My circuits are friend and my battery's drained
the error codes flashing burn a hole in my brain
who knew that humans could be so inhumane
sometimes I cant tell if I'm I'm Abel or Cain

all my anxieties eviscerate me
I'm not the person they told me I could be
underachiever to the finest degree 
My friends are fading further away
But I'm far too conceited to beg them to stay
even if they leave I know I will be ok

cause my imageboard friends 
they keep me company
they help me pretend
that I have somebody
lurking again
don't forget that you're here forever
and even though it could be better
at least were all stuck here together

scrolling through threads
I feel accompanied 
but its all in my head
yeah its all in my head
night after night
reply after reply
man I'm so tired
Always so tired

but my imageboard friends
they keep me company
they help me pretend
that I have somebody who gets me
lurking again
don't forget that you're here forever
and even though it could be better
at least I'm stuck in here together with my imageboard friends

Imageboard Friends

gun go brrrr

Instrumentals and mixing done by Dimetap

Camo'd Up NXP cover

Write Me Off

made as a part of the basement tapes compilation, artwork by https://soundcloud.com/fooolz 
Lyrics: i was lying on floor of my parents basement
better than just on just lyin on the pavement 
i was so low i was underground 
in my head right where i belong

they said i was fucked in the head
cause sometimes i wish i was dead
well doesnt everyone, i dont know
i just wanna drink and i dont wanna go
when i think, nothing comes to mind 
am i dead?  or running outta time?

angels fill me with mercy
jesus dont desert me 

ouououuuuuououuuuouuoo

jesus dont leave us
jesus take mercy
i was running
i was running from the law
(As Sita endured the trials of fire, may our spirits emerge unscathed from the crucible of challenges, and, like Hanuman, let devotion guide us in leaping across the abyss of adversities with courage and devotion. "As Noah built an ark to navigate the floods of change, may we construct vessels of resilience, braving the storms of life with unwavering faith and the wisdom to weather the tides.”)

running out of time

I need you (breakbeat, demo)

rest in peace lil watermark

The very first thing I said to you was hey 
I get a feeling that just won't go away
My stomach's turning over when I'm thinking about the things you say
The thought of you keeps me occupied all day
Yeah, it's so bad my friends say I'm vacant in my brain
All I wanna do is call you up and make you feel okay

And when you're sober
Will you think it over?
The thing I told you
Will you think it over?
Yeah when you're sober
Will you think it over?
The thing I told you

I woke up early this morning in a state of fright
Can't figure out what I said to you last night
Was it just a dream, or did I really try to kiss you twice?
Oh could you promise that you'd tell me if you liked it
'Cause I'd rather end it now than keep putting my heart out on the line
Oh darling, if I don't take your breath away
Can you please stop taking mine?

And when you're sober
Will you think it over?
The thing I told you
Will you think it over?
Yeah when you're sober
Will you think it over?
The thing I told you
Will you think it?

The thought of you keeps me occupied all day
The thought of you keeps me occupied all day
The thought of you keeps me occupied all day
The thought of you keeps me occupied all day

And when you're sober
Will you think it over?
The thing I told you
Will you think it over?
Yeah when you're sober
Will you think it over?
The thing I told you
Will you think it 
Over
Will you think it over
The thing that I told you
Will you think it over
Will you think it over
Will you think it over
Will you think it over
Will you think it over

Think It Over

I really shouldn’t be surprised
The path forward is paved with brand new lies
Can’t say I didn’t warn you

Another shitty cycle down the drain
Am I the fool for thinking you could change?
Where do we go from here?

I don’t want to be unreasonable
But are you really blaming us for your bull?

Well I don’t wanna hear it
I don’t wanna hear it
I don’t wanna hear it anymore

I don’t wanna hear it
I don’t wanna hear it
I don’t wanna hear it anymore

I’m not really cruel enough to
Say I’ll be amused when things get worse
But I will sure be laughing

I did all that I could be asked to do
The only blame for this lies squarely with you
There’s nothing there that I’d change

Wake me up when I can do anything
But until then I don’t wanna hear a damn thing

"Don’t you know that nothing will change?
Nothing happens anyway
Sure it ain’t ideal but really,
Don’t you sound kind of insane?"

And I think I’ve heard enough of those platitudes
Inaction has its consequence and I’m not gonna cope that out with you

Cuz I don’t wanna hear it
I don’t wanna hear it
I don’t wanna hear it anymore

I don’t wanna hear it
I don’t wanna hear it
I don’t wanna hear it anymore

Don't Wanna Hear It

Taking my sweet time sweet to write you.
I took my sweet time to find you.

No new messages or texts from you. 
What the hell am I supposed to do?

When you're not there. 
And you're not real.

When you're not there. 
And you're not real.

When you're not there. 
And you're not real.

When you're not there. 
And you're not real.

You're not there. 
And you're not real.

When you're not there.
And you're not real.

When you're not there.
And you're not real.

When you're not there.
And you're not real.

You’re Not Real

uma mistura de tudo que estava na minha cabeça hehe

I Never Saw Myself

I loved you since I knew ya
I wouldn't talk down to ya
I have to tell you just how I feel
I won't share you with another boy
I know my mind is made up
So put away your make-up
Told you once, I won't tell you again it's a bad way...

The Police - Roxanne (re disco ver ''Put On The Red Light'' Another Boy d'Amour reMix) back to 78

wtf?

my face feels so red outside
im ready to collapse fuckhead
anyone can just do what you do
oh two can play just like you too
fuckhead

you're not sweet
i cant stand straight
i'm too fucked up to negotiate
i'll drive on by fuck on the bed
open your mouth and eat some fucking lead

I need you (breakbeat, demo)

dumb as rocks