my favorite view ft. rouri404 (johnnyfriend)

yesterday (31sentinel x goodbyex2002)

w/ @bhertuy
prod @recyclexbin

eunhae:

when i wake up no i don’t feel okay
i don’t wanna go another day 
where i’m alone and i can’t see your face
nothing else amounts to the pain

when i’m without you it gets scary
it gets dark and my vision gets blurry
i can’t believe i saw you at that party
all over her cause you were off the molly

i can’t believe i’m going through this again
i just want to think i made you up in my head
it’d be so easy to feel something if all along it wasn’t real it’s kinda comforting
people think i’m crazy no wonder no one fucks with me
honestly i’m all alone unless i’m in my dreams

bhertuy: 

and you can say anything you want
it's not my fault I lost my all
rejects receive that's what i got 
refresh my feed that's what i lost

and i'm just thinking alright 
let me cut cut you out of my simple life 
cuz i just realised 
im the one who write 
how i still fucked up my rights
is what had got me to deny

i can't believe i'm going through this again ft. bhertuy

@55depths
@aurasrevenge
@giabellee

do you remember? 
i started to again.

prod. and mixed by me
thx alex and gia<3
video: https://youtu.be/JT3Tf9qXyrQ

lyrics:
(dth)
like salt in a wound
i've been all consumed
i've wasted my time
i've wasted a life
and with nothing to prove
just a burden to you
is this goodbye?
is it goodbye?

(aura)
ripping out the poem that i wrote for you out of your hand
it hurts seeing u with another man
looking a fool wasn't destined inside of my plan
i don't think i'll ever get out of the sand

but i always knew i wasn't enough 
yeah i hate myself just enough for the both of us
now im confused,
because this is goodbye, but you're someone i don't wanna lose

(dth)
am i fool for keeping notes
back from when you wrote me?
sleeping soundly on the bedroom floor
i fucked things up for sure
(is it goodbye?)
(is this goodbye?)

like salt in a wound
i've been all consumed
i've wasted my time
i've wasted a life
and with nothing to prove
just a burden to you
is this goodbye?
is it goodbye?
like salt in a wound
i've been all consumed
i've wasted my time
i've wasted a life
and with nothing to prove
just a burden to you
is this goodbye?
is it goodbye?

getting closure
i wanna take it back
i know you're hurting deep inside
and i'm the cause of that
i gotta know for sure
i need to see your face
maybe things were never really
at the time or place

(outro)
i wish i met you now
because i still think back to those nights
and how we hated saying goodbye
i just wish we could start fresh
but i wasn't the person i could have been for you
and you had to leave
sometimes we still meet
but only in dreams

is this goodbye? w/ killaura and giabelle

https://open.spotify.com/track/0bqdZ25dWQ6LgEV3G8J9fu?si=0c6142c1cf9e46a0

biteki vid vvvvvv
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zmOMzIdftbo

lov u fern <33 @x1fern

mix and master by me

Vocals
https://soundcloud.com/kryst4n/lovely-ft-fern-p-king-theta-184-bm-vocals/s-5c5ywlaA5qq?si=ba41921996cf453f851b8906a4d4068a&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

lyrics ~

(me)
paint me darling
make me important
cuz id do anything just for a glimpse of ur attention
tell me ur sorry said don't even worry
u couldnt mess up anything if u tried tried
my dear ur perfect
ur so lovely
I was drowning in hurt until u came beside me
cuz u lighten my mood and there's stars all around me
cuz u make it so bright when its raining and cloudy

(fern)
tell me a secret 
cuz i cant believe it
i've been thinking bout you at my 9 to 5
and how i wanna spend my whole life
shawty in my head got me kinda fucked up
sitting in my room wanna say i love you
tryna be cool but im burning up inside
baby if u have me im here for the ride
im here for the ride

(me)
paint me darling
make me important
cuz id do anything just for a glimpse of ur attention
tell me ur sorry said don't even worry
u couldnt mess up anything if u tried tried
my dear ur perfect
ur so lovely
I was drowning in hurt until u came beside me
cuz u lighten my mood and there's stars all around me
cuz u make it so bright when its raining and cloudy

lovely feat 1fern prod king theta

YEAH UR WORDS CUT DEEPER THAN A BLADE WHEN U TALK..

thx to @srrygate for the ft <3
also thx 2 vola and issa :)
✦hope y'all enjoy this one, song is gonna be on all streaming sites in the next couple days & make sure to check out the amv on demon's youtube channel! love y'all <3✦

lyrics
--------
i been feeling like i might die
all these thoughts they kill me inside
change myself, i gotta try to
or else it will always be you

it's been always you
yeah u always come through
u will never be moved
right here, by my side with me
right here from my side with me
i don't think u'll ever leave
she said ''u're here, trapped with me''
i feel like you'll always be

u told me to move
no this shit can't be true
i just wanted to be with you
but now im on my own
writing all these lonely songs
walking down this lonely road
i don't think you understand
the way you fucked me over is..

so frustrating
baby i can't take it!
all these eyes are on me
i get no one's understanding
not for a second
said ''you need to face it''
baby u won't get it
all the shit u did
it hurt me

yeah ur words cut deeper
than a blade when u talk
baby your words got me so upset
i fade in it all
i've been trapped in these same chains
for damn months
i've been putting up with your shit
i think i got enough

@srrygate
yea I think I had enough
Drugs gone, had it tuff
I pop a perky with the triss
So why you think you innocent
I learned my lesson
cause friends are never given
Yea you should just shut up shut up
Yea you should just 
shut up

Text call
while im going through withdraws
Forgive me, dear lord I tried
Im washed up
Im dead inside
Im down to die
And im falling down fast
yea Im falling down

i been feeling like i might die
all these thoughts they kill me inside
change myself, i gotta try to
or else it will always be you

it's been always you
yeah u always come through
u will never be moved
right here, by my side with me
right here from my side with me
i don't think u'll ever leave
she said ''u're here, trapped with me''
i feel like you'll always be

u told me to move
no this shit can't be true
i just wanted to be with you
but now im on my own
writing all these lonely songs
walking down this lonely road
i don't think you understand
the way you fucked me over is..

this shit can't be true
i don't think you understand
but now im on my own
down this lonely road

ONLY ONE

AMV HERE! <3

ONLY ONE w/SRRYGATE (branwen + rvrhiv)

so this is off of my old PC which broke and i lost all the files :p so if mix sounds weird that why,,..hoppeeee u enjoy(:
presave fisheye !!! ffm.to/fisheye

(shoutout @youngburial @dead4cf for gettin on <3)

codependent w/fatse & 4cf (xmichaelwarren)

eyelids (drma x yunny)

@jrolli killed the feature
mixed and mastered by @nokerbforever 

With the window who am I to trust
Mother nature killing me so much
You’ve been so gloomy out in the rain 
But i dont wanna talk to much going insane
Lookin at you feels so unreal 
The next thing that you say and feel
Don’t make me go torment myself
But I don’t wanna hurt your health
Oooooh ima go away
Tell another lie you will never change
Oooooh i can see your face
Why you hiding in shame cuz I thought you were the ase
In the wind ya I thought we talked about it
You’ve been so dry to me can’t talk about shit
You had a love for me you gave me company
But now things are not what they used to be
Now your here i'm not ready about it
Tear my head into the water ready to drown it
Got your words out of your brain ready to shout it 
Insecure that's why you had to comment
Your my evil in my life but now I'm ready for it
Cuz without you my life’s so dim
I need some balance to tell me what am i dying for
Cuz without you my life’s so grim
Cuz i know what was better than you
I’d rather have an ego than be dead for you
I’d rather have myself than I be fucking screwed 

(JROLI)

NO more patience told that bitch i'm running up the silence the violence
so much blood coming out my eyelid
they told me slow it down i told them i don't need no guidance
she bout to crash the whip i think she lied about her license
THERE'S NO MORE SPACE FOR YOU
SEATS FILLED UP BY MY CREW
HEART COLD IT'S LIKE BULLETPROOF
SET THE FIRE I BREATHE THE FUMES

insecure ft JROLLI (drma)

i made this 7 months ago and still  kind of hate my part
@karoisnotok killed it ty to @starsbeforesunrise as well for making the drop <33

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VMrf88KA_aQ
BITEKI VID ^^^^^^^^^^
lyrics~

(kryst3n)
you came to me w some real lies
i walked out before i realized
that i couldnt live wout u
say imma change but i  never get around to
keep telling me how i messed up
im sorry that i couldnt get the best of u
now ive been tryna keep my head up
its not that hard when ur not breathing down my neck

now im stuck in bed wout u
im sorry i ever shout at u
now im stuck inside a cloudy room
im sorry i ever doubted u

(karo)
could u tell me
how to avoid all the drowning
would you help me
if you saw that i was the one drowning
liike ur favorite season u are ice cold
i feel like ur one that i might hold
every day i feel im on a tight rope
every time we talk i get the eyeroll
told u i am not enough u didnt listen
now ur running off sayin u are quiting
now u wanna talk to me like tell me whats the difference
just take a second and look at the distance
right up between us
angry red phoenix
talking like u mean it but u dont really mean us
and nothing comes between us
pull strings like a seamstress
everybody talking but not one of them have seen us

around2 ft okay karo p king theta, starsbeforesunrise

produced xona
guitar by oc

@b_murph

-lyrics-
you swore to be the one i could trust
but things don’t end up that way
where i fall for you again 
i just wanted to see
whatever you wanted to bring
cause i’m happy when i’m with you
and you saw that in me and knew

you would tear it apart
so do you want to harm and ignore the start that connects my heart?
it doesn’t matter to you
i’m just blind to the truth
i guess it’s too much to handle
when alone in this room

so the harm is done
can’t open my arms
she watched me rot
and i gave it up

yeah, i put all my trust in you
guessing that was a mistake
and i cant get away from you 
you're just stuck in my head these days
tell me what you're going through
yeh, you know i'd be there for you
just don't tell me the truth
bout what you're bout to do
picture perfect when i look at your face
yeah, i can't seem to look away
no i can't look away from you

but could you just lie to me, lie to me, lie to me
'cause i don't want you to leave
no i don't want you to leave me
uh
so could you just stay with me, stay with me, stay with me
'cause i never wanna see you go
this is our home

i was over it
to bury within all the foliage
i couldn’t stop to think that i would catch no sleep holding-
so you brag and hold my hand
keep touch and make a path
to stay close without a past
so please don’t forget that

picture perfect

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picture perfect w/ bmurph

@55depths
@bleedteam
@zephyrcove
@und0thismess
artist and producer
"do it again" w/ eunhae out everywhere!

i can feel you still,
a sovereign ghost
persuades my will.

is this goodbye? w/ killaura and giabelle

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