Lyrics:

I feel my bones collapse as you touch my shoulder
I realize that you don’t know who I am
The indecision rises up and makes my eyelids wet
As teardrops hit the ground you turn to say goodbye

I am under you
You are more than me
Split myself in two
Know that I will be

I don’t wanna be just for you
But I don’t wanna start again and be for someone new
I want you to be just for me
But I don’t want you to be who you are all smoking weed
I wish I could just not love you
I’m becoming more than I once was

I’m not good enough to be friends with you
But I don’t think you know just how much I do
I fight my brain every night to be close to you
But now it doesn’t matter cause you’re dead
To the outside world

Ch

Br.
I can’t get over you
I’m too stupid to know
You don’t love me
Put me out of my misery

I don’t wanna be just for you
But now I’m hoping and I’m dreaming that you want me too
I want you to be just for me
But now I’m begging and I’m praying that you’ll set me free
I wish I could just not love you
I’m becoming more than I once was

Pothead - Single

Pothead

Your Thoughts Don't Care About Your Feelings

she's real to me

i bought a gun an a gram of weed
cant help myself  cause thats all i need
i dont know how to fix my life 

how low can i go, blood starts to flow
and i dont eve wanna know
whacha doing
whacha doing to me

take a pill and a shot of gin
cause i dont wanna think abt where youve been
any longer in my whole life

lifes been fun lifes been great
life was just a big mistake
i cant take it anymore

went out the window a couple of times
pased out drunk on moms booze and wine
ive spent a lot of time thinkin on that

take a little walk to the liqour store
casue i dont wanna think anymore
bout my purpose in this little life

one day ill die and ill be born again
gonna be soon but i dont know when
cause i dont wanna thinka bout my life

life

im getting high
stuck in my room
i see myself
inside of you
it eats away
and burns my flesh
but i
can settle for less
settle for less
the rain cant wash away
all of those things that you dont say
and now
you feel no pain
but you
like it that way
like it that way

settle for less (1997)

andrew shoe

You Are Forgiven

not my song

lyrics:

see your face in the halls
she drives me off the fucking walls
i wish you'd disappear 
but i cant stand where you're not here

i guess what im trying to say
is that you haunt me everyday
its not as crazy as it seems
because you talk to me in my dreams

so close so far
saw your face between the stars
im telling you it isnt me
or are you just too crazy
am i blind? do you care
so much you'd even love me
now you act like you dont even know me

big eyes, red cheeks
she makes me fucking weep
i miss being a man
but i dont know if i can
go around, act the same
and ignore her 
all the days i spent with her
makes time feel just like a fucking blur

andrew shoe

dumb as rocks