@silversxo @methboiswag

my mirror stares back
phone screen cracked
i can't feel when you touch my hand
when i'm near you i fall back one step
i think we're gonna crash
motion sickness
my vision turns black and it replays in my head
i have to get myself home

just bad luck, just this once
i'm so close 
i'm on doses i've never touched before
i'm on the road, how did i make it this far?
i'm on the phone
i can't talk
can't see you it's so, so dark
i'm getting dragged from everywhere, i fall apart
i know i dream to but i can't restart

my mirror stares back
phone screen cracked
i can't feel when you touch my hand
when i'm near you i fall back one step
i think we're gonna crash
motion sickness
my vision turns black and it replays in my head
i'm getting dragged from everywhere, i fall apart
i know i dream to but i can't restart

My mirror stares back (prod. silver & methboiswag)

featuring @d1vwv
produced by me (@bigdog30k) & @with3rx

[ buffalobang: ]
i can remember and its haunting
aching my day away
my legs collapse and i fall again
and ill get up but its so daunting
and ill get up but its so daunting

twist me into knots & rinse me clean
i dont think its funny how you act, how you speak
when you talk to me
when you talk to me
when you talk to me
when you talk to me
thats not how its supposed to be

[ d1v: ]
i can imagine our life and our future
is that weird for me to say
i spend my life on the computer
our lifes are kinda different so to say
i remember my first breakdown
i was 15 i was bloody
i was scared what u would think of me
and if i was ugly
is it weird for me to say
we are a perfect match
nothing can be worse then what we have

[ buffalobang: ]
twist me into knots & rinse me clean
i dont think its funny how you act, how you speak
when you talk to me
when you talk to me
when you talk to me
when you talk to me
thats not how its supposed to be
i can remember and its haunting
aching my day away
my legs collapse and i fall again
and ill get up but its so daunting
and ill get up but its so daunting

Sudden Departure, Soccer Club 2

Aching, Dream State

Aching, Dream State ft. d1v [with3r & bigdog30k]

@kojowav @sshinju

had it in my palm it must've dropped
she say she never hear from me, must've forgot
i'm reaching my limits with a lot
i keep dosing up until it stop
i'm losing focus, need to move on
turn into a version of myself that get boo'd out
girl i can't see you now, i'm in town with lunaa
lost what we had, i spoke too soon

spoke to soon, had it coming to me
i don't wanna do it, all i really care about is money
10 drinks in, i enjoy em all from start to finish
hoping when this all is over, they'd be throwing flowers to me
what compares, when there's nothing left there?
tell em i don't care, while i'm pulling out my hair
in depths of despair, i light up my cigarette
it's been getting to my head, carrying it all these years
feel a pain in my chest, wondering what's next
push me to the edge
100 years of stress, just tell me what it is
girl i tried my best, chasing down the meds

had it in my palm it must've dropped
she say she never hear from me, must've forgot
i'm reaching my limits with a lot
i keep dosing up until it stop
i'm losing focus, need to move on
turn into a version of myself that get boo'd out
girl i can't see you now, i'm in town with lunaa
lost what we had, i spoke too soon

In my palm (prod. kojo & shinju)

No effort (prod. Chenpol)

@kojowav @kiryano

i wonder
where do i go when it's dark?
worn this face for so long, now i'm tearing it off
used to care to be up, now it's wearing me down
blood and tears baby, would you care if i stopped?
wishing it was different, but for what?
he thought it was safe, boy i'm coming for ur spot
can't handle this stress, i'm still under a lot
if it all changed, would you be there if i called?

turn up the crowd til we break the floor
heavy bags on me, fuck it, throw it overboard
he think he know it but that's not what i was going for
took over the show with my voice, sit down and lower yours
wilding at the party, spilled my drink on expensive clothes
secret meeting going down, what's your inner circle for?
hoodie down low in public, i can't take this anymore
my bro deliver heavy bass, serving door to door
so much going on i can't keep up
if you did me wrong, don't reach out
on the smoke bench, watch the leaves grow
look around, all of this could be gone

where do i go when it's dark?
worn this face for so long, now i'm tearing it off
used to care to be up, now it's wearing me down
blood and tears baby, would you care if i stopped?
wishing it was different, but for what?
he thought it was safe, boy i'm coming for ur spot
can't handle this stress, i'm still under a lot
if it all changed, would you be there if i called?

Tear my face off (prod. kojo & kiryano)

@silversxo @methboiswag

i got 2 phones in my hand
in case they wanna get in touch again
man i wonder how it all went bad
restart, i need time before i get back
all i ever wanted from you, you could never give it to me
i know that i should've told, you're taking this so seriously
money came in different ways, they just keep on sending to me
went out crazy now everybody they wanna get at me
ketamine
get at me, get at me
that boy keep taking L's, i'm on the winning team
smoking in a shopping street, they stare at me
got her in my room, she showed her inner freak

give it time while i wait for em to catch on
i get so dizzy when i stand up
shawty wanna kick it with a rapper, i am one
them other boys lazy, tell em catch up
i just popped the last one

some wrong with my head, need a brand new skull
board a plane somewhere else, sorry girl i'm gone
i want it renewed but the brand new's old
i'm packing for a trip but the cash won't fold
i'm sorry that you missed it, i'm not going back
would you try to talk me down for when i'm on the edge?
i still think about it, can't i just forget that?
i'm falling down, get prepared for the whiplash

i get tied up in it
i can't get these spiders out my web
i should try some different
what's the point if i'll just end up dead?

i get way too in my head

i got 2 phones in my hand
in case they wanna get in touch again
man i wonder how it all went bad
restart, i need time before i get back
all i ever wanted from you, you could never give it to me
i know that i should've told, you're taking this so seriously
money came in different ways, they just keep on sending to me
went out crazy now everybody they wanna get at me
ketamine
get at me, get at me
that boy keep taking L's, i'm on the winning team
smoking in a shopping street, they stare at me
got her in my room, she showed her inner freak

Inner freak (prod. silver & methboiswag)

@silversxo

Your pockets doing standup
Yeah I swear they too fun
I ain’t gotta lie now
Yeah I see you too dumb
Watch me as I light up starting off a new day
We ain’t leaving no crumbs yeah I see you too late

Count me up them bandz on a call with your friends coming over
Yeah I took your girl through the mall just to show what I’m on

Just to show her all the right spots yeah

I could take you through the night like a tourist
Yeah you said it wasn’t easy but I know it is
I’m with the birds you could think I play for Norwich
Too sick now I’m talking to new

Oooou
I ain’t gonna say that word
Enter heaven at seven eleven 
Posted on the curb
I hear you talking all that talk still don’t go to work
I see looking at the bag yeah like this your first

I said it ain’t personal 
Yeah I always keep you around but you disposable 
Can’t tell my plans I don’t know what I want you for 
Gotta keep it down (shh) 
keep it on the low
I just hopped out the car with some drank on the go
I just told the chauffeur we ain’t gotta try to go home

No you cannot lose me yeah we got too boozy
No you cannot fool me once you don’t know me
Pockets staying on me Yeah I keep it lonely 
I just got some new swag yeah I’m just gone store it

Oh my god
I say oh my god

Count me up them bandz on a call with your friends coming over
Yeah I took your girl through the mall just to show what I’m on

Just to show her all the right spots yeah

I could take you through the night like a tourist
Yeah you said it wasn’t easy but I know it is
I’m with the birds you could think I play for Norwich
Too sick now I’m talking to new

The North (prod. silver & filip)

WHAT YOU TELL YOURSELF FEAT. D1V + DAN LARKIN

Prod. Spira

Spira me: 
Why do you want to see me suffer?
Turn me into nothing
Nothing but a problem
You just want to see me suffer
Turn me into nothing
From something to nothing

Break me down
Torn apart
Can see now
Life gets hard
Bring me down with you
Treat me like you want me too
Feed me all your made up truths
Treat me like you want it too
I don't do the shit I used to do
Bring me down with you

Buffalobang:
I promise that I'm working
On not being a burden
And I can't go on hurting
I'm hurting for no purpose
No purpose
No purpose
If I can't see the purpose
Then is it really worth it?
Really worth it
Really worth it

I know that I'm not worth it
I know that I'm not worth it
I'd love to be your person
Be your person
I'm not worth it
I know that I'm not worth it
I know that I'm not worth it
I'd love to be your person
Be your person
I'm not worth it

Suffer

Prod. Spira

Buffalobang:
I didn't think that it would matter that much
I must be dumb I couldn't fathom how much
It meant to you
It meant to you
I know you think that I suck
Yeah you're right
I really got it messed up this time
That's all I do
That's all I do

The quiet consumes me
I should have let you in
I wanted it so badly
I wanted you so badly

Spira me:
About to break apart
Nothing ever works out when you want it all
Reality caught up to me and played its part
Felt all kinds of emotions talking to a wall
I guess I failed, at least I tried
On a continuous decline
Went out my way to break my mind
I thought that you would change my life

My mirror stares back (prod. silver & methboiswag)

Drux