@55depths
@beartrapsound

prod. me.
original song: "princess complex" by blackbear.

lyrics:
why is you play that shit? i know
your man is out there fuckin' 'round with other hoes
why is you putting up with the bullshit?
calling me afterwards, like i know
what to do with his crazy ass
i ain't gonna fight nobody for ya
why you callin' me like this at 3 am?
wonderin' how i'm doin'? oh, no

he off of work, he playin'
leave you all alone, layin' at home, home
he off of work, just sayin'
you know he is out here with these hoes, hoes, hoes

and i want you
now that i know i can't have ya
i want you, girl
now that i know i can't have ya

but she got a princess complex
she ain't gon' play that shit
princess complex
she ain't gon' play that shit
princess complex
she always get what she wants
she always get what she wants
she always get what she wants
oh-oh, oh-oh

[added verse]
he don't love you like i love you
know the truth hurts
you challenge everything i say
and seem to make it worse
i'll find another way
another way to stay
another reason just to keep my fucking head in place
if it's for the best
(for the best)
i'll lay to rest and stop to breathe
if it's you and me
that's all i'd really ever need
no

he off of work, he playin'
leave you all alone, layin' at home, home
he off of work, just sayin'
you know he is out here with these hoes, hoes, hoes

and i want you
now that i know i can't have ya
i want you, girl
now that i know i can't have ya

but she got a princess complex
she ain't gon' play that shit
princess complex
she ain't gon' play that shit
princess complex
she always get what she wants
she always get what she wants
she always get what she wants
oh-oh, oh-oh

princess complex

@55depths
@zephyrcove
@riensu
@1toge
@giabellee

from the second album:
"and at last..."
prod. me.
backing vocals by giabelle.

lyrics:
*heavy intro*

one, two, three, four.

well you caught my eye
when we met that night
you're reaching out and touching
guess it counts for something
can't ignore you
feel it deep inside
and the tensions high
i want you in my bloodstream
babe you're all consuming
can you feel us falling?

(can you feel it now?)
can you feel us falling?
(can you feel it now?)
can you feel me falling?
(can you feel it now?

and your eyes don't lie
need you by my side
i'm slowly sinking under
and my thoughts they wander
do they haunt you?
baby, tell me why
does it feel so right
and when you say you need me
guess i'm good for something
never leave you

(riensu)
you're so occupied
now i'm so terrified
and it's just you and i
i'm coming back to my senses
when you look at me that way, i'm defenseless 
i could go on and on but it'd be just endless
i'm so restless
can we end this?
cause i don't want another reckless love
another reckless love

(can you feel it now?)
can you feel us falling?
(can you feel it now?)
can you feel me falling?
(can you feel it now?)

(manni ✰)
guess, guess
guess i'm still alive
i don't fuck with nobody else
one love, one love
one love is all i need
don't trust anyone
don't trust anyone
i swear that we're not alike
guess, guess
guess i'm still alive
i don't fuck with nobody else
one love, one love
one love is all i need
don't trust anyone
i'm running round in circles, love
don't trust anyone
i swear that we're not alike

spotify

can you feel us falling? w/ riensu and manni ✰

@55depths

from the second album:
"and at last..."
prod. me.

lyrics:
between you and i
i want to die
run laps around the thought inside my mind
between you and i
well, things aren't fine
i'd rather be asleep

take the air from my lungs
and every chorus i've sung
for you
look at what i've become
just a shell of someone
it's true
take the air from my lungs
and every chorus i've sung
for you
look at what i've become
just a shell of someone
it's true

between you and i
i want to die
run laps around the thought inside my mind
between you and i
well, things aren't fine
i'd rather be asleep

are you having any fun?
with a barrel of a gun
to you
was there ever any use?
i'm running out of any proof to use
are you having any fun?
with a barrel of a gun
to you
was there ever any use?
i'm running out of any proof to use

between you and i
i want to die
run laps around the thought inside my mind
between you and i
well, things aren't fine
i'd rather be asleep

between you and i

@55depths

from the second album:
"and at last..."
prod. me.

lyrics:
tell me what it's like to taste your words
i bet they taste a lot like alcohol cause

every word you spit out burns
every word you spit out burns

and it's been a while since i've seen your face
and it's been a while since i've heard your voice
and i bet you sound like this ocean breeze
and when you're near i can't help but think of you and me

every word you spit out burns
(i miss the thought of you,
i miss the thought of you,
i miss the thought of you,
i'm keeping you here with me)
every word you spit out burns
(i miss the thought of you,
i miss the thought of you,
i miss the thought of you,
i'm keeping you here with me)
every word you spit out burns
(i miss the thought of you,
i miss the thought of you,
i miss the thought of you,
i'm keeping you here with me)
every word you spit out burns
(i miss the thought of you,
i miss the thought of you,
i miss the thought of you,
i'm keeping you here with me)

thought of you

@55depths
@zephyrcove
@1toge

it's always been you.
prod. me.

lyrics:
*k* this is goodbye...
*a* no...no it isn't...
we're going to disappear as one.
so we'll be together forever.

like a first kiss
you got me spinning
never stop now
hopeless
romance
she's from the same town
love this
can't imagine i'll ever come down
hopeless
romance
let's never fade out

oh, heaven
what a dream you've given me
right in front of you
i'm all you'd ever need
(baby, i'm all you'd ever need)
what a feeling
as i'm caught falling under
fell for each other hard
i should have known
it's always been you
nothing left to do
but stay here
with you

like a first kiss
you got me spinning
never stop now
hopeless
romance
she's from the same town
love this
can't imagine i'll ever come down
hopeless
romance
let's never fade out

i'm caught between
the want and need
gotta have you next to me
i'm dying
inside those emerald eyes
(oh, inside those emerald eyes)
so tell it to me straight, dear
while we're still here
fall asleep face to face
fell in love with the way you move
i'm wrapped up all in you
you're the one i'd always choose

(manni ✰)
see that 
oh did you mean that
running these circles round you
just so i know that it's true
true love
that word just scares me a lot
running to you love
just wanna keep coming back
i'm losing sleep 
cant count these sheep
my mind's filled with you
oh cant you see
oh i cant be alone
rather die in your arms
hold me and never let go
love me and i wont let go
oh just so you know
you got me feeling like a-

like a first kiss
you got me spinning
never stop now
hopeless
romance
she's from the same town
love this
can't imagine i'll ever come down
hopeless
romance
let's never fade out

i'm caught between
the want and need
gotta have you next to me
i'm dying
inside those emerald eyes

hopeless romance w/ manni ✰

@55depths
@knights-ofren
guess nothing stays the same...

produced by ren <3

lyrics:
so let me in or drown me out
(let me in, let me in)
i watched this sun set from the south
(i watched it fall)
three fucking words to leave you lips
(can you say it once or twice?)
*i love you*
but never mine, only for him
(it's all i ever wanted)

and i can feel you let go
and i can feel the pain in your eyes
with nothing to say
the thought of your face
guess nothing stays the same

so what do you wanna do about this?
there's nothing really new about it
i'm bleeding slowly on the bedroom floor
(on the floor)
and tell me what you think about it
there's something you should know about him
(it's all i ever wanted, it's all i ever wanted)
i'm bleeding softly on the bedroom floor

all i ever wanted (knightsofren)

@55depths
@zephyrcove

glad that i ever knew you.

prod. me.
background vocals and extras by:
@1toge
@1kise
@kidpesto
@flaued

lyrics:
here i am again
(waiting for the sun to come up)
breathing this cold october air
(cause seeing you is more than enough)
we smile
(what a smile)
for a while
(you're too good to be,
i'm never going home)
dreaming of a better place
or seattle, i'll meet you someday
(it never came for me)

valerie
(wishing i'd said this sooner)
are you proud of me?
(proud of me, proud of me, proud of me)
valerie
(glad that i ever knew you)
are you proud of me?

here at home again
(what will i ever do without you?)
barely feeling
i've been numb to it all
(sit around, i'm waiting for your call)
through the meeting
i stare at the ceiling
and think about this manufactured serotonin dose in my brain
things are not the same, oh

valerie
(wishing i'd said this sooner)
are you proud of me?
(proud of me, proud of me, proud of me)
valerie
(glad that i ever knew you)
are you proud of me?

a mess, a wreck
it's clear to see
so tired of this scenery
we locked ourselves inside these walls
through thick and thin, i've seen it all
and now and then i think of you
a person that i thought i knew
i've held close what you've said to me
where are you now, oh valerie?

valerie
(valerie, valerie, valerie)
are you proud of me?
(tell me you're proud of me)
valerie
(wishing i'd said this sooner)
are you proud of me?
(valerie, valerie, valerie)

valerie

@55depths
@bleedteam
@zephyrcove
@eunhae
prod/mixed/mastered by me.
additional vocals by @riptenshi

i want myself back.

lyrics:
how could i look in the mirror?
all i see is someone hiding something
couldn't be any clearer
that i lost my way a real long time ago
did you really think you'd get this far?
are you truly fine with who you are?
cut the bullshit
you've been living a great lie
killed by guilt from the inside

you took a step back
and now you're losing your grip
i want myself back
yet i still do it again
i need to get back
or i'll just lose in the end
i want myself back
yet i still do it again
and again
and again
yet i still do it again
and again
and again
oh yeah i still do it again

(eunhae)
wait a minute
it'll be fine in the end
and if it doesn't
then at least we can pretend
we're in control and
it's all going to plan
i say i'm fine
but not and i'll just do it again
it's gonna take a lot of time
to heal from everything that makes me cry
i keep on trying even though i really wanna hide
i wanna grow but i'm still spending every day inside

you took a step back
and now you're losing your grip
i want myself back
yet i still do it again
i need to get back
or i'll just lose in the end
i want myself back
yet i still do it again
and again
and again
yet i still do it again
and again
and again
oh yeah i still do it again

on and on
i make the same mistakes
can't you tell
it's written on my face
pull the thread, unravel me
take it all
what's left of me
on and on
i make the same mistakes
can't you tell
it's written on my face
pull the thread, unravel me
take it all
what's left of me...

do it again w/ eunhae

@55depths
@t1gerstar
@ri4h
@pinkopoika

distancing little by little, until ur GONE!

prod/mixed/mastered by deathright.
cover art by tigerstar and PINKO POIKA.

thank you to gray, riah, and pinko for working on this with me.

(っ◔◡◔)っ * 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓇 *

flash forward! - tigerstar, ri4h, PINKO POIKA (deathright)

this song is really special to me and its all about how we form the world around us, interpret it through our inner kid and project that out again <3 
be nice to people 

lyrics:
You can never know that, 
You can never know
I can never go back,
I can never go

All the problems that I thought were just a misconception, 
Keep running in a circle in the wrong direction,
How much does it hurt before we learn a lesson?
I know I’m a human cause of imperfection 

I know I’m a human cause I’m often - 
Running every thought inside my head it’s so exhausting,
I remember p3tro as a kid, almost lost him,
Never thought that caring bout myself was an option,

Every single person you meet is connected,
Every single thing you’ve ever seens a perspective,
Every single cell inside your body’s effected,
Life is just a movie bout yourself you directed,

Everyday you manifest the world that you’ve been living in,
Everything you see is a reflection of your inner kid, Mixed with a projection that you learn as you get bigger -
That’s why caring bout yourself and someone else is just a synonym 

I don’t wanna flex but I’m nothing like him _
All that I was was still innocent,
Promise I’d never judge someone again,
Spent my whole life in belittlement

Spent my whole life getting talked down, walked on,
Never thought I’d ever be enough for a love song,
Used to tell myself I’d die alone - I was dead wrong,
 I just hold my hand inside your palm till the thoughts gone

And even when it comes back, 
Pin your picture on my wall with a thumbtack, always keep your ashes in car or my backpack,
I know your in heaven with my music on your playback

I know I’m a human cause I’m often - 
Running every thought inside my head it’s so exhausting,
I remember p3tro as a kid, almost lost him,
Never thought that caring bout myself was an option,

Every single person you meet is connected,
Every single thing you’ve ever seens a perspective,
Every single cell inside your body’s effected,
Life is just a movie bout yourself you directed,

inner kid (p3tro)

@55depths
@bleedteam
@zephyrcove

reimagining of an older song of mine that some of my og followers might remember<3
prod/mixed by me.

lyrics:

don't say i never had it in the first place
i want it all
new crib, couple tour dates
whole team get a bag
money blow away
think i lost myself
imma fade away
don't say i never had it in the first place
i want it all
new crib, couple tour dates
whole team get a bag
money blow away
think i lost myself
imma fade away

run it up, cash a check
now i'm on the run
don't tell me that you hate me
no, that's never fun
remember when you said i'd be the only one?
now i'm all alone
no, it's never fun

don't tell me that you hate me
no, that's never fun
now i'm all alone and
no, it's never fun

givin' up
losing sleep
you were the only one
i really guess the fun has only just begun
givin' up
losing sleep
you were the only one
i really guess the fun has only just begun

don't say i never had it in the first place
i want it all
new crib, couple tour dates
whole team get a bag
money blow away
think i lost myself
imma fade away
don't say i never had it in the first place
i want it all
new crib, couple tour dates
whole team get a bag
money blow away
think i lost myself
imma fade away

i want it all

@dthxrgt
@55depths
@zephyrcove
@bleedteam

live/"one take" version of "what happened?" recorded in 2023.
main guitar and vocals recorded in one take and the second guitar/bass was recorded in one take after. keys are from the original as well. for the vocals i kept the fx and processing to a minimal for the "live" sound.

lyrics:
i'm lost inside a web again
of all your lies
and if we end it all tonight
i wouldn't be surprised, yeah
can you look me in my eyes
and say you didn't lie
sometimes i'm not surprised
since you are in my life

i've been searching
what's in question
shouldn't have jumped in
learned the lesson
so what happened?
typical fashion
taken for granted
always the last in

just fucking say it
cause i'm waiting for the moment
can you own it up?
just fucking say it
cause i'm waiting for the moment
can you own it up?
and back and forth i fall
but you don't seem to care at all
it's like i'm dying all alone
without a soul to call
just fucking say it
cause i'm waiting for the moment
can you own it up?

original:
https://soundcloud.com/dthxrgt/what

what happened? (live version)

main:
@dthxrgt

^^^
this is my second page.
covers, b-sides, unreleased, and random stuff here.

@55depths
@bleedteam
@zephyrcove
@und0thismess
artist and producer

i can feel you still,
a sovereign ghost
persuades my will.

@55depths
@weasoneofficial
@dialt0ne
finally learned to love myself the way i do others :3 <3

@somethingpark

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