Watch Another.

Lyrics:

I know you see these scars, girl, I did it all for her (Effystonem reference - https://soundcloud.com/glosuka/effystonem)
I’m looking at the stars as I question my self-worth
Like, am I really worth? Where did I take a turn?
I’m going for the worst; I just wish I could change it all

Cause if I could, I’d break the fall
So if we try, we try, we’ll make it out
I promise you cause all in all, 
I need you to know that you’re enough

Let’s just be honest, look at where we’re at now
Born to be free but forced to be locked down
Wanna make a change but you’re standing in the background
I can see it clear, your depression in a compound

I just wanna try it, try it, try it
You just can’t deny it, ’ny it, ’ny it
I know you won’t like it, like it, like it

Just tell me where you were when I needed you the most :( 

I did like everything I could just to pursue you
I guess it wasn’t enough; I couldn’t do two, ohh
I can’t pull it together like I used to
Maybe it’s a sign that I need you

Break The Fall (overr)

currently working on an ep but it's definitely getting delayed due to college and stuff. can't promise you guys that it's good but it's gotta be something really new to me hope you guys enjoy this first track that are going to be on the ep!!


and I am breaking apart
I'm losing my mind outside
it's my fault from the start
cause I trusted your lies
now theres tears on my eyes
got me crying all night
tell myself im alright
I needed you by my side
and I am breaking apart
I'm losing my mind outside
it's my fault from the start
cause I trusted your lies
now theres tears on my eyes
got me crying all night
tell myself im alright
don't you know that Im tired?
is this what you desired?

you got me feeling so damn hopeless
I wish I could change it
but youre the problem it's between us
but I'm so dumb that I didnt notice 
wish that I fucking change it
but it keep getting worst

tell me what the fuck did I do wrong?
and im hiding all my feeling just from writing all these songs
feeling bad about myself and I don't feel like I belong
slit the blade inside my heart and girl I promise Ill be gone

breaking apart (runawway, yashio)

me n my evil twin <3

amv: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1IJUnTjzeLs

I fucked it up from the start
my lifes been getting so hard
I'm stuck to what it was
try to change was it worth it?
now theres hole in my heart
im tryna make things alright
but fuck im lost in my mind
leave all my past in behind
I try to change but you won't even care
like everything I do yeah I'm the one to blame
I be doing everything I'm just doing what I can
I still have feelings for you but you don't feel the same

@1xene
yea im doin all i can
but u dont wanna see that :(
tryna make amends
but u dont rlly need that
girl u drive me mad
girl ur all
that i needed
everytime i shut my eyes 
ur all that im seeing

baby youre my secret
that im gatekeeping
baby youre the reason 
that im still breathing
dreamin ab u
im dreamin ab u 
thinking ab u
cant live w/o u!

from the start w/ xene (yashio, decago)

tysm @4aia for hopping on yayayaya
prod me

hihi what's up muaheheh iii eerm actually don't know what to say this time just listen i guess tyty <3

beat breakdown (emotional); https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Mxo3KpSN_1A
spotify; https://open.spotify.com/album/66vzr64dUvUunDAA0lEq02?si=YkjRZlaVRoyyfI-5sFXCRA

linktr.ee/pawprinted
♡♡

he plays with a loaded gun
stuck in his bedroom alone
he can't let himself know love
or else he'll get too attached to it

all the wasted time, oh dear, it haunts him
he lets it eat him up inside until it rots him

he just worries and worries like everyday
what if this happens or that happens?
he can't help but think

and as the sun sets low
he's left alone with his thoughts
and that's a fate that's worse than death

so he stumbles all over his words
can't make up his mind
if this is really best for him

he feels lost, so unloved
but he'll conform to the people 
the people who were supposed to care

but they didn't
so he has to restart all from scratch
from nothing
safe for a few scars
he just wishes that he could be in her arms

@4aia
oh his chest feels so tight
ah and theres this aching within
it feels like hes living life in somebody elses skin
he gave his all to be seen yea
and now its on loop in his head
hes stuck reliving this thought
why is it so hard to forget?

scrolling- 
scrolling thru old texts on his phone
just so he might feel a little less alone 
its the weight of love he cant forget
and just like every other night
he wept

@pawprinted
he plays with a loaded gun
stuck in his bedroom alone
he can't let himself know love
or else he'll get too attached to it

all the wasted time, oh dear, it haunts him
he lets it eat him up inside until it rots him

he just worries and worries like everyday
what if this happens or that happens?
he can't help but think

and as the sun sets low
he's left alone with his thoughts
and that's a fate that's worse than death

so he stumbles all over his words
can't make up his mind
if this is really best for him

he feels lost, so unloved
but he'll conform to the people 
the people who were supposed to care

but they didn't
so he has to restart all from scratch
from nothing
safe for a few scars
he just wishes that he could be in her arms

all i want is someone that understands me
but clearly
that's not you  
that's not you

did you ever feel that sting of guilt? not once?
i should have known
that you'd use me
throw me away in the trash

just forget about me

understand w/ kaia

let's get it started.

w/ @kyphosis-201925369

get it started w/ kyphosis (prod. xtasane)

"the mistakes that haunt me" produced by me
Performed/Written by @counterxo

the mistakes that haunt me

the mistakes that haunt me (counter) #NES2WO

☆ beat clips june 2025 - september 2025. dm me on instagram @5spaceboyry or visit my beatstore: www.beatstars.com/spaceboyrybeatz to purchase!

☆ also visit my new discord server: https://discord.com/invite/q9wNMcMY34 to hang out, network, collab, promote your stuff and have a chance to be on the spring25 mix!

☆ youtube beats here: www.youtube.com/channel/UC0J9kNBLubeaqoXAwhi-0uA https://www.youtube.com/@spaceboyrybeatz2

☆ special shoutout to all the producers who helped made this happen. this is one of my favorite mixes I’ve made so far and it was a crazy productive summer fr. make sure to check out everyone whose tagged in the title! 🌟 hope you enjoy!

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
0:00 w/ @rainn_god
0:30 w/ @struggledhobo
1:09 w/ @koukaisuru
1:35 w/ @s0lemn
2:00 solo
2:55 w/ w/ @concern2k
3:23 w/ @s6lty_official
3:50 w/ @noahsuri
4:32 w/ @sshinju + @ssj5-junk
5:04 w/ @user-987135015
5:30 solo
6:16 w/ @luckeyknows
6:43 solo
7:23 w/ @yashio20k + @ssj5-junk
8:04 w/ @counterxo
8:59 solo

summer25 pt 1 w/ @counter @shinju @yashio @luckyknows @s6lty @raingod @s0lemn @sd23 @ssj5 @hobo @concern @suri @koukai

prod ; @bound2return + @cruseyyyy + @tgwog
the dudes;
@7akkiro
@1crusafix
sorry deepinparis

not the same ft. the bros

gxyard!

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get it started w/ kyphosis (prod. xtasane)

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