I've got the voltage running through all of my veins
I've got a current and it's coursing through my brain
And I cannot sleep
It's a constant beep

Addicted to the things that make me feel alive
Deleting files deep within my data drive
To free up some space
Gone without a trace

You were always on my mind
Now my circuitry is fried
No matter how hard I try to hide it

Now you're playing on repeat
It's a constant data stream
Amplified amphetamines
And I like it

You were right there next to me
It was so hard to conceive
Now it's all so clear to me
Can't deny it

So one day I'll pay the price
But for now I feel alright
You can judge me
But don't knock it till you try it

I am a victim of a new technology
Tied down by wires and I'm trying to break free
Eyes are open wide and I'm up all night

Now I'm addicted I can never get enough
I'm waiting for a taste of your electric touch
When I'm in the dark waiting for that spark

You were right there next to me
It was so hard to conceive
Now it's all so clear to me
Can't deny it

So one day I'll pay the price
But for now I feel alright
You can judge me
But don't knock it till you try it

Voltage

In Defense of Suicide

Do you wanna be my discord girlfriend
Waiting online until you're free again
Do you wanna be my discord girlfriend
Getting off of work, talk about how your days been

Do you wanna be my discord girlfriend
48 hour calls on the weekends
Do you wanna be my discord girlfriend
Wishing so bad that I could touch your skin

The real world can be mean and cruel and lame
So stay inside and play another game

Do you wanna be my discord girlfriend
I'll watch your shows even if I don't get them
Do you wanna be my discord girlfriend
If I can sperg out about LOGH again

Do you wanna be my discord girlfriend
Late night VC chats and some cheap gin
Do you wanna be my discord girlfriend
Happy when I'm with you sad when it has to end

The real world can be mean and cruel and lame
So stay inside and play another game
I'm wondering if this is real
If the way I feel
And the way you feel
Is the same 

Do you wanna be my discord girlfriend
Waiting online until you're free again

Discord Girlfriend

Mixing booze
And delta-9
Is an overrated high

When you sink into
The mattress on the floor
And feel like you wanna die

Waking up
Blood sweat and vomit
Never speaking of    last night

Listening
To the voices that you hear when dreaming
Under bedroom closed blinds moonlight

BLOOD/SWEAT/VOMIT

better off dead

I need you (breakbeat, demo)

every time I go to sleep I don't feel like waking up
I still need you to save me from myself

lying there awake
insomnia again
I text you and you don't reply

sticking to my teeth
still stuck in my head
ive had control for way to long


got my earplugs in
drowning out the world
it's such a shame 
that I'm stuck in here with myself

lying there awake I see you in my head
I can't believe it's got this far
I need another pic
I need another fix
I need to see you again

lying there again
you're stuck on my brain
i can't believe I don't even know your name

Insomniac

They're gonna kill me for this one...

TOTALLY REAL LYRICS:

You dismiss me as insane
But you don't understand
I'm a real human being
But you're under their command
For speaking truth to power
All my socials have been banned
I don't like drinking tea
I think it tastes too bland
I only drink raw milk
I stockpile contraband
I hope one day to fly
Over top the holy land
I'm a big LOVER of women
But on the other hand
I wish I had a gf
with a darker color tan

Yeah I'm the kinda guy
I troll reddit for fun
I pay for all my software
And register all my guns
I never drink tap water
And I accept that Biden won
Even though I've never dated
I pray to only have sons
I treat my computer's glow
As an artificial sun
I've read Homer and Aquinas
My IQ is 131
You tell me that we're back
But it's never begun
I believe these things and more
All these things and so much more

I'm not like the other guys guys guys guys guys

My plane departs at JFK
My favorite number's 7
If you're not praying daily
Then you won't make it to heaven
Of course I took the vax
And I work out every day
I'll make a new account
Just to tell you have a good day!
I love and appreciate
every ethnicity,
From Akans to Yorubans
And all that's in-between
I haven't said a slur
Since I was conceived
You say I'm full of hate
But I'm as happy as can be!

Yeah I'm the kinda guy
Who stays up way too late
Researching how to looksmaxx
Since I'm too ugly to date
I recite marvel movies
And I never masturbate
My profile pic is anime
My favorite food is crepe
Yeah I'm the kinda guy
To think bunnies are based
I really wanna hold them
And just kiss their little face
I'll somehow find Agartha
Which is a really awesome place
I believe these things and more
All these things and so much more

I'm not like the other guys

Not Like The Other Guys (Parody of Cyborg9k's Not Like The Other Girls)

uma mistura de tudo que estava na minha cabeça hehe

I Never Saw Myself

Freed From Desire [N!CK Oxford 98' Mix] - Gala

hey girl matched with u on tinder
dont know if u remember
was a long time ago
typical of me to never show
y did u swipe right on my profile
im not anything worthwhile
baby u know i want to die
and i dont care for gettin high

im not scared to die alone
just dont leave me wondering
i am tired of this fate
life is passing me by
i dont want to off myself
still its always on my mind
id be fooling myself if
i thought a match could save me

hey girl did u get my message
i wrote something to u
it has been 3 weeks
im boring sry i know
i have lost my wit
what do u think of my pictures
i know im so ugly
hate myself want to die
hide away & just never be found

if u would give me a chance
i dont think it would be worth it
i have nothing to provide
but a dream of suicide
i dont want to off myself
still its always on my mind
id be fooling myself if
i thought a match could save me

I need you (breakbeat, demo)

dumb as rocks

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