Tired of You

Good 4 Nothing (Demo)

Lyrics:

Oh no, oh my, you've wasted your entire life
Degeneracy is the way that you chose, it comes and it goes
Drug-addled fuck, well, I think that you already know
Your time is past and there is nothing left for you

Ohhhhhhh
You thought that it would be so easy
Yeahhhhhh
It's not what it seems

In the end it all meant nothing
Oh yeah, you've got no friends
All the people that you think that you know
Well, they're laughing at you
You'll always lonely, you'll always be broken too

Lala lala lala

And whores like you, run out of things to do
Eventually all that you'll havе is yourself
So drink to your health, until you forget what you arе
It's pretty scary when you realise

In the end it all meant nothing
Oh yeah, you've got no friends
All the people that you think that you know
Well, they're laughing at you
You'll always lonely, you'll always be broken too

It's so easy to waste your life away
No hope and no future, only yesterday
And I know that it's never your fault
I know and I know that it's never your fault

It meant nothing
Nothing

Demo

In the End it Meant Nothing

something's been keeping me up
i thought that i could do better
but i'm not
... i get so cold in the night

you were there to bring me down
i would have stayed home if i knew you were out
well you looked quite nice
but i noticed your smile didn't make it to your eyes

i want it all
i'll raise, if you call
two hearts, black six
then a little switch in my head goes click


i get high
when i'm low
i get by 
i make do

will it fade
i don't know
but i'll be okay
i hope 


this world is so nice, it's a beautiful place
if i need a reason, i think of your face
but lately i've been kinda fine
i can go for days 

i never got far with your friends
i find it very hard to relate to them 
they say you're wasting your time          
if you feel that way
maybe don't waste mine

i want it all
your court, my ball
i'll shoot my shot
if i don't get it in there again... so what


i get high
when i'm low
i get by
i make do

will it fade
i don't know
any day
would be cool

i get high 
when i'm low
i get by
without you 

will it fade
i don't know
but i'll be okay
i hope 


i get high 
when i'm low
i can't lie
it gets old 

will it fade
i don't know
but i'll be okay
... i hope

I Get High (When I'm Low)

K

this time im gonna do it 
no more turning back no more
this time im gonna do it 
slit my wrist drop on the floor

and i dont understand 
how youd move on so fast
i fucked up real bad
and now youre gone and now im sad
and all the times we had
are gone and in the trash
i wish we couldve last
but now your with another man

this time im gonna do it 
no more turning back no more
this time im gonna do it 
slit my wrist drop on the floor

this time i'm gonna do it.


the way your hand now feels foreign 
like  a switch in my brain turned you hostile
an invader on native land
your presence is just essence feeding my paranoia

in between us is the void
the jokes now only have daggers thrown
where there was love
there is nothing

desolation of  a relation
this  is war

its like a storm picks up
when you send your passive aggressive texts
a balloon gets popped
when i'm feeling good about myself you think you need to comment

[chorus]

being with the private you
the public me
the hesitant view and the challenging troop
so drop the bombs
lets just end this
nothing matters until you're headless
this. is. war.

ohh weee
ohhh weee
ohhh weee
ohhh ahhh


pick it up
throw me around
like a rag doll
shot gunning the house with your crass critical sass
we established I'm to blame in luring you to this game
of war

where did these grenades come from?
sleeping in a helmet
this used to be our paradise but since this started 
shit aint nice
and i'm not sure who will win
we might need, some therapy


[chorus]
so drop the bombs
we used to be so fun
nothing matters til you're headless
this. is. war.
this. is war.
this is war!!!!!! ahhh


ohh weee
ohhh weee
ohhh weee
ohhh ahhh

wave the flag
we'll call it a day
repair and go back to being civil
until the minor thing creeps
and the the sirens begin

This is War!

instrumental: @bloodsekai
vocalists: @bloodsekai + @vedbend + @/yukisasayaki

halloween inspired song from last month, please enjoy to your desire. (sorry for the lack of uploads, i've been making too much music and not finishing any of it...)

--- lyrics: ---

i spent several days
talking to myself
when'd i get this way?
how do i get out of this dream?

empty syringe, my room swaps places
eyes move around, i'm too stimulated
look in the mirror, my heart starts racing
don't recognize my face, i'm a monster now
i spent several days
talking to myself
when'd i get this way?
how do i get out of this dream?

was it always this difficult to think?
what's different now, is it me or the mirror?
i imagine the greys and blacks within
turned me into a freak, a monster that just cries and weeps

empty syringe, my room swaps places
eyes move around, i'm too stimulated
look in the mirror, my heart starts racing
don't recognize my face, i'm a monster now

(i spent several days
talking to myself
when'd i get this way?
how do i get out of this dream?

+ layered with vedbends part)

i try to run away
i couldn't move at any pace
as tears fall down my face
my teeth are falling out
i guess i'll drown inside my doubts
i always cry and pout 

empty syringe, my room swaps places
eyes move around, i'm too stimulated
look in the mirror, my heart starts racing
don't recognize my face, i'm a monster now
i spent several days
talking to myself
when'd i get this way?
how do i get out of this dream?

carve out my eyeballs treat me like a pumpkin
rip my guts out baby i feel nothing
u wanna put me on display i guess thats something
i'm a puppet baby put me on your strings
ur always in my head like the axe in my skull
but u always want me dead i'm so fucking tired
baby pass the pliers
i'll dismember my body n ill put it onto wires

empty syringe, my room swaps places
eyes move around, i'm too stimulated
look in the mirror, my heart starts racing
don't recognize my face, i'm a monster now
i spent several days
talking to myself
when'd i get this way?
how do i get out of this dream?

when do i wake up? (ft. vedbend & yuki)

Written and Composed by that one dude who makes music in With love, mom and Gezebelle Gaburgably(snail)
Lyrics:
I Wanna be the one you fucking love
I’m not like those other chumps
I know I talk like a loser
I know I talk like a loser
I wanna be close to you
I wanna hear how do you do
I wanna hear your voice in the morning
But I can’t

You don't trust me
Your fucking stupid
Your so exclusive
Your so compusive
Can't believe that you would fucking do this
I've through this
And you knew this
I'm done spiraling
And die in circling
Cycling and dialing
But you're just worsening
Don't come in I'm gaming
I'm waiting
For this player 
I'm 100 snail slayer

I Wanna be the one you fucking love
I’m not like those other chumps
I know I talk like a loser
I know I talk like a loser
I wanna be close to you
I wanna hear how do you do
I wanna hear your voice in the morning
But I can’t x2
 
Your so perfect
I Like the way that you took my heart
But is it worth it?
Cause your not in my arms
I’m not perfect
But I guess I wish I was
I wanna see you
I wanna feel you

PROMISCUOUS ANIMOSITY ft. GEZEBELLE GABURGABLY

i need to take them!!!



lyric:
i just wanna say thank you for my pills
they're what makes me better when i'm ill
some days i take twice my daily fill
they're the only thing keeping me chill

life is unremarkable until
my script is done and i need a refill
i know my doctors acting with good will
except the fucking consultation bill

when i don't take my pills
it gives me such a thrill
it makes me feel so real
i would shoot to kill

when i don't take my pills
i don't feel fulfilled
life is all down hill
because I'm mentally ill

i just wanna say thank you for my pills
they're what makes me better when i'm ill
i don't care if i lose all free will
no brain left at all is better still


when i don't take my pills
it gives me such a thrill
it makes me feel so real
i would shoot to kill        

when i don't take my pills
i don't feel fulfilled
life is all down hill
because i'm mentally ill

My pills

VERSE 1
i dont try, i dont cry
spend my days locked inside
waste away as time flies by
i wait the day when i will die

i hate my life but i say im fine
but im nothing new im just like
these other dudes living in strife
im nothing new, same old design

BRIDGE
put my fist through the wall
im nothing new, nothing at all
i never write i never call
im nothing new, nothing at all
i cant talk to girls, i get ignored
i'm nothing new, nothing at all

CHORUS
i'm nothing at all

VERSE 2
i make songs, shitty songs
shitty guitar with fake drums
shitty bass (played with a pick)
shitty lyrics made by scum

im not one to interact
cuz i cant talk i just panic attack
and i thought that i was complex
but im just like everyone else

BRIDGE
put my fist through the wall
im nothing new, nothing at all
i never write i never call
im nothing new, nothing at all
i cant talk to girls, i get ignored
i'm nothing new, nothing at all

CHORUS
i'm nothing at all

I Get High (When I'm Low)

dumb as rocks