I’m in this class again 
Staring at the wall
Ur on my mind again 
4 no reason at all

Maybe this time round 
You can look my way 
But It’s fine I’ll watch you leave 
And I won’t beg you to say

Fuck what he said
Let’s go and dance 
Ur in my head
I know I can’t 

Can’t send a text 
Get left on red 
Wish I was dead
I’m Alone again

These beginnings 
don’t feel that much new 
I feel so shitty
i wouldn’t with u

Chaudown!

prod by freyaangel https://soundcloud.com/freyaangel
I could tell by the way u walk that I wasn’t rlly getting anywhere
I could tell by the way you talk and the way you style ur hair

I guess this is it hun, well I guess that it all always meant to be
I guess that this is done, we’ll be whoever we want to be

fix my heart with ur incantations god please let me be
i hear ur talking through the radio station please just leave me be

im screaming out please please please god  make her not hate me
im screaming out please please please god  make her not hate me

fix my heart with ur incantations god please let me be
i hear ur talking through the radio station please just leave me be

im screaming out please please please god  make her not hate me
im screaming out please please please god  make her not hate me


hate me

rubs me wrong

Nazi Zombies ft. Shaggy Tongues

I should have killed myself that day
The girl I like is afraid of me.
I should have killed myself that day
My past haunts me every day.

And now I'm alone again,
Watching my life go by,
I close my eyes and feel the pain.
There is no hope, I'm a living dead.

(X2)

i should have killed myself that day
i should have killed myself that day
i should have killed myself that day
i should have killed myself that day

I Should Have Killed Myself That Day (belowground cover)

i wish i could relate
There’s nothing you can say
So just go away

theres something in my brain
if you come close well youll get pushed away

verse 1
you seemed pretty nice to me
which made it hard to end things prematurely
it ended before it began
couldn't make you understand 
cant trust anyone again

(chorus 1)
i pushed you away
i pushed you away

verse 2

the fault would be solely mine
when youd leave and i die a second time
id rather be the one to leave
then watch you find out all the things wrong with me

(chorus 2)
so i pushed you away
so i pushed you away

outro
i guess ill just die alone
chasing someone i wont ever know
you tend to live in pain
when you push everyone away

ipushedyouaway

You're so clever 
You're so pretty

You're so cute and
You're so witty

When you're over
In my city

I zone out and 
I feel shitty

I just saw you with someone else
But I want you for all my self
I tried to be a better man
If I can't have you, no one can

No I'm not feeling so well
Can't you see that I'm in hell
Why are you with someone else
I might as well just kill myself

I might as well just kill myself
I might as well just kill myself
I might as well just kill myself

I still love you
Only partly

I got so drunk
At your party

And you told me
You were sorry

You didn't ever
Ever want me

I just saw you with someone else
But I want you for all my self
I tried to be a better man
If I can't have you, no one can

No I'm not feeling so well
Can't you see that I'm in hell
Why are you with someone else
I might as well just kill myself

I might as well just kill myself
I might as well just kill myself
I might as well just kill myself

I Might As Well

black dress
dark cowl
walking straight to your house
but how could i know that you just wanted to stay
dressing up would have gone such a long way
worked me up just to leave me astray

ill help 
you out
pick yourself up from that couch
we can frolick by the light studded trees
were really never too old to go trick or treat
take my hand and please come walk with me

staying here is fine but
id rather go
why i came here i dont know
but please tell me why 
you cant trick or treat

halloween

i can tell its real by the color and size 
your eyes like the pills that we smoked at night 
and i really miss those times

every problem that i kept inside 
every lie that you told to me
yet i really miss those times

yet i dont wanna be with you
yea i dont wanna be with you
no more
no more 
no more

im feeling dead wanna be revived 
where you once gave me life
and now i just hate you

i wish i didnt stay so long
i wish i didnt stay so long
i wish i didnt stay so long

cause i dont wanna be with you
yea i dont wanna be with you
no more
no more 
no more


song about you

@user-354725694 cover
sorry if its quiet

"if you don’t put in more effort, you may as well kill yourself"
well i started pulling the trigger as soon as you opened your mouth
i'll end my life forever just to hope i'll ruin your day
i hope you choke and gag on my grey
matter cause by now it’s not gonna matter to me
i shot myself in the head i was never gonna be happy
but at least i can die laughing with a smile on my face
hoping fragments of my skull
impale into your eyeballs
and that the last thing that you see
is the end of my suffering

now that it’s all over there's a lesson to be learned
to anybody who cared you got what you fucking deserved
and i can't start having second thoughts about what happens next
because suicide's the only thing you can't regret

spite!

At a new low in my life so here’s a song




Oh I want you to
Know
That I’m just a 
Joke
No dreams no
Hope

Hopeless I decay
Fight back or I won’t stay

Oh I’m just a
Ghost
You already 
Know
I’m always
Alone

hate me

garden graves