrayed baby....

letmecutoffmylife (aerelin)

@wesberk

(first time recording in fl studio)

I want to change and fight anxiety…but i cant fix it if i never face the problem itself.. <3

(lyrics)
yea, yea were going up today
just thinking about my past mistakes ive been trying to chase
all my feelings just wanna go run away
one day i will know this whole mess will go away
why cant i just run away
all thats left is just the touch
of the pressure that cant be undone

ive been locked up in a cage
inside my brain
its making me go insane
all that i wish is that i awake
im playing catch
without a bat
the pain attack
it hurts a lot
i see your light
came down in sight
unable to try
my fears tell me im alright

yea, yea were going up today
just thinking about my past mistakes ive been trying to chase
all my feelings just wanna go run away
one day i will know this whole mess will go away
why cant i just run away
all thats left is just the touch
of the pressure that cant be undone

forget the past... (wesberk)

let's get it started.

w/ @kyphosis-201925369

get it started w/ kyphosis (prod. xtasane)

in another life i was destined to be a vocalist in a shitty post hardcore band that disbanded due to petty internal drama

anyway epic song so awesome, some of my longest sustains ever lol
original by pierce the veil (top 5 bands ever)
purely for fun and practice (srsly if u wana improve ur singing cover a song like this) O_O ep soon i hope (i've been endlessly revisiting and scrapping songs somone pls help)

cover art x.com/2uaiueo/status/1982076365089464440

this is also the first song in months where i didn't pitch it up in post savor it
xoxo (this will probably be the norm from now on anyway lol)

Bury me in the bedroom where I
I can sing you to sleep all night
Put me next to the open window, promise me a second time
'Cause I don't wanna leave without you buried by my side
I'd rather kill the one responsible
For falling stars at night
'Cause they fall all around me
The night can be deadly
And they'll never take us alive
(Can you chase away the darkness?)
To live in love and die
Last night, she recited every reason she's fine
So if we're heading there together at the same time
You sing while I drive
Move like a fugitive tonight
(Dance on the ambulance) 
Because I would rather spend my life vacations in bed
With you like drunken summer kites
And this is only a test
Sober and scaring me to death
They'll never take us alive
To live in love and die
And I don't care if you're sick
I don't care if you're contagious
I would kiss you even if you were dead
Would somebody make me go blind for the rest of my life?
'Cause I'd do anything to hold your hand
And I don't care if you're sick
I don't care if you're contagious
Oh, no
Would somebody make me go blind for the rest of my life?
'Cause I'd do anything, anything, anything
They'll never take us alive
'Cause I'll chase away the darkness
I'll live in love and die
I joined the party for the recently blind
So if we're heading there together, you can sing all night
I'm gonna tear out the thread one by one from your skin
'Till your bones feel embarrassed from all the attention
Kiss me while I drive

i don't care if you're contagious (cover)

Reset

Thanks to @l1minal1 for hopping on this track and the master preset for this!1!1!

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[@drewalongtheglare]

Try and try for a lover
Die we die for each other
Does it feel right? Will you suffer?
Baby it gets hard yeah I swear that it gets tougher

Try and try for a lover
Die we die for each other
Does it feel right? Will you suffer?
Baby it gets hard yeah I swear that it gets tougher


[@l1minal1]

Ik u care, eyes so pretty, move ur hair.
Now pls come and hold my hand, it just gets tougher in the end.
Promise I’m not lying when I say this,
Is it my fault I want to fix this?
Handful of love to give to ya, so much love to give to ya.

Promise I regret most the things I say,
I can’t go back, I just feel played.
Way too attached to the point where
I can't help but cling onto u—
I hope this isn’t a mistake.

[@drewalongtheglare]

Feel like im fallin out of love im fallin out of line
I cant keep it up for too long it is not the time
Wait for your next message anticipate ur lies
I wont be a bother as long as you'll be mine

[@drewalongtheglare & @l1minal1]

Bae I’ll stand by, I’ll be right here (drew)
I got so much love, is it not clear? (liminal)
Can u see my washed-away tears? (drew)
Over time losing u became my biggest fear. (liminal)

It Gets Tougher w/ l1minal (prod. drew)

timbo

"Should've" "Could've" "Would've"...

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Lyrics:

[@drewalongtheglare]

And I don’t wanna believe, I don’t wanna go back,
Know you’re addicted to me you still treat me like I’m trash.
So put your heart in the bag — I’ve already said it once,
Swear it’s never enough, feels like I’ll never be done.

Do you know how it feels? ‘Cause I’m trying a lot,
Your heart has finally healed but you just left mine to rot.
And you should’ve left me bleeding — should’ve, could’ve, would’ve,

[@1sunsuu]

and i wish that we would be here together it's forever
when you said that you don't want me my heart drop n it shatters
4 months long you disappear or did you find someone better
oh girl I'm sorry I can't treat you well I guess I'm the worse

I just wanna feel alive
down two pills then I feel alright
wanted you by my side
got deep cuts with blunted knives
I just wanna feel alive
down two pills then I feel alright
wanted you by my side
want you just by my side

[@drewalongtheglare]

Just give me a minute, I’m working on myself and I don’t wanna hear it.
I don’t get the feeling you’re not too far off — I feel it,
See you in my dreams and I need you to come back to me.
And I love your ecstasy, and I’ll die before I get to see
You, me, our peace in between myself and a different me.

Your Ecstasy ft. 1sunsuu (prod. over)

#4s

-- lyrics --

i dont have more for you
i dont have my life thought through
i dont know what to do
and you saw

but you say that its fine
as we're falling back through time
i see your face
you look into mine
i follow its trace

you told me to stay
you told me its fate
i dont know what to think
it keeps making me break
your message remains
i feel lost in your name
every feeling it wanes

oh its never enough, oh woah oh
ive become so numb, i know
i just want the both of us to grow
as we lock our eyes in the nouveau 

this time
ill do all i can do make it right
everything i do is for the sight
of you, i couldnt lose this view
in the sky i
see the stars i
feel the warmth of
it holding me tight
you're the side of myself i
couldnt hide, i couldnt hide

i dont have more for you
i dont have my life thought through
i dont know what to do
and you saw

but you say that its fine
as we're falling back through time
i see your face
you look into mine
i follow its trace

you told me to stay
you told me its fate
i dont know what to think
it keeps making me break
your message remains
i feel lost in your name
every feeling it wanes

oh its never enough, oh woah oh
ive become so numb, i know
i just want the both of us to grow
as we lock our eyes in the nouveau

falling traces

falling traces (xternalz)

the 2025 #Finale starts now...
join the dynasty discord: discord.gg/SWRQXqVpUU
 featuring @hiseph
produced by @v2nthan
art by @heavenslostinsideus on instagram

lyrics
pack came thru
i need it bad
supreme up when i sag
take a flight i hit up sac
fly business wit some class
new cavalli denim 
i'm still looking 4 dat new shit
fell out wit dat hoe 
nd now she mad i got a new bitch

like bby
whatchu 
thought it was?
thought it was?
thought it was?
thought it was?
thought it was?
thought it was?
thought it was?
thought it was?

cruise ship got me seasick
took 2pillz 
i swear i'm tweakin
walk round wit dat bracelet
tryna flex up boy stop playin
everywhere that i go
 got discounts
cuz they kno i'm spending 
it's brown boy szn everyday
i tell my brudda spin ittt

fuckd up all dayyy
one mistakee
u ain't gon get nothing from me
cameras in my faceee
ain't no wayyy
that you stunting on me 

got some rips up on my jeans
and it's tearing at the seams
them undercover dreams
i let everybody see

big blunts i face up
my team kno i push shit up
i got no time 4 no hoezzz
if u pussy then speak up
don't fw me then it's loveee
cuz my pockets still gon bust
cdg got double cuffs
moving classical as fuck

ain't got no tats 
but that bitch 
leave a mark up on me
that winter camo
you would think i'm in the army
it's me and venthan in this club
i told him throw it up
know you won't chase it how i do
so i ain't sorry

pack came thru
i need it bad
supreme up when i sag
take a flight i hit up sac
fly business wit some class
new cavalli denim 
i'm still looking 4 dat new shit
fell out wit dat hoe 
nd now she mad i got a new bitch

like bby
whatchu 
thought it was?
thought it was?
thought it was?
thought it was?
thought it was?
thought it was?
thought it was?
thought it was?

seph - thought it was (venthan)

awp w/pezz

Hobbyist
Discord: devscratch

Yuru Dreams collective 

@ilyjayacuu
@naawws

It Gets Tougher w/ l1minal (prod. drew)

Drew