suddenly wanna die again

life through a window [4:57 am]

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blood bond w/dj bloodemoji<333

the glow of a computer screen
feeling okay forever 
a hollow static feeling in the mirror 
it’s raining again
自我憎悪

自我憎悪

how do you explain to someone how you feel, when everyday you feel like someone different

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its the end of world and i sent it to you
with a messenger bird

don't cry, don't cry

this is my fault i shouldn't have been so concerned
at the end of hallway there's a matchbox that reads
everything that i loved was never taken from me
i just never had anything to begin with 
that's the reason why these stories always end on my wrists

i feel so viciously deathly that the lines are now blurred
between my personality and the people of the world
i keep on shaking and waking up six times in the night
praying to something that ill someday get a breathe of respite

i wanna try to relax deep breaths i'll calm down
id rather let the ones around me feel like they can be found
because my soul is a cage and i can never escape 
im fucking panicking and i cant get these thoughts out my brain

no matter what i do, no matter where i move
all i can think is that its time to give in, nothing were you
no matter who i choose, no matter what I prove
ill never feel like I have anything to lose

I just took an unsurvivable dose of desoxyn

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Darkness draped around my eyes w/ mirrormage

still fading away

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i wont live for long

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how do you explain to someone how you feel, when everyday you feel like someone different

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