My circuits are friend and my battery's drained
the error codes flashing burn a hole in my brain
who knew that humans could be so inhumane
sometimes I cant tell if I'm I'm Abel or Cain

all my anxieties eviscerate me
I'm not the person they told me I could be
underachiever to the finest degree 
My friends are fading further away
But I'm far too conceited to beg them to stay
even if they leave I know I will be ok

cause my imageboard friends 
they keep me company
they help me pretend
that I have somebody
lurking again
don't forget that you're here forever
and even though it could be better
at least were all stuck here together

scrolling through threads
I feel accompanied 
but its all in my head
yeah its all in my head
night after night
reply after reply
man I'm so tired
Always so tired

but my imageboard friends
they keep me company
they help me pretend
that I have somebody who gets me
lurking again
don't forget that you're here forever
and even though it could be better
at least I'm stuck in here together with my imageboard friends

Imageboard Friends

last time i spoke to you 
i didn't know what i was supposed to do with myself
got something to tell you now
but don't roll your eyes at me... i'm not crying for help

last night i had a dream 
that i found a back way out from living hell
i'd give it all to get back with you
but with all said and done, i know that ship's sailed as well

every time i close my eyes i feel so worn...
can you remember way back when before you were born?

i'm on a speedboat yeah 
and i'm flipping at high speed
i'm on a speedboat
i always feel like no one even likes me

a bit of cracklin' rosie helps me
keep the feelings inside me down
i hit the bottle and doze off smiling
...still wake up every day with a frown

i've lived a turbulent life already
turbulence kept the urge at bay
but now they're saying "it's time to slow down"
no way... no way

every time i close my eyes i feel so worn...
can you remember way back when before you were born?

i'm on a speedboat yeah 
and i'm flipping at high speed
i'm on a speedboat
i always feel like no one even likes me

well it's already over for me
this is a one way trip
i'm gonna flip my boat at high speed
and you know the captain goes down with the ship

i'm on a speedboat yeah 
and i'm flipping at high speed
i'm on a speedboat
i always feel like no one even likes me...

Deep As Puddles

Speedboat

little town flirt

It could be easy
pretending that you don't care
live without feelings
But soon there'll be nobody there

And I know that you’re smiling.
but I know that you're lying
Cause outside you're laughing
but inside you're dying

no one has to know
better dead than alone

She made it easy.
You couldn’t fight her anymore
Can be so easy
to become all the things we abhor

And I know that you’re smiling.
but I know that you're lying
Cause outside you're laughing
but inside you're dying

no one has to know
when I take you home
no one has to know
better dead than alone

Better Dead Than Alone

I need you (breakbeat, demo)

You Are Not Immune To Propaganda

seven hours
field of flowers
butterflies on the moon
eastern kyoto
matsumoto's
i hope you get well soon
swimming pools full of chlorine
what the hell is that supposed to mean
im so sorry that i did that
at the end of the road theres a black cat

i broke my bones back in february
it gave me quite a fright
one year later and im surfing in hawaii
still having lonely nights
i just wish i could leave it all behind
and throw it all away
i just wish i could clear my mind
and enjoy everyday
my feet are in the sand and there's water on my body
i do the best i can to keep my brain from rotting
suicidal thoughts but i wont ever do it
i keep a loaded gun with me but im too scared to use it

seven hours
field of flowers
butterflies on the moon
eastern kyoto
matsumoto's
i hope you get well soon
swimming pools full of chlorine
what the hell is that supposed to mean
im so sorry that i did that
at the end of the road theres a black cat

is there a heaven
is there a hell
is there a purgatory
will i be there by myself
im not excited for when the day comes
that im lying in a hearse
whatever's waiting on the other side
surely can not be worse
my feet are in the sand and there's water on my body
i do the best i can to keep my brain from rotting
suicidal thoughts but i wont ever do it
i keep a loaded gun with me but im too scared to use it

seven hours
field of flowers
butterflies on the moon
eastern kyoto
matsumoto's
i hope you get well soon
swimming pools full of chlorine
what the hell is that supposed to mean
im so sorry that i did that
at the end of the road theres a black cat

Butterflies on the Moon

my day has been spoiled
i have to go to toil
i should have been a royal
or found a lot of oil  

fuck toil
it makes my blood boil
i wanna put my boss in the soil
… i guess i’m too loyal

my boss makes a hundred bucks every time i make $9
that’s why i commit crime on company time
i do just enough work that i don’t get sacked
turns out everybody else can barely do that

i’m just trying to relax and enjoy my weekend
when i remember an email that i forgot to send
its no wonder that i dream of mass murder fantasies
toil and all its miseries, in my head rent free

my day has been spoiled
i have to go to toil
i should have been a royal
or found a lot of oil  

fuck toil
it makes my blood boil
i wanna put my boss in the soil
… i guess i’m too loyal

if you wanna win the rat race you gotta choose not to play
too bad i will never leave this place, i’m addicted to my pay
deep down i have always felt that i wanted to be free
well i can only blame myself, drug of choice is salary

i don’t want to work

i don’t want to work

I don't play well with others
It's something that I learnt from my mother
Being nice to you is just a cover 
If you try to get close to me you'll suffer

There's nothing special about you
I do this to everyone I talk to
I'm immature and have bad trust issues
One day I'll ignore you out of the blue

I think you really need to understand
I'm totally incapable of romance
if you hear me giving you compliments
it's just me trying to get inside your pants

I don't play well with others
It's something that I learnt from my mother
Being nice to you is just a cover 
If you try to get close to me you'll suffer

I don't have any actual friends
I treat people as a means to an ends
I don't care if my words offend
Forget about me ever making amends

I'm narcissistic and I'm borderline
You see people I see dollar signs
If you ever see what I'm like inside 
It will send shivers down your spine


I don't play well with others
It's something that I learnt from my mother
I don't get along with my father
If you try to get close to me you'll suffer

OH SHIT YOU WEREN'T MEANT TO HEAR THAT

Baby I'm just joking; I would never gaslight you
I swear you know the real me, and I'll always be true
I promise i'm not a psychopath, I don't wanna see you hurt
And when things get tough you know I won't leave you in the dirt

I Don't Play Well With Others

watch college cunts: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EXdU1O0lQko&ab_channel=MDEneverdies

late for my class again
dont care about the shit that im learning
and all the kids here are so uptight
picking fights thinking that theyre so fucking bright

smoking weed binge drinking
so degenerate what are they thinking
its all a big waste of time i hate this place
they need a kick in the face

sick of all these college cunts
i hate their fucking guts
sick of all these college cunts
i hate their fucking guts

late night go out
try to see what the night life is all about
its all stupid drunk ass kids picking fights
trying to get girls to suck their dicks

its just a big adult day care
paid for by their parents its unfair
no one really wants to be here
wasting their time for a shitty career

sick of all these college cunts
i hate their fucking guts
sick of all these college cunts
i hate their fucking guts

college cunts (old version)

Lyrics

It's hard, to let you go from my heart,
when we're not so far apart,
you always wan to restart,
you're tearin me all apart.

Let me go, oh I,
can't stand the feel or the sight,
of you anymore,
I just can't shut the door.

Oh there is nothin I can do,
but try to explain to you,
that you don't do me no good,
but I won't let you go like I should.

Oh take, all of my pain,
save it for another day,
you don't do it these days,
for me anyway.

What's the use for this,
if I feel just like shit,
I know that somethin is wrong,
we will never get along.

I need you (breakbeat, demo)

dumb as rocks