tamaska: a hundred sins

i dont know dont wanna go where the sun dont ever show

use my knife carve out my life my head is filled with strife

blow for blow and woah for woah and idk where ill go

and she said that when im dead theyll be nothing left
instead

when im gone put me on a mountain top and sing a song

say im still young so ill have some fun u must think im so dumb

so we shared a kiss i couldnt resist im a fuckin hedonist

yk i've been stuck in my sin need ur pretty cherubim

i've been scarred cant get off guard yeah its pretty fuckin hard

dumb+daisy

i thought it be fun i thought it be sweet i thought id learn things id never believe
well oh no not me
i was so fucking scared i was out of my head i thought for a second that i mustve been dead
but oh no didnt happen to me
the world opened up like a sunday church door
i didnt think that i could take anymore
well oh no why did it happen to me
i thought that it couldnt make sense
and u know ive been just a lil tense

but i tried again a second time the fuck was i thinking was i out of my mind
well i was and i did it to me
well i lied in bed waited for it to pass jesus had given me a second chance
i hope so, now i feel just fine
feel like a stupid waste of time
thought it would get better some time or then
but its still right here and i cant be myself again

i thought itd b fun

ullet through my brain cant block out the pain
emotions so real but still i cant feel

my heart is in my head youll love me when im dead
the drugs dont work im a stupid fuckin jerk

god wont you save ill try to behave
my heart is on fire with so much desire

death is gonna come im so goddamn dumb
dont care abt my heath cant save me from myself


i just wanna kiss with ignorant bliss
pretty pretty girl u make me wanna hurl

sure i have some friends thatll come to an end
mb if i pray itll all go away

im doing just fine
im doing just fine
im doing just fine
im doing just fine

bliss

nothing rlly matters she said
you wont be fucking happy when ur dead
lately jesus i aint been too good
i want to but i dont think that i should

my god im on my own again
i know ill see you sometime when
im not im being a being a stupid whore
i cant take it anymore

i dont care i dont mind im running out of time
theres a worm in my head no girl i dont wanna be dead
u hate me i hate you who cares pretty girl lets screw
in my brain im in pain stupid fuck now what did you gain
full of lead when im dead all i feel is constant dread

cantbhappy

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i dont wanna grow old
dont listen when im told
not a care in the world

i just wanna have fun
i know u think im dumb
stay away from the sun

but how come no one else is screaming why
am i the only one whos scared to die?

im not tryna sound dumb
just love it when im numb
i feel so fried.
i just wanna be a punk.
you're at my door.
im still in my bed.
am i in your head?
but is it normal cutting to feel alive?
im tired of waking up and screaming why

dumb+daisy

garden graves